....... I am regretting for all......!!!

          The whole night has gone with regretting for all my bad words written in Engslih and Gujarati here. I was reading all my bad words and cursed my self by deep of my heart. The whole night, I have felt the pain which was given by my those gujarati words while you was going for your final review. I had felt your pain and those warm tears which are today in my eyes. I have felt your pain, anger and curses on me. I have made really the biggest mistake of life by made you miserable in the true time of stand with you. I will not argue with you it was right or wrong, because  today , at this moment I can feel your warm tears in my eyes. I know it will be impossible for you lifetime to forget those moments were one side I was cursing you for the attack on me and the other side you was going to have new and most important achievement of your life. I know it is quite hard to forgive that person who have tried to break you from inside. I regret by deep of my heart for all those event happened with us. It was my childish nature which has done all in hurry and not seen the tricky plan behind that event.
          I have thought whole night and found my self a big idiot or stupid who have ruined my love by myself. I know it is quite hard for you to come back in my life with love. But, I need one more chance to prove my true love for you. You have read lot of philosophical books and maybe read that Forgive to them who regret by heart to you. I know it is quite hard to follow and also those event memorized in mind while talking about the events and bad words. I had told you to store my words, today I am telling you please erase all those bad words and read only my good words written here.  Today I will not attach any photo with my words, because my words have come from my deep heart and will touch your heart.
        I have read at so many places that women have the stamina to tolerate all the pains and also have a big heart with forgiveness. Please forget all my bad words told while your review, I am regretting by heart. I have knew the value of moments and also of words told by the events. I have knew the value of pain by felt inside me. I regret by heart and telling you "I am Sorry!!!" , Please forgive me.
         you have lot of friends and you will forget me in just few days. But I have only you, with whom I have shared all my good and bad moments. If I have shown my anger to you, I have also shown you my love. I love you ........please..........love me again ........please........ I need you ..........please Forgive me........ you might have heard that men always learn from his mistakes. Please give me another chance to correct my mistakes. Please, forgive me for those bad words. Life is the biggest teacher in the world and you are my life. You have taught me the new lession of feeling the pain of you in my heart. You are my teacher who have taught me by whole night, how do you feel when your dearest one  will hurt you at the most important moment of your life? ....... I have no words to describe situation of my heart. But, I am regretting by heart and God is watching me and may be you will also feel my true regretting comes by heart. .......Please forgive me.......... I am Sorry for all........ I am regretting for all......!!!