Tuesday, March 20, 2012

......Enjoy my Love......!!!

    
       I had seen your photos. You are in France, may be it is Paris. The city of love and fashion. Enjoy the city and the country with lot of fun. In next winter, we will be there. Let me tell you, I couldn't reveal your cover photo. What was the meaning of that photo? I am sorry, but it had given me little confusion. The chinese lady, an American guy and you, watching up to the light. I don't want to think more about that, because it may create more darkness in my mind. How was my last narrative poem? I had read it again in morning and felt few words can create few misunderstandings, but the motive of that post is to remind you that most important event happened in my life on the date of 28th March, 2011. We both don't know, what was the motive of destiny for bringing us to gather? As per my thought, we met to find each other and by this separation of the time is for know each others' heart and mind. Let it be done whatever in our destiny.
     I have revealed that you had some doubts on me. I want to know which people is trying to create bad image in your mind? Please, let me know. I need to know my enemies, because I am very naive and can't find enemies in the circle of my friends. That is the reason, I want to talk to you directly. I have to know who are playing with my life? I am not feeling anger for them, but feeling some confusion. I have no doubt on your loyalty, but some words from enemies can destroy my good image in your mind and heart.
            I don't be aware from the entourage of enemies. But one thing is proved that they have my  fear in their mind. They must keep it in their mind that war can give only nuisance in mind and love can give peace of mind. Nobody has won the world by violence, not even by the king Alexander. Anybody can win the world by love and peace. But self defense is necessary for everybody. I have got the training of Martial Arts in my teen age. I have read the song of Shakira on CT's wall. I have found that you are feeling fear from failures. May be you have seen very bad days in past, as per my guess.May be you had faced big depression period in your life. That is the reason you was very cautious in your circle and still having attitude of achieve the targets. But, you have done very good works for your friends. I have seen that you have ever helped them and became good supporter and motivator for them. That is the reason you are very popular person in your place and friend circle. I have never seen the person like you. There are few people who believe in beauty of heart and I am one of them. Let me tell you one thing, I have not suddenly fallen in love with you. I have felt you very slowly in my heart and everyday I feel increment in love for you. Our love has not got existence in first site. But, I have felt missing you and then felt I am in love with you. This moment of my life is full of LOVE for you. You are so far, but I can feel you in my heart. Love has crossed all the limitations. My family has also accepted you and wants to meet you soon.
        I have revealed that you are very angry lady by nature and may be very enthusiastic. So, I can urge you to control your self while anything makes you angry. Try to get the motive of the man who tease you. May be you are his/her enemy. Try to understand her/his motive behind teasing you. You have achieved a big goal and may be you will see more big achievements in your life. Be careful and think why are you feeling so angry while become tempered. Take a long breath and close your eyes, hold the breath for 40 seconds and feel the release in temper. That is my research by doing yoga and meditation. Try this! while feeling bad or teased. I have suffered a lot by my angry nature in past. I have lost more than 35 jobs by my angry nature. Then I had found the trick of yoga to control my anger. But, I can't control my passion for love. I can't control my lust of love. I can't be stopped to make efforts for reaching to you.But, your eyes give me release in this passion and impatient feelings. I really miss you each moment of the day.
         My Love.........My Empress.........My "Madness"......Life is not only the series of pain and happiness, but it is also a true friend of heart and its desires. We see dreams and try to achieve them. Some of us achieve their dreams and others become victims of failures. So, don't be scared by any failure of life, try to face all situations by brave heart. You are bold and beautiful lady for me. Never feel lonely, I am always with you. If you will allow I will always with you, forever. I wants to be your powerful wings, by which you can fly more high and can see the world from new heights. I want to give you full support in your progress. I want to be part of your struggle. I want to give you the warmth love whenever you feel tired and depress. I want to see you on new heights daily. I feel proud whenever I watch you. That is another matter that I have seen you in erotique manners, maybe once in a day. But, I feel happy while watching you. I like your thoughts about life and the funda of living the life. Bitter or sweet, we have to taste the life. But, Love can change your taste of life, I can say that by experience. I have seen your photo in morning, you looks nice with strong and healthy body. I want to ask you one Question. Why you behave like boys?  You looks so lovely on the table with coffee. But, you was very good with piano. You had crossed all the lines of loveliness in that photo. Green shirt and lovely lady lady's fingers on piano. I love you ........darling....!!! ......please come back in that format. I know you need time to grow your hair. But I am talking about your watching style and body language. I like your athlete body, but be calm while photo session. I am sorry ! I became demanding. But, I had told you my feelings. Don't feel hurt, if my words has made you little nervous. Let the time go! all will be all right. I am with you .....forever.....and your looks or hair can not affect my mind. Because I can feel you in my heart.
          Darling.....!!!......don't worry about me. I have habit to tackle with my enemies very well. I have become polite by your love. You are the special lady for me and I feel you in my heart which is full of love for you. I have Love in my heart more than seven seas. If you can feel just close your eyes and see, I will be found in your eyes. Try to listen your heart beats, you will found my love in that. You are everywhere in my world, because you are my everything. Your life is very precious. So please take care of your self.
         My Love......time has separated us and time will bring us to gather back. It was in our destiny to feel each others' heart feelings for each other while living so far physically. I think feelings of love can make the human being pure and loyal for his/her lover. I have become pure by your love. My "Madness" ....... you are the lady by whom I have got the paradise Love. Love me ......darling...........till my last breath......and .....I will Love you till my ........last breath.........Enjoy my Love........enjoy the world.........enjoy different places....... get proper knowledge of all places........because .... we both will visit them again......Enjoy the environment ........Enjoy the days and nights......don't forget my LOVE......Just love me from the bottom of your heart .......Enjoy your self....!!!


No comments: