...... enjoy the world of my Love......!!!

        

        The life is being changed and the moments are coming with hot wind now-a-days. Same as happening with me in my relationship with you. I have found that you was changed before going to Europe tour. What was suddenly happened, I couldn't reveal. May be you had seen me from other angles or as per friends' point of view. May be some talk with little girls, who are like my younger sisters have made you doubts on my character. Lo of things, I can guess here for your anger to me. I have seen so many couples fighting due to the point of men talks with other women. Jealousy and anger destroys women's mind and they started stating bad comments or words regarding their men. May be your dad has ever faced this with your mom. I am facing this kind of problem with you. Let me try to clear your mind. But before that I would like to confess something as I believe you my everything. Give me justice, if you can judge my feelings of heart. I confess that, I am also feeling very bad, jealousy and head when your photos are with other men. I am also human and feel to much angry when you show the arrow finger to my courage as man. I feel heats and temper when you behave with me like nonhuman or animals. I have told you, when found you as Gold medalist that I am not at your equal level in academic area. I had tried to go to other way, but your positive response have made me again confident about you that you loves me. I have devoted myself to you, when felt I am in Love with you. I have believe you as my life partner, never tried to force you to feel the same. But, I have seen that you have ever tried to say that I am weak as man and tried to prove that I am mentally sick. Your friends have ever tried to realized you that our love is lame and can't be survive in future. They have ever told you that you are in love with that guy who have weak vigor to satisfy you in bed. But, I want to ask you one question, how can anybody judge a man's courage of satisfy his woman in bed? I am talking about your words, "mamu"......"Gay type"..... "lame"...etc. Tell me how can you say any word about any man's courage? who have given you that rights to show finger on my character? I love you, I am your lover, but I have never given you this right to say any word regarding my abilities as man. I know your few b*****d friends will never be happy, if you will be my bride or wife. Because of their jealousy  to me and my luck. Because they want to make you to be hated by me. I know they have tempered you at that level where you have started to spoil your beauty. They have inspired you to behave like a man with me. do you want to know my opinions about friends? I have known the human minds and  hearts very closely as I have read few books regarding psychology. I have never thoughts about the negative words regarding anything told by my  friends. Because human minds and hearts are full of jealousy and hates. In the urban area, you will find these two things in large scale. If the good thing is not possessed, destroy it at that level where nobody can own it. I have never seen anything by my friends' point of view. Because I have ever seen the things by positive eyes. I have ever create my own views regarding different things. Before changing my field of work, so many people had given me negative approaches regarding 3D Animation field. But, I am still confident that I will reach to that heights one day whatever I have ever wished. So, what if I have got failures in completing live projects. I have that chest which can face any kind of problems. That is the reason I am learning 3D, but working on live projects. Because I have the chest of Man and can complete my work any how. I have never loved anybody in my love besides you, because I had seen so many bad results of lovers. I have seen so many suicides and attempts to kill themselves who was in love. I had thought that is the result of loving anybody by heart? if yes, I don't need love. But when I met you, I forgot everything. I felt all my believes were wrong regarding love. I have ignored friends' thoughts and words told about you. I have made you my goddess. But, from last few days, your behavior is changed. If I can guess, because of that admiring words by European lady and before that an American lady.
Do you really doesn't like myself admired by anybody in this world?
Do you feel insecure when I talk with any other lady?
Do you feel jealous when I make little non-veg words with anybody?
Do  you  really feel irritated when I talk in our desi local language with my friends?
Do you really feel, I don't love you but pretend for the same?
       If your answers are negative, let me tell you one thing. I LOVE YOU......!!! that's all. If you really loves me, you will have the value of these three very important words in our life.
         Tell me, what is the definition of Man? What is the definition of Woman? I have written so many words regarding Woman, here on this blog. But, today you have made me to write something about Man. Because I have seen that you have very bad approach regarding Man. Why do you think like this? I don't know. As per my guessing, in your earlier age somebody has hurt your emotions very badly and made you too much vicious about Men. Let me tell you something today about men, may be it will helpful in your future life. There two type of Men in this world.
       one, who always think about himself, you can say him very selfish person. Watch women with the approach of use and throw. Women are only for satisfy sexual desires and the machine who product babies as per them. According to them, world must be crushed under the heels of their shoes and women must be changed as shoes in legs. They can't see Women's progress. they are muscular, but cruel with this world. They can't respect others rather than themselves.
        second, who always think about himself, but also think about people belongs to him and the world. They give honor to women same as men. They think women are not only for satisfying sexual desires,  but also for love. They  are not the machine of production of babies, but also for having as friend, lover, mother of their kids ...... the loyal partner of their lives. As per them, Women are their goodwill of prestige in  society. They feel glad when their women admired by society. May be this kind of Men are muscular or not, but always able to satisfy their women in bed. They respect all in the world. They follow always Gentlemen's rules.
       which kind of man would you like to have? do you feel something wrong in above mentioned persons? To whom you will ever like ?....... a person who called you by the words "Ass hole"........ "Bad ass"......"suck my di*k"....etc....... or  the person who have called you by the words "Angel"......."Fairy".......... "Goddess of Love" ......"Empress of  Heart"......!!!
       To whom you will ever like as life partner?...... the person who have ever made you believe his words and follow his rules......... or the person who have given you the rights to make your own rules.
       To whom you will ever like to own as husband?.........the person who will talk sexually and have relationship with other women besides you in your absence......... or the person who will talk with other ladies in your present and prove that he was seeing them as friends or like sisters or mother.
      To whom you will ever like to own as lover? .........the person who have ever taken your feelings with comedy approach ......... or that person ..... who have ever welcome all your decision, if it is good or bad for him.
      Now, tell me who is Man who doesn't care for women, but he is tall, dark and handsome...... or that ......... who care for his lady........but not so tall, dark and handsome......???
       To whom you will chose ..... a man who loves you.......or the ......man who wants you only sexually..... ?
        Whatever bad thoughts regarding Men you have in your mind.........but .......I have very good honorable thoughts for  Women in my mind.
         I know today, I have hurt you too much by saying all, but ......Darling....!......it was very important to clear your bad thoughts regarding men. All have no time to develop Muscles, but that doesn't mean that they are not men. The person is called Men, who respects Women and her desires. Who try to reveal his woman's mind by talking with other woman. He is the "Man"...... who care for your feelings and doesn't care for your bad words for him. He is the "Man"...... who  care for you from the distance of miles. He is the "Man".......who think about you before having the first sip of tea while starting his day...... He is the "Man"...... ever think about your food regularity and health...... He is the "Man"...... who have ever told you his "Angel"....... He is the "Man" ....... who committed with you as lifetime loyal partner......!!!
        My Love.........My Empress.........My "Madness".........Life is very short duration.......and the duration of youth is more short......... why do we fighting on this kind of unusual matters. I am very Sorry...... if I have hurt you.....forgive me as I am not so Intelligent like you. I am also not gold medalist who have the power of philosophy. I have never read books of philosophy, because every person have different experiences from their life. I have mine personal experiences, which have taught me so many things and I believe in experience. I don't believe in long theories, but ever weighted on practicals. How can I write poems? answer is - I am computer programmer and a good programmer knows scripting very well. A good programmer is like a poet, who can imagine the scene and write words regarding that. Don't spoil your beauty just for teasing me, if you will not like, I will not say a word whole life with any other woman besides you.
         Live well with me the life, and get the ocean of love from my heart. May be my body language is like a kid, but my thoughts are like a gentle man. I follow the rules of gentle man. You can ignore me, you can tease me but...... you can love me too. Try to create bridge between our hearts......don't create walls between our hearts...... Make Love.....not War...... don't split Men and Women, differently..... Both are powerful at their stage. let the powers of Men and Women meet...... Let their meeting creates new planet of love......Let their meeting creates the heaven in their lives....... I have also heart, don't destroy it by your useless Ego. Don't admire your bad thoughts and deeds...... think after done the work....was it Good or Bad? what was the impact on others' mind and lives? think that. Sorry....!.... I am low leveled Man...... who have ever seen by society with disgusting eyes....... My words, thoughts and deeds was never admired by our society, because they were different. But always taken in routine life after few years. Today, I admire you my love, the days will come after few years, when men will have to admire their women. The day will come when you will be too much thirsty for love. May be from your desired Man, I wish you all the best for that. But don't worry about LOVE, if you have chosen me as life partner.  I have chosen you, as my wife. But what is there in future? I don't know. May be the new heaven of your Love and warmth is near in future or may be the ocean of tears is waiting in near future. I am quite naif by nature and behavior. And can't be cruel for anybody, but don't call my politeness as "Weakness of Man". I am not weak and can protect you from atleast one person. I am not having body structure like Superman and never wear underwear over the skin tight dress. I can't fly and can't create web by pressing my palms. I can't stop water flows or wind. I can't see beyond your skin. I can't read your mind. Why?
       Because I am normal and not having any superpowers. I walk on paths and travel by scooter from home to office. I travel by car while long distance journeys. I eat normal food like, vegetables, fruits and grains, but don't suck human blood or eat meat. I like to drink juices of fruits and sometimes alchoholic drinks too. In daytime I drink tea or coffee and two ice cream and chocolate daily. I always found in love with you and thinking about you. I have never thought about any other besides you.
        I love you........and....... watching to you with craving eyes to you....... the crave of your LOVE....... Make me or Break Me......... depends upon you......Human desires have no limits, so think before running behind it. Desires of achievements is like "Mirage" in desert......Humans have never got it. If you will see the chain......a beautiful girl dreams to be a model...... Model dreams to be an Actress.... an actress dreams to be superstar........ a superstar dreams to have big awards every year....... one day watch the mirror and the see the wrinkles on face........but still the desires are continue.
          Desires are necessary for progressive life........ but don't let it dominate over your real life...... accept love........ accept heart needs......accept them who  loves you........otherwise when the life will make you lonely........you will never realized. Think about Good and Bad. The thing which makes you admired by  people and show thousands a new path is good ....... follow it. The thing which makes you criticized badly is not good.... it may harmful for others minds. Think positive about everything. See blossoms and also fallen leaves. Learn from fallen leaves and accept the blossoms and its beauty.
         Life is so beautiful.......these were your words, taught to me. Get the color of my Love, and paint your life like paradise........ Feel me.......Feel My Love.......let them laugh, who laughs on you......one day they will cry......because our laugh will make our enemies cry.......let our love win ........ don't ignore love.....it is the nectar for dying life........it is the planet of heart........ enjoy the freedom of my love...... enjoy the world of my Love......!!!