Thursday, September 22, 2011

.........should I believe.......???

          It is quite hard to understand anybody when the person is responding with negative answers. I feel it from long time from the lady to whom I love the most in the universe. I have never taken interest in astrology and all the future prediction business, but was believe in numerology as it is very interesting topic. But now, I have become strongly believer of Sun sign astrology, as it really predict fact to the level of 85%. I have checked some past events which was predicted for the year 2011 and it was all happened with me same as predicted duration. I was quite busy with my ISRO project from last 3 days. I had abandoned it but as per some requests I had rejoined it again and started work on it.
       Today I have faced my death very nearly. We were just traveling by our car with normal speed and I had seated beside driver. Suddenly another car came and struck with our car. It was the accident which has realized me that death can come anytime and I have to go with it. It was very amazing experience when that car was coming very quickly to me. I have seen the death and once I thought I am going to heaven or hell. I was happy that I will be free from all the tensions and stress. But I am not so lucky for that as the another driver has pressed its brakes with his best efforts. It was also predicted in my daily prediction of Sun sign.
       I have ever found love from my family, friends and relatives. But I have found that all the people don't see at your feelings as they want to relate with geniuses and not with idiots or fools. Yes I am that foolish or idiot person who have ever given priority to humanity and love. I accept, I am the biggest fool or idiot in the universe who have always wanted love and peace in life. The people who find peace and God in singing, dancing, meditation etc. has never tried to find it in love and humanity. Why should I not feeling happy while dying? Everybody is running behind the money and I was the fast runner in this run. But I was changed when I met the lady.......my Love. First I had not accepted that I am in love with this lady. Because I was so professional and money oriented person. I met her and all the world was changed and still being changed. It is not my fault to Love somebody more than myself. I have met so many experts who can help me as according to me. But I have found that the lady is the person who can help me in this matter. All of them was interested only in my story and my thoughts coming in my mind for her. But no body has helped me in that matter. Day by day I am sinking in this matter and I am feeling that I have become really Mad behind that lady. May be I  am looking so funny that she is feeling shame for me and my love. But who will explain her that I am human and my feelings about her? I would like to express again my feeling for her here.
      When the night reaches at middle I always open my arms and call her from my heart and send my love to her. I close my arms tightly around my chest and imagine that she is in my arms. I always feeling her fragrance which can not be described in words but compare with very ........ very light fishy smell. How can I explain her about my pain which I can't describe in words. I can feel her around me whenever I am lonely. I can't forget her those big eyes who are ever found thirsty. I have found the true lover in her. But she could not found it in me. May be I am wrong but at this situation I can say it. I can't leave her memories and love, but I am releasing her to leave me. I would become the happiest person in the universe, but may be this is not in my destiny. I can see that I am walking on the way of fire which is leading me to infinite darkness of future.
      Once I had decided to create my own business umpire. But all my decisions are destroyed and my mind is swapped with black darkness. I can see colorful dreams about my love and romantic future life. But when I open my eyes I can see nothing is there in this life.
      I am going to start my journey to holy places and my questions will be the same to God that "I was living on the path whichever you have ever told and I have done all as per human I have to do, then Why have done this with me? Why have you proved me as Idiot or Foolish to the world and her? Why have I not got love against love? why have you send the lady who has no interest in me, my heart and my feelings? Why have you done the work of Shaitan in the form of God, the creator of the world? Why have you made me like this who ever shared his feelings with cruel people laughs on me kind of people?"
      I have found my yearly prediction of 2011 as per my Sun sign. May be some people will tell me again idiot or foolish. But I will copy it here. Is it right for me to believe in Astrology?

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      General
This New Year 2011 - 2012 starts for you with good news. Some of the Taurus zodiac sign born can expect a promotion or betterment could come as a gift. You'll be able to earn much this year. Long trips will be less while short journeys could be many. Askganesha Astrologer predicts that new contacts will be made which will prove to be useful throughout the year 2011 - 2012. Taurus sun sign born would display courageous behavior at the right time. Astrologer says that ego problems might creep in with your friend or relatives. Most of your ambitious plans are likely to be executed. Your image will enhance and a new glow would shine. Askganesha Astrologer reminds that some of your plans may not give desired results due to unavoidable circumstances and also enemies and rivals will try to overpower you. The astrologer predicts that it will be a good time for the students for they may succeed in any competition and contest. Taurus zodiac sign born are likely to be a little self-centered. You will do something spectacular to add to your position and awe. You would remain much healthy and enthusiastically devoted to your work.

Love and Relationships Horoscope Taurus 2011 - 2012
Love is the essential part of life of the Taurus sun sign born. The Askganesha Astrologer predicts that the year 2011 - 2012 is a great year for developing friendships and put companionship and emotional compatibility before sexual chemistry. Taurus zodiac sign born will have more stability and less trouble in their love and sex life. Those already in a relationship should still enjoy the intimate side of your relationship. Taurus sun sign born’s family members might oppose decision of remarriage or a new relationship. A cautious approach will benefit you on the love front. Askganesha Astrologer suggests that if a down-to-earth approach is kept in romance it is likely to bring successful results. Try to change your behavior to maintain harmony in the relationship. You must share with your partner all your inner feelings and desire for seeking spiritual enlightenment. Astrologer predicts that there are some chances to have misunderstandings with your partner, it might surface during July and September. Therefore, try to handle your relationship with love and care. Remember every person couldn't be your friend, so better judge accordingly. Extremely supportive partner would help in withering away your troubles. Taurus zodiac sign born are advised to avoid confrontation with partner at romantic front. In the month of September and December emotionally you will not be very stable, therefore be cautious how you behave and say things in front of others. If you are in falling in deep love with your friend then there will be good chance to marry him/her in the month of October and November. If Taurus sun sign born are not happy in their personal life, then problems may seem especially pressing at this time. So try to care your partner in this year 2011 - 2012.
         CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT IT WAS ALL HAPPENED WITH ME TILL TODAY AS PER IT WAS PREDICTED IN THIS ARTICLE.
         SHOULD I BELIEVE IN SUN SIGN ASTROLOGY .........OR ALL IS FAKE........???

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