I had started my day with watching your face. I was very happy and gone to my 3D classes. I had seen that one kid has made a wonderful project for her submission. I felt happy by watching her project work. She was like my younger sister and made me happy by showing her work. I opened my bag and brought out chocolate and given to her. I distributes chocolate every year on Valentine's day. I have done it again today with my friends. It was nice day as per normal life. But, whole day I was desperate for your words on this special occasion. Really, I am feeling very bad as you are not saying a single word. Can you imagine my situation? Answer is "no". You can't imagine my pain and its effects on my mind. I have not made any mistake and I will not do that ever in our relationship. It is not my nature to be disloyal with the person who have trust in me. I have trust in you and my love, so I have never left you alone. I have write all my most important memories here. Why? because I am in love with you. But, I don't know why? You have lot of doubts in your mind for me and my love. I think there is only one reason- I am not there in US. It is not hard to reach there. And today it has become easier. There are lot of universities offering degrees for Indian students. I have to pass IELTS and get admission in any of the universities of that country. I will be there in that country. But, I want to ask you one question. Why not in our country?
I have seen that you have ever made doubt on me. Can I ask you? why? I have to make doubts on you because you have lot of male friends. But I am not doing that, because I have trust in you - the Indian girl. I have great respect for you in my heart. I have lot of love in my heart for you. But, ignorance is not the reward of true love. Hatred can't be take place of love in this world and you know that better than me. I have never touched any woman in my life in sexual manner and will never touch any other woman if you will chose me as your life partner. I feel pain when you become silent. I feel to much annoyed when you stop texting. Don't leave me wriggling on the burning floor. Take me in your arms and give me sympathy about our future meetings. I am feeling so lonely today. I have seen so many couples hugging and kissing each other. I need your updates. Please say something or kill me, but not annoy with your silence.
I met Jyotish yesterday, first time for our match making work. As per his predictions, We have match of 31 gunas out of 36. He has also told me that we will make history, if we will become one. Especially, you will be gained by our relationship. In starting stage, you will feel some odd, you will get more advantages day by day after creation of our realationship. I am really very confused and stopped watching astrological sites online. Even I have lost faith in astrology. It can draw a correct picture of our personalities, but can't predict it sharply.
My darling.....!!! .... I am very excited to receive any gift from you (not physical gift) I am not expecting any costly gift, but few nice words on this special occasion of the Valentine's day. Please don't feel hesitate and say few diplomatic words for me. Please ! my Love.......My Empress.........my "Madness"...... Say something for me...........And .........Give me ....a special gift ........on this special day.........I am waiting for your words......... a special valentine's day .........gift for me........I am waiting for .........your gift......!!!
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