why are you ignoring me?

     Darling.......!!!..........your FB cover photo is awesome, made me smile again, thanks for this pic.
I am on rocks between mountains and you in the lake on boat....
you are happy with people. But I am sad without you and alone.
I know and not to be remind to show you my work daily to you as per my words I said.
But I am going to start a new venture of business and it is taking time.
I need your support mentally and if possible, physically too.
But, I don't know when will those days come in my life???
whenever I see couples behave naughtily with each other, I feel some pain in my  heart. First I thought this is jealousy, but revealed I miss you. I don't know where the destiny will lead to me??? But wherever I will go, I will not happy without you. I don't know by which kind of people, you are watching me? but whatever they are, doing their job with any kind of motive. I don't know why? I feel, you wants something from me and I can't understand what? Please talk with me. I am on skype now. I will buy cam and earphone if you will start talks. But I know you will ignore me again. Which thing is stopping you to talk with me? If you have any doubt for me, tell me. I will clear all your doubts. Any  doubt on my character? or courage? or working abilities? if any please tell me in our private conversation, if you will start with me. But I know it will be only in dreams forever.
          I need your love, but what you need? if you loves me, why are you ignoring me? If possible direct talk with me. I will never ignore your calls...........kissing your forehead......... I love you.......Good night......!!!