........ the heaven of life......!!!

         

         It was the day, when I had decided not to go on tour of Rajasthan. But, few forceful statements had made my decision changed and I agreed to go on tour. We had started our tour by the train and not by road. So, I was feeling bored, because traveling by train without reservation is quite painful. But, it was my duty to visit those places. We had chosen Ranakpur Express for the journey. whole night gone with ice creams and bollywood songs. Around 6:30 A.M. We had left the train and get down on the platform of Phalna. It is small town and we have to reach to the unknown village with unknown people. I had taken a cup of tea with colleagues and hired an SUV for that place. There I met a typical Marwadi family. I liked their welcomes to unknown people. I had heard in the past about the lack of water, but I found that all those statements were rumors. There is no lack of water at that place, where I have stayed. But, the environment was blazing hot outside the shelters. The day gone with sleeping a lot  in air conditioned room and after that we had started our working visit. It was the car Indica Vista for traveling around the town. We had completed our work as soon as possible, because we have to  visit holy places too. We had completed our tasks till late evening. We were happy, because all was done before time.  I had asked to the local people for the surround site scenes. They suggested us for Nathdwara and Jodhpur for the same. We planned our journey to Nathdwara.
           We had to get up so earlier at 4:00 a.m., but we awakened at 5:00 o'clock. After bath and tea, we left the place at around 6 a.m. It was narrow road, but good for car driving. Our car was running between mountains and green jungles of Aravalli. Some where I had tried photo clicking and enjoyed the climate of early morning. The birds were flying at low distance from road. I was watching all those beautiful scenario of the place. I was thinking about my life and my love "Madness". Lot of thoughts were annoying me while starting of the journey. But, the environment had made me quite positive and hopeful about  my life and life partner. After a long drive around 180 k.ms., we reached to the temple of Shreenathji, Lord Krishna. I was praying while moving more near to the temple. We got position to in the queue for the "darshan" of Lord krishna. After 2 hours, I was in front of the statue of Shreenathji. I forgot praying and just watching the eyes of Lord krishna. I asked him by heart, was there anything whatever he doesn't know? Because It was the night when I aksed him about my life partner and the next day I met you. I can't forget that day and will never erase you from my heart as I have accept you as my life partner. I was happy while leaving the place and moved from the temple. I know he has listened my heart beats and its desires. I was moving to our car and not having nay tension regarding our future life. It was an amazing feelings in my heart, because after a long time I had meet him. I was in good mood and not feeling the heat of the environment. I bought an ice cream and got the position in car. We started our returned journey.  I had clicked few photos of mountains and my friend had clicked my photos. I will upload all photos on FB by daily 1 or 2  per day. We had also visited jain temples and taken lunch there. In the evening, we reached to the village, where we stayed for few time.
         Next day, we started our journey to Ajmer. It was too long journey from the place and the day had changed the environment. We had listened about the famous dargah of Ajmer. I have also faith for that holy place. I had visited the place in past before 8 years, so I was happy to visit it again. Our family is facing the problem of not arranging marriages of my sisters. I was praying in car while journeying to the holy place. After the whole night's journey, we reached to the place of  Mazaar - e -sharif of Ajmer. It is the most popular place for the people who have lost their hopes for important works of life. The crowd was walking to the place of dargah. After half an hour, we reached to the place by walking fro the car parking. Around 11:00a.m. I was there in the front of the dargah's place. I prayed by heart for my family, sisters and my believed wife too. I had prayed for the calmness of your head and nature, so we can come more near to each others. I had also prayed for our happy future lives. I have heard about the magic of that place and want to see it with us. My Love ......... I want you in my life again as a life time partner. I wish you as my best friend too, with whom I can share my thoughts and pains too. I want to marry with you and have a nice family.
         I want a happy and satisfied life with you. I wish to have you as wife who fights with me on small issues, makes me more energetic by warm hugs,  few kisses on my face and lips, few smiles and gives lot of love in my life. I have dreamed for a small and sweet family, in which we have a nice home and little kids too who will annoy us by asking lot of questions. May God will complete my dreams about you.
          My Love.........My Empress.......My "Madness".......life is too short and the time is streaming with full of force. When the time will gone, we will never realized. So, I request you to take forward steps to me and hold my hand till my last breath. I am going to attend final exams next month of June and will try to completely pass out from those exams. May be I will complete my studies till February 2013. This is the biggest problem of IGNOU study programs. But, hope to complete it on time. I don't know when will we meet again and what will be your reactions while meeting each other, but I can say about me that our next meeting will make our life full of happiness. I wish to meet you soon.......... I need you in my life.......... I need your love for living....... I feel you as my life........ you are my time and you are also my God.......... You are my everything ......... come back as soon as possible...... I desperate to meet you........ Let's have a nice small family........ let's create new family.........I can request you for all this........ I have prayed to God for the same.........we will have an endless love and joy in our lives...... May God will complete my desires ....... and show us.......... the heaven of life......!!!