......found the heaven ......only in you.....!!!

       

           Last day, I had visited the Surat Property Show, the exhibition sponsored by SBA. It is very nice exhibition for selling their products and  also for buyers, too. I felt that our country is in quick progress now. Our municipality is also become aggressive to develop our city now. It is nice exhibition for 3D makers also, because lot of developed projects and giant images were for display. Some glamorous ladies were hired for presentations of the products. In short, it was the very attractive environment was trying to attract people for buying or invest in new properties. But, I have also bad news for our whole architecture field. The developers have not published architects' names in their brochures. I had asked one representative for that, but his vision for architects was very poor. First he asked me that why was I asking for that and then he told me that architects are not necessary for small projects. I told him that why they need stamps and signatures of architects? He told me nothing, but was watching me like crocodile's eyes. Girls beside him was also watching me with disgusting eyes. I left the stall and visited others, but I was not satisfied by that exhibition. I felt God was ignored by the people in making of temples. They are interesting in making the cement jungles,  but not in proper way with quality. Darling....!!!..... if you will practice in our home town I suggest you to be aggressive in this direction. Always tell the developer to print your name on their brochures, because you deserve to be nominated in the development of buildings. Otherwise, there is not lack of mason labors in our country. After all, it was nice show for me to view the 3D works done by artists. Today is the last day for the exhibition, so ask CT to visit it today.
       I know you didn't like the images of my projects. I also don't like them, but it was compulsion to tolerate that. Because, I can't give better images than this as I have not the computer for high resolution images. But, I am working with all this kind of small projects and earning money to buy more costly computers for high definition images. I have to work with small projects like this, because human can't become 25 years youth person by born. He has to be passed out from his childhood and then grow up to youth person. I am walking on my way and I am not defeated by anything. I am feeling sometimes nervous while work was not done in the way what I wanted. But, after watching your smiling cute and innocent face I get more energy for work. Do you know? I was just living the life and you have given me new eyes to see the life with new vision. Success is your best friend and failure is my best enemy. Success has not chosen me as friend, but failures have done its work. But, one day I will become friend of success and will get victory over my biggest enemy - failure. This is the most painful moment when the work was done and my mind is not accepting it as good work. Even you didn't liked it. But darling....!!! what to do? I have to work with this quality till new gadgets will not be bought. Maybe next few works will be done with this quality. :-(..... just kidding...!!! new graphics card may be delivered to me in few days. I will correct all my quality with that new gadget. 
      My belove Darling doll ..........Madness......!!! ....... please don't make doubts on me, if I will make any comment on any other lady's photos. I have habit to admire people and their work shown to me. Where to go besides your arms? Darling ....... whelming for you and desperate for your love. Thanks for writing few words, it made me little bit of cool.  I want you and your togetherness for living. I can live without food, but can't live without watching you. I want you in my life, but how will this become possible ? I don't know. Because, Whatever I have tried to do something good, I have got failure or the work was not done in proper way. The result is people laugh on me for that efforts. Tension eats my mind like ants eat sweets. What to do darling...??? .....just fighting with my destiny to have you in my life, but my efforts are not so powerful and I got not good results. I need your warmth and love. Kiss me on my lips and make me fully energized. Hug me very tightly so I can work with my giant efforts. Make me satisfied so I can feel myself Alive. My lovely lady...... I am feeling very lonely and miss you by heart. Nobody have ever understood me and my desires, but you have understood me and knew what I want. You have made trust on me and understood that I will never see another woman besides you. 
        I was waiting for your valentine gift and you have given. I think you don't know, but you have given it to me. I am very happy after received it. It is very nice photo and really feeling you in  my heart while writing here. I am not poet, but written so many rhymes here. I love you ......darling .........and will love you forever. I know you will be angry and ask so many questions while meeting me and I will not give you any answer for those questions. But, at any cost, I want to meet you. If I will get you as my wife physically, it will be my best luck. If I will not get you, I will spend my life alone without any lady. I know my parents are forcing me to find lady for marriage, but how can I explain them that I have married with you? Really, sometimes I feel very unlucky when get failure in works. But, I have one medicine for all my pain and that is you. I start to feel you in me and my heart, whenever become nervous. Just think, your thoughts have this impact on me then what will happened if you will really hug me tightly and kiss me? May be I will become superman. ....darling I had seen your photo with piano, do you really interested in playing piano? same like me? ..... It will be the biggest match for us, if it is true.  
       People says you are making me fool on internet. But, I have trust on you and you are the most loyal lady for me. Because you are my Love.......My Empress ..........My "Madness".......!!! I am being more kind person day by day as per my friends saying. Maybe they are making fun, but I have felt by some events happened in last few days. Some clients were never listen my voice are wishing to work with me. Some people who have never noticed me have started smiling with me. But, my life wants you and your hand in my hand. I need your warm hugs in nights and energetic kisses while starting my day. 
     I have knew you very thoroughly. Trust me, I will never disturb your current life style and work. You will be free to go anywhere for your vacations. Don't worry about our home, I will manage it in your absence. I know you have come in the world for do something and I have come in the world to support you. I will never force you to work for home and make food for me. I will try to serve you like nice husband.........and that is my promise.......a gentleman promise. But, this is also only words, if you will not meet me. I don't want to say, but have to tell you that from last few days I am getting erotic feelings for you. Is it good or bad ? I don't know but it was started from Valentine's day.  I have seen so many couples kissing and having sex on that day. It has made me to imagine you for that deeds with me. I am sorry .........!!! ..... if you get hurt, but I am human and you know me, I have told you my all feelings and thoughts whatever I have felt for you. I am loyal and honest with you forever. Whatever I will feel, I will tell you also in future. Please .........don't make doubts on me and be calm with my feelings. I am waiting for your justice. I want to see the justice of my Empress for my love. I have left all on you .......and will ever find love in your lovely and innocent eyes. Can you tell me, when will we meet? When will I face you? When will you hug me?
     My love.........My Empress.........My "Madness".......I was in search of true love and I have chosen you for my lifetime love. I have chosen you as the Empress of my heart and life. Rule over my heart and life. You have shown me the paradise in my heart and also create heaven of love in it. The paradise is not that without you my angel. Come and make me feel the goodness of heaven of love.  Give me some warm .........give me some rays............ give me your humid touch ........give me your unlimited love..........I don't want more than this........I am really desperate for this. Your love is my life and my heart is only for you...... Come and take me in your arms......... I want to be melt in you ..........I want to live in you..... I have seen so many ladies ........but.......found the heaven ......only in you.....!!!