.....pillar of coming life....!!!

Wherever I see

your glory is there

whenever I miss

your memories are there

I asked "how are you"?

your silence was there

something is there
hidden in you

which I can't reveal
I can't it read

there was something happened
in your past life
I have found

the word 'past' annoys you

but look in my eyes and

forget everything happened

try to feel my love

which is raining over you

maybe I hurt you

by written some lines

but it was not intent to hurt

just tried to tell you

I miss you

I love you

and living without you

feeling the pain like

fish out of water

but you'd taken it on mind

and anger controlled you

try to understand me

in the positive ways

I am in love

always with you

I am for you only

without you.. feeling so lonely

that was the thing

what I had said

but you couldn't understand
what words had said?

come back in heart

and be wet in love

feel me in you

and my warmth of love

it will give you pleasure

and you spread your smile

live in my heart

and show me the way

how will you meet me?

please tell me the clue

I am trying to be
again with you
as we met in small gap

you'll talk alone 

and I'll see you with smile

I like your habit

talking with self

just murmuring with self

and answer your self

I liked your voice

whispering very slow

I like your eyes 

ever finding love

I can't tolerate 

and not having stamina 

it is out of control

to live without your love

your love is my life

and you creates new passion

which makes me impatient

and I lose control

I feel your love

and your loving heart

which feels some hurt

when my eyes start cry

I love the way of loving

which makes me filled

by your love rain on me

you're sweetest, you're my love

feeling in me, in my heart

love me o la bella

love till last breath

let me be yours 

make me be yours

take me to the high 

upto the blue sky

your love is my wings

and you've become everything

your love is my life

becomes......pillar of coming life....!!!

(P.S.: I have mark that whenever I have talked here about past time. You've become angry. I don't know what is the reason, but guessing about something happened very bad with you. May be that is the reason you love other country rather than our. I wanted to tell you "I miss you", but you've become angry. Whatever happened in your past, forget it. If you can't forget it, let me try to erase it by eraser of my love. Let me rain my love on you which will wash all your wound and pains. I don't care what have you done? good or bad. But, promise me, you will not repeat it again in future. When we will meet again, tell me those bad events, it will heal all your wounds. If any problem with me, tell me, I will try to solve it. But, your silence annoys me. I miss you a lot when can't see you. Do you know? what do I do daily? I open my FB account which was blocked by you and write your id in search box. And hate me while not found you in search results. I don't know what will you do next? But feeling sure that whatever you do, it will make you more close to my heart. I miss you a lot. I love you. I am going to donate blood again in next few hours. 

         Don't be silent, I am telling you and will tell you till living. After my last breath, nobody will ask you to say something or break the silence. So, don't be silent......till my last breath......after that you will be free.

         May be next month I am going to visit Abu again. I need your permission to visit that place. Take care. Please, don't forget that you are on foreign land while having drinks and party. 

       My lovely..........my love......my Empress......My "Madness".........you are in my heart and its beats....... you are in me like blood........ nobody can separate us........never the time......not this world...... meet me soon......I am waiting for you.......and for the rain of love over me........let me come in ......let me love you ......this is the time to love...... each other .........forever and ......ever......!!!)