Dear Madness,
I have read your post and as per your request I am writing this, I will erase it in just 24 hours. Don't worry about that.
I am not girl and not timid who always tried to hide behind curtains. I am man like wild Lion, I can face you anywhere at anytime. I have no friends so I will come there wherever you would like to meet, but you can come with your gang to smash me. I don't mind for that. I have ever wish to be die in your arms but unfortunately I will not, as you are in love with somebody else and thinking about that 'fallow'. I am sorry to say you but you had created the situations for me of "Beggars have no choice". For your kind information I am self motivated man and it had hurt me till the bottom of my heart.
I have ever tried to contact you and tell you about my feelings to you. But you had ever run away and closed the doors for me. So I started writing on my own blog as I had bound my self by mistake with one commitment " not to write on your web links".
I was very happy before met you and was living life king size as king. I have never allowed anybody to disturb me in my personal life as may be you have known from my friends. It was my daily schedule to eat tasty food, recite rosary of Lord Krishna, Watching late night programs on TV and sleep well in night. I had never needed sleeping pills for that.
But unfortunately I have fallen in love with you. It was the biggest Accident in which I have got major injury in the spinal cord of my life. I have never curse you for that as it was the fault of my destiny. I am really very upset with God who have made the biggest joke on my love with you.
I have got some hopes when you made photo album on my posts written here on this blog. I had started watching daylight dreams about you. But all of them is destroyed. You can't imagine the pain of broken dreams. You can't feel the pain of my heart.I have deleted all the posts which was written in passion of love with you. I have decided not to write anything which address directly to you but today you have demanded so I have written this here.
Still I can not imagine my life without you. I am really very confused where to go from me, because I am not in me. I was expecting direct conversation with you but you are little timid for that, I am sorry if I am wrong.
I am cursing God as I have ever request him for the life partner who can live with me like lover, best friend and co traveler on the life path.But he has bound me with you- the unknown lady with mysterious nature. I have demanded to God for the life partner with whom I can see the whole world with happy moments.But unluckily, I have to see the world lonely with sorrow heart. Life is too short and full of sorrow and happiness. At current time there is no happiness in my life but hopes never died for that.
You have chosen a nice guy for love. A man always have nice impression by wearing spectacles. You both will look good with each other. Tell him I am not his enemy or rival but his friend. I have no complain to him for holding you as lover. I can imagine, may be he has proposed you in Switzerland.
I am belonging to the IT field which is the leader of the commercial world. It is 10 times vast than your field. Even you are using mobile phone, Facebook, Blogs, Google, Emails etc. Just imagine your working without AutoCAD, 3D softwares, word processing applicaions etc.
Destiny has lead me to learn the softwares which are supportive with your field. It was written in my destiny to meet you and all was happened with me. I am very sorry if I have hurt you anywhere while indirect conversation.
I would like to advice you, please ever try to understand your lover (that Fallow) and his feelings. Don't become nagging partner with him and ever be loyal with him. Men never wants other things in their life.
You are the first lady to whom I have address as my "WIFE". Nobody else will take your place in my heart and life. I know it was onside LOVE from me for you. If you need any clarification from me to any body please tell me. I will talk with that "fallow" regarding that. I will ever protect you for this.
I am responsible for all the commitments I have made here for you.You are free from all of those commitments and not responsible for anything. It was all from my side. I am inviting you again for direct conversation regarding this matter. I don't know what will be happened with me when you meet me again and after leave me again forever ...... and .........ever.
I think I deserve the right to sing the song which is complaining you. I am going to write bellow:
I have read your post and as per your request I am writing this, I will erase it in just 24 hours. Don't worry about that.
I am not girl and not timid who always tried to hide behind curtains. I am man like wild Lion, I can face you anywhere at anytime. I have no friends so I will come there wherever you would like to meet, but you can come with your gang to smash me. I don't mind for that. I have ever wish to be die in your arms but unfortunately I will not, as you are in love with somebody else and thinking about that 'fallow'. I am sorry to say you but you had created the situations for me of "Beggars have no choice". For your kind information I am self motivated man and it had hurt me till the bottom of my heart.
I have ever tried to contact you and tell you about my feelings to you. But you had ever run away and closed the doors for me. So I started writing on my own blog as I had bound my self by mistake with one commitment " not to write on your web links".
I was very happy before met you and was living life king size as king. I have never allowed anybody to disturb me in my personal life as may be you have known from my friends. It was my daily schedule to eat tasty food, recite rosary of Lord Krishna, Watching late night programs on TV and sleep well in night. I had never needed sleeping pills for that.
But unfortunately I have fallen in love with you. It was the biggest Accident in which I have got major injury in the spinal cord of my life. I have never curse you for that as it was the fault of my destiny. I am really very upset with God who have made the biggest joke on my love with you.
I have got some hopes when you made photo album on my posts written here on this blog. I had started watching daylight dreams about you. But all of them is destroyed. You can't imagine the pain of broken dreams. You can't feel the pain of my heart.I have deleted all the posts which was written in passion of love with you. I have decided not to write anything which address directly to you but today you have demanded so I have written this here.
Still I can not imagine my life without you. I am really very confused where to go from me, because I am not in me. I was expecting direct conversation with you but you are little timid for that, I am sorry if I am wrong.
I am cursing God as I have ever request him for the life partner who can live with me like lover, best friend and co traveler on the life path.But he has bound me with you- the unknown lady with mysterious nature. I have demanded to God for the life partner with whom I can see the whole world with happy moments.But unluckily, I have to see the world lonely with sorrow heart. Life is too short and full of sorrow and happiness. At current time there is no happiness in my life but hopes never died for that.
You have chosen a nice guy for love. A man always have nice impression by wearing spectacles. You both will look good with each other. Tell him I am not his enemy or rival but his friend. I have no complain to him for holding you as lover. I can imagine, may be he has proposed you in Switzerland.
I am belonging to the IT field which is the leader of the commercial world. It is 10 times vast than your field. Even you are using mobile phone, Facebook, Blogs, Google, Emails etc. Just imagine your working without AutoCAD, 3D softwares, word processing applicaions etc.
Destiny has lead me to learn the softwares which are supportive with your field. It was written in my destiny to meet you and all was happened with me. I am very sorry if I have hurt you anywhere while indirect conversation.
I would like to advice you, please ever try to understand your lover (that Fallow) and his feelings. Don't become nagging partner with him and ever be loyal with him. Men never wants other things in their life.
You are the first lady to whom I have address as my "WIFE". Nobody else will take your place in my heart and life. I know it was onside LOVE from me for you. If you need any clarification from me to any body please tell me. I will talk with that "fallow" regarding that. I will ever protect you for this.
I am responsible for all the commitments I have made here for you.You are free from all of those commitments and not responsible for anything. It was all from my side. I am inviting you again for direct conversation regarding this matter. I don't know what will be happened with me when you meet me again and after leave me again forever ...... and .........ever.
I think I deserve the right to sing the song which is complaining you. I am going to write bellow:
Tune mere jaana..
Kabhi nahi jana..
Ishq mera dard mera …
Aashiq teraaa..
Bheed mein khoya rehta hai..
Jaane jahaan a..
Puchho toh itna kehta hai..
And i feel so lonely yea..
There s a better place from this EMPTINESS..
And i’m so lonely yea..
I AM VERY SORRY ......... FOR HURTING YOU .........BUT THIS SONG IS TELLING YOU THE TRUTH OF MY CURRENT SITUATION AND HAVE BECOME .............................................HARRY'S REALM.
With best wishes and LOVE,
Harshad (Harry)
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