Today, it was the fantastic morning as I have find out the solution for my professional problem. I have found the peripheral which can solve my problem of rendering heavy scene for 3d animations. I have got new hopes for my life. It was all happened by my last night conversation with Jyoti's husband. He was in Mumbai and going to Sydney for their relocating for few months. He has given me some new ideas after collected information regarding new special peripherals for the computers. He was talking about his experience with his love. I have found some very interesting things for my working environment. I want to show my work to my love.....my Empress......My "Madness".......!!!
I am not fake person and not the road romeo type also. I want to tell her about my seriousness for love and relationship with her. Life is not the cake which I can cut and eat, but life is a long path which was started on 5th May, 1976 at 14:50 P.M. and when it will end i don't know? I have ever run behind my hopes and dreams. I have ever compromised with my broken dreams, but I have never left hopes for the prosperous future for my life. He has told me that Jyoti and himself has seen my love in that country again. They have found her very serious and starring things like thinking about something. She was not in good mood , but trying to show to others happy. I don't believe that she was serious and not enjoying the country which she have ever desired for her next life. I think everybody wants to laugh on my love story. Even the lady is laughing on me as I know her. Why not? She have to laugh as somebody has suddenly come to her and told her that he is in love with her and believed her as his wife. Even I will do the same if somebody will do that with me, besides her.
Out of all the thoughts I am thinking about her well being. I pray to God for her health and concentration on studies. I can't do anything more for her as she is going far from me day by day. I want to see her on that heights which are ever seen in dreams by people. I know one day she will call her friends there and create nice circle, but never like to comeback to India. Her personality is being too high from my eyes and I am being more thin day by day. But I have to work for me, my family and my country. Because she has reached to her paradise and happy there. I want to see her happy and achieving her new targets. As per Jyoti's husband sayings Gujarati ladies are fully loyal with her husbands and they never left them in bad situations. He has also told me that I am lucky for having her as my love. Nobody knows what is there in her mind and in my future, but one thing is cleared that we both have the same habit of starring things. We both have the habit of deep thinking about any topic. Even I can't sleep, if I will not get the answer or solution for the problem. I am not in any problematic situation, but in love with a lady who was normal while meeting me and became extraordinary at the end of the year. I was not aware about that and started loving her. Now I have reached at that place from where It is not possible to be returned.
I have loved her by heart. I have forgotten myself in her love. I can say I have destroyed myself, but can't reached to her heart. Her heart is so beautiful and soft for everyone in this, besides me. Why is she hatting me ? I don't know. But one thing is cleared that she doesn't want to talk to me. I know I am thinking negatively about her, but I have not the other way for thinking. I don't know, will I ever clean her doubts regarding me and my love? I don't know she loves me or not. Is there any feeling for me or not? But She is my worship and religion too. I want to see her with lot of love in my eyes. My tears will ever clean her face and make her wet. I am sure that I will jump in hell in a moment if she will order me for that. I have no words to describe my feelings. I want hug her very tightly and whisper 'I love you' in her ears. She is ever wonderful lady for me and will be the same in future. I want to cry a lot on her shoulder. I want to kiss her forehead. I want to feel her in my self. I want to die in her arms.I want to spend my whole life in caring of her happiness. Her eyes will ever inspire me to live, but her present will make my life special and full of energy. I will get my paradise if she will connect with me. I want a long life relationship with her. I want to marry her and bound my self with her for the whole life. I will never ask for her past and her feelings for other persons. I will try to make a small place in her beautiful heart. I don't know what does she like? I have knew that she is too much talkative like me and quite angry same like me. But now a days I have become cool and calm guy. I eat all the food whatever my mom makes for me. I am not being greedy for the food which I like the most. She is my world and she is myself. I want to tell her,
Darling ........let the world be changed, but I will never change my love for you. I will try to achieve that position in our society which will make you proud for me. I will try to meet you in this life. Please never behave badly with me when I meet you. You are in that country which is very much choosy for Visa to our people. I will try to meet you at any cost, but the condition is if I will be allow to meet you. My love for you will never end and I will live you in my whole life. You have become my moments and breath. I love you.......forever and ever.........your love is my destiny and destination.........I have trust in God who will make me reach to you........I have lot of hopes from him and I know he will never destroy it. I have hopes because I am .........very optimistic.......!!!
I am not fake person and not the road romeo type also. I want to tell her about my seriousness for love and relationship with her. Life is not the cake which I can cut and eat, but life is a long path which was started on 5th May, 1976 at 14:50 P.M. and when it will end i don't know? I have ever run behind my hopes and dreams. I have ever compromised with my broken dreams, but I have never left hopes for the prosperous future for my life. He has told me that Jyoti and himself has seen my love in that country again. They have found her very serious and starring things like thinking about something. She was not in good mood , but trying to show to others happy. I don't believe that she was serious and not enjoying the country which she have ever desired for her next life. I think everybody wants to laugh on my love story. Even the lady is laughing on me as I know her. Why not? She have to laugh as somebody has suddenly come to her and told her that he is in love with her and believed her as his wife. Even I will do the same if somebody will do that with me, besides her.
Out of all the thoughts I am thinking about her well being. I pray to God for her health and concentration on studies. I can't do anything more for her as she is going far from me day by day. I want to see her on that heights which are ever seen in dreams by people. I know one day she will call her friends there and create nice circle, but never like to comeback to India. Her personality is being too high from my eyes and I am being more thin day by day. But I have to work for me, my family and my country. Because she has reached to her paradise and happy there. I want to see her happy and achieving her new targets. As per Jyoti's husband sayings Gujarati ladies are fully loyal with her husbands and they never left them in bad situations. He has also told me that I am lucky for having her as my love. Nobody knows what is there in her mind and in my future, but one thing is cleared that we both have the same habit of starring things. We both have the habit of deep thinking about any topic. Even I can't sleep, if I will not get the answer or solution for the problem. I am not in any problematic situation, but in love with a lady who was normal while meeting me and became extraordinary at the end of the year. I was not aware about that and started loving her. Now I have reached at that place from where It is not possible to be returned.
I have loved her by heart. I have forgotten myself in her love. I can say I have destroyed myself, but can't reached to her heart. Her heart is so beautiful and soft for everyone in this, besides me. Why is she hatting me ? I don't know. But one thing is cleared that she doesn't want to talk to me. I know I am thinking negatively about her, but I have not the other way for thinking. I don't know, will I ever clean her doubts regarding me and my love? I don't know she loves me or not. Is there any feeling for me or not? But She is my worship and religion too. I want to see her with lot of love in my eyes. My tears will ever clean her face and make her wet. I am sure that I will jump in hell in a moment if she will order me for that. I have no words to describe my feelings. I want hug her very tightly and whisper 'I love you' in her ears. She is ever wonderful lady for me and will be the same in future. I want to cry a lot on her shoulder. I want to kiss her forehead. I want to feel her in my self. I want to die in her arms.I want to spend my whole life in caring of her happiness. Her eyes will ever inspire me to live, but her present will make my life special and full of energy. I will get my paradise if she will connect with me. I want a long life relationship with her. I want to marry her and bound my self with her for the whole life. I will never ask for her past and her feelings for other persons. I will try to make a small place in her beautiful heart. I don't know what does she like? I have knew that she is too much talkative like me and quite angry same like me. But now a days I have become cool and calm guy. I eat all the food whatever my mom makes for me. I am not being greedy for the food which I like the most. She is my world and she is myself. I want to tell her,
Darling ........let the world be changed, but I will never change my love for you. I will try to achieve that position in our society which will make you proud for me. I will try to meet you in this life. Please never behave badly with me when I meet you. You are in that country which is very much choosy for Visa to our people. I will try to meet you at any cost, but the condition is if I will be allow to meet you. My love for you will never end and I will live you in my whole life. You have become my moments and breath. I love you.......forever and ever.........your love is my destiny and destination.........I have trust in God who will make me reach to you........I have lot of hopes from him and I know he will never destroy it. I have hopes because I am .........very optimistic.......!!!
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