.......... devoted only to you ........!!!

       

      Life is like a game of tennis in which we have to play from one end and your life will be play from the another end. Sometimes you have to start with service and sometimes it will serve to  you and you have to give best return for points. if you will miss the ball, you will lose points and it will lead you to defeat. I remembered my coach's words. She had ever told me that good practice and sharp logical mind can make you a grand slam winner. Don't waste your time behind meaningless hardworking if you are not getting good results. Try new concepts of playing and you will become winner. She has died, but her words have ever made me to try new concepts of working. There are two type of players, one is gambler and another is real player. Gambler will ever try his logical tricks to win the game. But, real player will never leave the game at middle and try to win by using new tricks and thoughts. Game of life is so different from other games. We can't compare it with other games, like footbal, cricket, hocky etc. Because this games are depend on team work. But, tennis is the game of individual player. Yes, it is also welknown for doubles match. My favourite players could not win the Australian open, but I wish them best of luck for next grand slam titles. We are all players and we are working hard to win, but only one can win this game, either you or the life which is called time or duration period of your living.
      I had liked the pages of BI2 and Malena for few days. It was messages for women from me, maybe you can't understood my messages and told me it will spoil my image. By BI2 I had tried to tell you that this woman is fully perverted and don't be inspired by this kind of women around you. You will find lot of ladies there who like this kind of life and concept of living. You know better than me what the society of good people will call her. Darling.....!!!.....always be inspired by good people and watch that kind of videos. I had seen the video 'Born to Die' and tried to give you this message.
    I liked 'Malena' for few days. It was message for you kind of ladies who are famous in local society. Your activities and beauty is watching by people who knows you and by strangers too. by this movie I have tried to explain you that you can't see the strangers' eyes, but strangers' eyes are watching you. Don't forget you are on foreign land and alone. Nobody will help you if you are in trouble. Even I can't because I am so far from you and don't know your current status. Be careful and cautious while going out in nights. You have gone there to live US life and higher studies. Live well and enjoy there the life you have ever dreamed for. But, take care of your self not only  by eating on time but also by being cautious about your behavior. I know you are naughty by nature, but don't forget the people around you is known by only few months. I am not trying to make you scared, but want to make you more cautious and active about your self. I don't know, will you come back to India or will settle there? But, as a lover, I am worry about you. Be calm and control your passion, behave like gentle ladies with people as I have found you in Blue saari that day.
    Darling......!!!.....Valentine's day is near now. May I ask you what will you give me as gift? or still feeling I am stranger. Your love is streaming in my blood and I don't care about the people who compare me with your achievements. Guess for some moments, You are man and I am woman. We are at same level as our current level but our gender is exchanged. What will you think about me? I can give you a hint for thinking. All learned men will never liked to change his partner at any cost. Especially, Indian men will never do that. I don't know about labour leveled men, because I have never talked with them in this direction. You will think to meet me because men are always desperate for listen this word love from women. Before meeting you, if anybody had told me the magical words 'I love You', I could fully devote myself to that lady. But, till our meeting, I have never heard the words from any lady. I have seen only sexual feelings in their eyes who had tried to express their feelings to me. But,I have seen into your eyes and found that lot of love is there in your heart, but you can't judge any proper man for that. Because maybe you was finding true love for you and not your achievements. I have also found that you are totally westernised lady, but can't revealed the reason for wearing sari and Indian shringar you have done while our meetings. I have ever liked westernised ladies and also westernised make-up of them. But, you was the first lady to whom I liked in Indian cultured get up. You had made me mesmerized for that on that day. You had danced on that day, it was the chocolate spread on Ice cream. Your sayings and words are still in my ears.
      Darling......!!!........ Don't forget that our MEETING ANNIVERSARY is near on 28th March. Try to be happy on that day. Maybe you will in Europe for studies. But, I will donate blood before that day for blessings of God for you. Please don't write messages for me on CT's wall. Write anything for me on your own wall as before you have given me so many messages. Big misunderstandings will create big nuisance in our lives. My Malaysia tour is being cancel as my project is being delayed in Rendering. So freaky days this are! I can't describe my problems here as I have found that you are in your own tension. I am really worry about you, so please take care of your self. My love, you are making me more excited day by day. I feel you in this cold wind while touching my skin. I don't know what is there in my future, you have created heaven in my life. I urge you, please never destroy this heaven made by our love. I am daily sending you lot of love and kisses, maybe you have received and enjoyed them. Intoxication of love has converted my loneliness in to FTV parties. You are everywhere in my world and the the world seems full of glorious scene of paradise. I am feeling snowfall of your love on me and I am enjoying it. One day we have to leave the world compulsory and nobody can stop that event, but before that event let's live our life like royal couple. Don't cry! because it is my work and not yours. Can you give me tips to reading the books. Because I am lazy for reading. I don't like to read, but for completion of studies I have to read my books.
      Darling.......!!!....... its a good idea, why don't you write on your blog for motivate people like me for reading. Some reading tips for me and good inspiration for them who will come to your blog.
      Before somedays, I have posted astrological predictions for our zodiac signs.Only 50% was relating with me as per monthly predictions. I am finding another predictions for us which will match with our passed January month. If their sayings will match with our situations, it will be real for our future too. But, it will be done after handover my project to client. Please, post another photo rather than fingers in mouth. It is quite freaky to see your photo, watching up and fingers in mouth. Try to understand my sayings and enjoy the US life click lot of photos and  show them to me. I will see the place by your eyes. I can imagine myself there, as I can imagine scenes for my 3d pictures or movie. I will write a nice story for your entertainment. I love you....And will love you till death. Enjoy and please take care of your self .........just for me. I am trying to create good platform for our financially strong abilities. Please pray to God for my success in up coming projects. Please don't be nervous after reading the horoscope of the year. Because nobody on this earth can tell you your future, but few hints can make us more cautious about our lives future events. Nobody has seen the God, but on Sundays Christians will definitely visit the churches, Hindus will visit temples daily, Muslims will visit Mosques on Fridays. But, we have never left our works. We believe in God by being optimistic and believe that he will do good for our best future. Sometimes few misunderstandings make us feeling bad for few events, but after sometimes we can understand that it was good for us. For example, I had met you and never thought that you will become my life. Even I had felt very strange while meeting you. Different feelings were coming to me and never imagined for my current situation. People knows me for my intellectual and professional behavior, but now they feel I am changed. They feel my work in artistic form.
     Thanks to you.....!!!......you have made me this kind of person. I was born on 5th May 1976, 14:50 p.m. but reborn when met you. I have married with you and your memories. But don't know to whom you will marry? Everybody has their memories, some good and some terrible. We have to remember good memories and forget bad memories forever. We have to erase them by the eraser of love and happiness. If the person who have given us terrible memory will see us, he must be cry for his deeds done with us. Let them burn in jealousy and pain. Why should  we spoil our moments of life behind remember them. Let them Go to hell and lets enjoy the paradise of Love. Why are you crying by your terrible memories? Feel proud and happy as you are in that country which have never allowed useless people. You have become the ideal of your juniors. I will die millions of time for your one smile, if you love me or don't. Kissing your eyelids........kissing your fore head........ massaging fingers in hair......whispering in your ears.......I love you.......My Love.......My Empress.........My "Madness"....... Living for you...........working for you....... visiting malls to know your standards of living and how to design interior of big show rooms and how to plan the malls. I enjoy the beautiful lights and glitters of the products selling by the shops. I will make 3d models and show you. My heart is full of love, each beat is saying your name and........... devoted only to you ........!!!