......the time to love each other........!!!

         

          Today, I could not go to office or my coaching class, because of having fever. Yesterday, I had drunk 3 colas in short time with guests. I had no idea about fever. Nature has done its work and I got fever last night. It was the painful day for me. I have found that you are not in good mood today. What happened? Are you alright? In my country, the weather is being hot and the winds are being warm. So, we have to keep cloth on mouth, but it is the ladies' style, so men have to be suffered from that warm wind. I think that may be also a reason of my fever.I am ok now and ready for tomorrow. It was 24th March .....darling.....!!! I had to donate my blood, but I couldn't do that. Tomorrow, I will do that after blood check up. I am not cheater and have never cheated anybody by any of my activity. I am an open book, so anybody can read me. My character is crystal clear transparent. May be you know that. I am also not the too much strong or hard working person. But, it will be very hard to stop me while working, because I don't feel hunger, thirst, day or night while working. I can't compromise with quality of work and that is the reason, sometimes I have ignored. May be I am slow in working, but no body can ignore quality of my work. I am not self admired, but trying to tell you about my working style and nature. I have recently bought a new graphics card for my current project of working. I am working right now and till morning I will get my project complete. But tomorrow will be another bad day, if the client will make any correction. I knew that you are still in Germany, but few words has made me again some confused and anxious. You was talking about the splitted city, may be you was talking about the petitioned Berlin of Germany. but, I thought you was talking about Surat and New York, my and your city. I know you don't like bollywood movies and me too. Because each movie is based on fake and repeated story. But, I am also not in the favor of Hollywood movies, because they are also quite away from the real world. May be human living there is also having red (maroon) blood in their body. But by natural environment they are more fair than us. I can't make my city's environment so cold like that, so I am darker than them or wheatish colored. I need to use any sunscreen lotion for my skin, but I feel hesitate while using them. Because if I will use it, my skin will be soft like you, so may be people will see me by other angle and I don't wish to be seen like that. I had read the comments on the post of nudity by your film maker friend, but unfortunately could not read your opinions about nudity because of blocked by you on FB. Do you think that women must be got nude in public? Do you think that the secret part of woman's body must be exposed in public? If you think so, then you are really very westernized. But before thinking that think what happened  when her own son or daddy will see her nude photos. Do you know? in western countries, incest relations are having place in their society. This is the reason of women's nudity and their love of being nude in public. Some ladies have made their own relatives perverted and they have started relations. Do you think it is good for the world, when mother will have sex with her own son? God has sent us nude, but he has also given us the sense to hide our secret body parts from others. There is a billions of cloth making companies in the world, making lovely dresses for women. they must be enjoy the colourful lovely dresses. let me leave it here.
        I am in love only with you. I don't need to think about my color, skin or any other things. Do you know I chose a shirt in just a second without thinking for a moment while starting my days. If I will angry, it is very easy to make me again pleasant. Just say few words politely and I will be pleased. I know you are smiling, but it is true. You are a lucky lady who is going to live with me. Because, there are few ladies who have got their lover as life partner. I am naive but not nerd, so I need politeness while talking. I don't like to argue with anybody, but I have always tried to give explanation to clear misunderstandings. Darling......!!!......Love is not a noun or verb, but it's a different feelings which comes from heart and your soul urge to you and God for that person's wellness and good being. In love you can't think about anything rather than the person. Same like me who thinks each moment about you. while surfing on internet, I try to search you, your words and your photos on your friends' walls. But, Zuckerberg's programmers are very intelligent who provides the securities to your data on there site, FB. That is the reason,  I have tried to be connect with them by sending them friend requests. There was no any other intention of me to sending them friend requests. Really...... darling.....!!! please believe me. I have sent them request innocently ......but they are also your sisters. Finally....!!!......I was blocked for 14 days......on FB. I am feeling nervous while passing through your place. Before two days, I was again there, the lawn area where I have seen you walking anonymously,  here to there. I want to tell you more about me. I have very bad habit of walking while thinking. In future, if  you will find me walking here to there, just think that any matter is annoying me.
         People confess to God, but  would like to confess to you. Darling.......!!!......I am feeling to be a big sinner who have made you very disappointed and in that impatience you have removed you hair from head. The beautiful who loves a lot to her hair and care them by so many cosmetics and beauticians. I am thinking about your anger's level. I don't know at which level your anger was, but may be you cried a lot and then taken a decision to make me cry for long time. I feel very bad, but one thing is proved .....darling...!!! you looks awesome also in short hair. Even I feel to kiss you a lot. Don't make doubt on my loyalty and my love. If I will not be loyal with you any day, you will not found this blog and my that FB account. There was one marriage proposal for me before met you. The girl was MBBS doctor and she had chosen me. It was the time when I have to reply them. But after met you, what was happened you know all my situation and you can guess what was my reply. Last Sunday that matter was came again on my cell phone.......do you know what have I answered that elder person? ...... I am married now........it was my answer to him. Do you know ? how strongly I have told him this words? It was the power of love and strength of you love in my heart. I had told him this because I have trust in our heart and love. I have committed you for to be with you till my last breath.
       I need to tell you so many things of my life.But the society has become very dirty by the proud and racist people. This kind of people believes in partitions and sections of the society in different areas. We have to cross our lines while thinking to be with each other. Probably you will have to be suffered a lot from that kind of persons. If you ask me, I am ready to live with you anywhere in the world, except some bad countries. Everything will be good in our life. We got love in our life and felt the beauty of love that is our good luck. We have to believe in God and try to make each other happy by sharing love.
        My Love.......My Empress.......My "Madness".........  I have born to love you. I have born to make you happy. I have born to satisfy you for lifetime. I feel the love in my heart for you. Your eyes make me more inspired to love you. Your smile gives me energy to face all the challenge of life. I am caring my self only for you. So, you can be fully satisfied till your old age. I have started to have healthy food, so I will be ever strong to make you feel the heaven in my arms. I am caring my lips and face, so you can kiss me a lot. I want to listened that whispering voice again in my ears. Love me....darling....!!! I can listen this from your heart to my heart. And be sure...... I love you. Loving you, has become my habit. Please tell me, what to do next? if you want to live there and don't want to come back, then I have to be prepared for that country. I have to learn there language and living style too. I have to know about the working style of that land's men. If you want to come back after 3-4 months, I must be set the business to that level. I am confused and thinking about this matter all days. If you will tell me, I will try to follow all your words. but the words which can make us far from each other will not be followed.
      Darling.....!!!....  I need you and not need of this world's other things. I live for you and think about you only. Love has given us an opportunity to make heaven in our world.......... let's create the heaven in our world. Let's meet like two beautiful waves with each other. Let's surrender ourselves to our heart. Let's hol each others' hand and accept with our good and bad. Let me love you. let me kiss you....let me see you more than the time..let the life passed with you.......... I need this for my life..... and you too feels the same......it is the time to prepare ourselves for each other.....it is the.........time to know each other...... and ......the time to love each other........!!!