Watching stars in the black sky has become my daily activity in the nights. I was always thinking about my life and experiences with different kind of people. Stars have their own science by which some people can predict our future. I don't want to talk about astrology here. I strongly believe in astrology, especially Sun signs. Days are going like speedy water stream and I am just traveling with them. My Semester Exams is going to start from 2nd, December 2011 and I am not prepared for them. I know the results and again I have to think about my studies in January, 2012. Actually I am the responsible person for my all situations and for this situation too. I had waste my time behind bollywood songs and passed my nights without asleep.The result is I have not read books and not practice my computer programs.
I am quite emotional by nature and I know this very well. This is the reason, I am not talking with any stranger. But I had broken my self commitment and talk with my "Madness". When I liked her and when I fallen in love with her, I could not reveal it. But there was something , which had magnetized me to her and made me "Mad" for her. I can feel her emotions by each of the moments in me. Sometimes I feel to grip her very tightly and lift her in my arms. Sometimes I feel to kiss her and whisper in her ears "I Love You". But all this are dreams and sometimes daylight dreams.
I have received so many advices from my family members, relatives and close friends. I am quite choosy to make friends. According to my family, I should declare my lover's photos and name. According to my relatives I have lost so much weight and must take care about my health. According to my friends, I must leave my "Madness" and find out somebody else. But my answer was to my family was, I have to tell her first and must leave the decision on her ( I know what will her answer so I will never ask her and follow her words, not to make any comment on her web links). My answer was to my relatives that if all the human will eat the food in limit then nobody in our country will sleep hungry. My answer was to my friends that I have left all on destiny and I am not worry about its decision. If anybody feels jealous about my love then please stop it because I am not having her in my arms.
Today, I was chatting on FB with my friend who lives in foreign country. According to her, there is no place in our life for emotions. Because emotions makes men weak in living our life. Love is the unnecessary thing which creates problem in our life. Life is just for earning money and having costly things for hi fi life style. There is no place of heart and feelings in our life. If anybody fallen in love, people will laugh on his emotions and tell him/her insane or mad. So come out from this ocean of Love and go back to work and studies. Emotions can make person thinking many unreal things and unusual overwhelming for somebody. Emotions make person thinking about a particular thing and creates stress and depression. Emotions leads person to heart and blood disease. It creates unnecessary nuisance in life and push the person in the darkness of tears and bad wishes.
But I had told her that emotions are very important in our life. Because without emotions the words "love" and "relations" will be erased from our world. Without emotions men will become machine and wild animal. People wants to hide their emotions because they fear that people around them will laugh on them. Some people wants to describe their emotions in public loudly. Some people describes their emotions in poems and stories. Some people have opportunities to express their emotions to desired person by beautiful words. Emotions creates new paths of life when we are feeling alone. We can talk to ourselves while having feelings for someone special.
I have accepted that I am in love and feeling so good while feeling her in me. She is so lovely while smiling, she is so lovely while creating drama, she is so lovely while dancing, she is so lovely with her beautiful eyes. I am accepting that I am missing her too much in my life. I have met so many girls but she is the special one with whom I have fallen in love. I am angry by nature.May be you will not like but .........I am very...... emotional by nature.....!!!
I am quite emotional by nature and I know this very well. This is the reason, I am not talking with any stranger. But I had broken my self commitment and talk with my "Madness". When I liked her and when I fallen in love with her, I could not reveal it. But there was something , which had magnetized me to her and made me "Mad" for her. I can feel her emotions by each of the moments in me. Sometimes I feel to grip her very tightly and lift her in my arms. Sometimes I feel to kiss her and whisper in her ears "I Love You". But all this are dreams and sometimes daylight dreams.
I have received so many advices from my family members, relatives and close friends. I am quite choosy to make friends. According to my family, I should declare my lover's photos and name. According to my relatives I have lost so much weight and must take care about my health. According to my friends, I must leave my "Madness" and find out somebody else. But my answer was to my family was, I have to tell her first and must leave the decision on her ( I know what will her answer so I will never ask her and follow her words, not to make any comment on her web links). My answer was to my relatives that if all the human will eat the food in limit then nobody in our country will sleep hungry. My answer was to my friends that I have left all on destiny and I am not worry about its decision. If anybody feels jealous about my love then please stop it because I am not having her in my arms.
Today, I was chatting on FB with my friend who lives in foreign country. According to her, there is no place in our life for emotions. Because emotions makes men weak in living our life. Love is the unnecessary thing which creates problem in our life. Life is just for earning money and having costly things for hi fi life style. There is no place of heart and feelings in our life. If anybody fallen in love, people will laugh on his emotions and tell him/her insane or mad. So come out from this ocean of Love and go back to work and studies. Emotions can make person thinking many unreal things and unusual overwhelming for somebody. Emotions make person thinking about a particular thing and creates stress and depression. Emotions leads person to heart and blood disease. It creates unnecessary nuisance in life and push the person in the darkness of tears and bad wishes.
But I had told her that emotions are very important in our life. Because without emotions the words "love" and "relations" will be erased from our world. Without emotions men will become machine and wild animal. People wants to hide their emotions because they fear that people around them will laugh on them. Some people wants to describe their emotions in public loudly. Some people describes their emotions in poems and stories. Some people have opportunities to express their emotions to desired person by beautiful words. Emotions creates new paths of life when we are feeling alone. We can talk to ourselves while having feelings for someone special.
I have accepted that I am in love and feeling so good while feeling her in me. She is so lovely while smiling, she is so lovely while creating drama, she is so lovely while dancing, she is so lovely with her beautiful eyes. I am accepting that I am missing her too much in my life. I have met so many girls but she is the special one with whom I have fallen in love. I am angry by nature.May be you will not like but .........I am very...... emotional by nature.....!!!
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