........tell me the reason.......!!!

            

         What ........happened ......??? ...... why you are behaving with me like this....???.......Tell me, what have I done again? Why are you crying? I had seen your photo with green background. I have not written a bad word here. Read all in positive manner and ignore those words which creates double meaning and misunderstandings. You have become bald, though I am alive. Do you know when the woman get bald? When her husband died or donate her hair to God Tirupati. Love is knocking your door and you are thinking about open it or not. Our first Anniversary is coming in neat future and you are doing all this mysterious things. You had the objection with my few posts, so I had unpublished them. You have a problem by the song "broken Angel" and I stopped to hear it. Today I had written a nice narrative poem for you and made you calm for asleep. But, you have react very strangely. I can't reveal your behavior like this. I need to know that what happened suddenly?
            I have told you that if you have done any mistake in past, try to forget that. If you have crossed the lines in past, forget them. I have told you that forget all those people who have made you cry and look only at me. I have also told you that concentrate on your studies, we will meet after your studies competed. But, I don't know why, you are being sad more than before. Tell me! which matter is annoying you? If you are feeling bad by health, go to doctor. If you are feeling lonely, talk with me. But you are on greed that not talk with me. If you really want to be happy,  ignore all mediators and believe me only.
            My Love........My Empress..........My Madness....... You are my world!!!.......and you are my everything. If I am the same meaning for you, please stop crying and enter me in your world. Let me know What do you think about me? what do you want from me? What do you not like of me? What is bad in me? Why I can't love you like other Man loves his woman?
          Please clear all my complexities. I need to know that why you are crying? You have a lover who loves you more than his life. You have the nice future as professional, just tell me why are you crying? If you are missing mom.....call her...!!! only few days are remaining for the finishing your studies. Please control your self and try to be happy. Loneliness may be the reason of feeling bad.
        I had imagined that I will die like Arash and you will be cry as Broken Angel, but you have spoiled the theme of the song and became bald. Control your feelings. tell your eastman friend that I was saying him sorry. Whatever he was showing me, I have batter than him. So, cease fire and be happy by finding eastwoman for him. Let me hug you ! Darling. I want to care you. I have given you too much space for feeling free, even I have given you my freedom.
        I don't need your money and degree too. If you want to come back, please think about that after your studies. What do you want ? being happy or sad? We are so far from you and you are your own guardian. Even your father can't be with you, because of visa problem. I need to see you soon, but that country doesn't allow Indians so easily. In future, you will face the same problem, if you will chose it for future living. Here, our base is very strong, so leave your greed and make smile. I have started again the work of Web Development too. I want to increase my income at any how. Because I need costly high speed computers for my animation movies. Come and be the part of my struggle and success. I know your heart, because it is my home which is so soft and full of love. It is my paradise, let me live in it.......let me love you ......and .......let me know .......why was you crying with green screen.........tell me the reason.......!!!