Sunday, March 11, 2012

........Rainy Days......!!!

         
       I am happy to be at home today. I had worked for the new project last night and I was tired to visit office on Sunday. I don't like the Sundays, because Sundays are always painful for me. I have spent my Sundays always behind watching TV and now a days for social work for my sisters. Today was the day to meet persons who had visited today to meet my sister and family. It was the boring period of waiting for them. I was thinking about my relationship with you. What do you think? what is your wish for me? how can I make you smile? how will I cooperate you to understand me and my things? etc. I am not the person who think only for me. If you are with me, i will think about you first. I don't like to ignore anybody who belongs with me. I have the helping nature, I can't see anybody suffering from any pain. But, I feel miserable when somebody seems me as enemy or trying to prove me low leveled then him or her. I am not talking about you .......darling......!!! I am talking about that person who is the mediator between you and me.
        My Love.........he is the person who have caught by me and I have become assured that he is sending my bad information to you or trying to spoil my image in your mind. This problem has got existence because of your trust on the mediators. I have got the doubt when he has change his tone of talking with me and I had started some acting like small kid with him. have you seen my photos carefully? You will find it. I am not fool and also not that kind of idiot who doesn't know the reality. He has spoiled my image in your mind and may be at that level where you will not trust me or my words. I know this will give you a big shock, but I would like to raise the curtains from the reality. He is the man whose married life is at the end and going to be destroyed by himself. Can you imagine, what will the situation of his mind right now? Can you judge anybody correctly by his information about that particular person? All the portrait created by him is wrong and I am  telling you very loudly........hear my voice......I am not guilty......I am Innocent....please try to catch my words.
        Don't be confused by this words. I know you are thinking that what should be done? Just trust in my words that is the answer. He is an expert in photography and all other softwares. I was trying to reveal his motive and trying to know that, is he a friend or enemy? I have found that he is not the friend. Maybe you are paying money  for this information and photos. I don't know what was your deal, but he is the corrupted pawn. From so many days I was trying to match the points with each other and finally, I have solved the whole puzzle. I think we have to remove the virus or quarantine it in virus vault.
        I am telling you, how I had caught him. I had told few lines of words and behaved like a kid with him. He thought I have become mad and he has passed my words with few spicy words or editing. I had found the reaction on CT's wall that means you have got the modified bad data and you got angry. Let him go in his own burning web and let's go out of this kind of stressing environment. Let's save our planet from this kind of burning matters. I am feeling suffocation in this area of our relationship. Our love is not dependent on this kind of information and photos. I don't know how unpredictable he is, but I can guess he has the thinking of communists. Have you seen the bollywood movie Raja Hindustani? They suffered a lot in their love and relationship, just because of lack of trust. Now, please don't say me that I am liar. Just ask him about his real married life's situation and you will trust my words. I appreciate your friends framework for you and salute them for that. But I am also not a liar. I had check him more than 3 times and then I am reporting you ......darling......!!!.......Has he ever send pics of my home or office or my meetings with clients? answer is "No". But he has sent you my photos of talking with my little sisters studying with me. Actually I have the doubt that, he is in love with any butterfly and trying to crush our relationship by spoiling my picture of reputation in your eyes by few colors of butterflies. But, he could not revealed that I was also having a watch on him. Don't trust on this kind of mediators and please stop trusting on them.
        My darling.........My Love......My Empress.........My "Madness".........Love is the medicine which can increase the age of living of the person who suffers from any disease, but it can become the strongest poison for your lover when you melts the few drops of doubts on him. I have no hobby to run behind the butterflies. As a man, I and looking to few good faces, but for not to have them at home. I am looking at other women because of their dresses and hair styles. I guess you in those dresses and hair styles while watching other girls. I swear for that. I can't love with any other woman and doesn't having the time to run behind butterflies. We are both quite matured and understand each other very well. You was flirty in your past, but always got the exit when somebody has tried to propose you. I was also work and money oriented man. I am still very much awakened for my financial status. You will never be reached to any where, if you will not allow your heart to trust on me. Try to feel the awesome feelings of the pure thing LOVE. We have come in this world as a humans for feeling the LOVE. Accept me and my love in your heart. Look at my eyes and my love. I know you are also feeling my pain and loneliness. I have never told badwords for you, but I had used some badwords for you to know the person's expressions, I am sorry for that.
          My Love.........!!!..... take a long breath and trust on me. What will be happened after marriage, if I will talk with my ladies' staff with few smiles and laughs? I am more possessive than you, but I have trust on you. You will laugh and smile with your friends, but will not do anything with anybody- I have this trust on you. How can I trust on you? The answer is - right now you are in USA.......thousands of miles far from your all elders and all known persons. I can see you by your photos and I have also not any mediator who sends me your private activities' photos. You have blocked me on FB ...... and watching you by fake accounts. I can't see your photos or personal text messages. I don't know where are you? But I am having a trust that You will never cross the limitations with anybody. I have learned from your love that.......patience in the most important part of love and relationship. Ask questions about that information which you are receiving from your mediators. Love is not haggard and also not on its knee for having information about lovers. Love is the strongest thing in the world which can make you the most powerful person in the world. This is the point for what the world hates love and lovers.
           Be happy ......darling.....!!!....... I am not having psychological disorders and I don't need any treatment for my mind. I am sharp minded computer programmer and having the ability of hacking, but I am not the thief or decoit who want to grab anybody's privacy. If you will allow me to see, I will see whatever you will show. You will be obsessed on my mind! when you will work with me and see my thinking styles. I have received so many good comments by few experts from your field. I don't believe in showbiz.......so I will not show my work on internet, but I will show you directly whenever you will come in my home. I assure you that you will never feel regret for being only mine in this world. Even you will forget your parents after having me in you and your life. Because your happiness is my life's motive. I am living for you and your smiles. I am sorry, if I have again spoiled your day. But it was necessary to open your eyes and blind faith on the data pouring in your dish. All my words have meaning, if you will understood all the correct meanings of my words ....... you will be the most happiest person in the universe.
        My Love.........My Empress..........My Angel........My Madness......This is the world of love which have the only one pillar which is called TRUST. If you will trust on me, I will give you the comfort and smoothness of love. Love me ..darling .........leave the doubts on my character. Maybe possible I will get defeated by anybody and lose you, but May God never make you loser. May God give you more power to win over the doubts. You have won and I have lost ........ok........now smile.......I can't see your single image without your permission, but you have the power to see me by each day and each moment. I am bending my knees and telling you...that...... I love you.......!!!
        Maybe you have faced only cheaters....... so you have doubt on me.......but my reality is ....... I am in Love with you.......I feel you..........Please make me smile again ......please wipe my tears and convert it into smiles.......Let me Love you.......Let the clouds of thoughts go away.......think positive about me........ Give me love......Bring the rain of Love and .......let's be wet in the rain of love.........let the season turn into .........Rainy Days......!!!
       

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