I was at river
watching the next side
it was the city
with the busy life
buildings and roads
all were stable
looked around me
some people was there
most of in pair
I got a single bench
and lie on that
it was noon time
remembering your smile
and feeling the glad
when I got asleep
couldn't revealed at time
when awakened suddenly
it was around five
opened my eyes and seen
all the people has gone
gone to wash my face
and become fresh after
laughed on myself
and looked at the sky
tried to find some water
as I felt some thirst
but it was not there
I again smiled
It was the big temple
just beside me
thought to visit inside
but found a lock
on the door of that
thought to go back home
but the site was good
blessed by cool wind
went to near river
and found nobody
came back to beg
lift it up in hand
and started to walk
thought while walking
how will go the life
you will not come back
I can't visit you there
felt on other side
the river between us
my side is empty
you side is city
how will we meet?
will we ever meet?
questions has started come
felt some fear in heart
tears were there in eyes
felt the life like dead
what to do?
where to go?
why to live?
questions in my mind
feeling too much fear
to loss you forever
tell me what to do?
how to impress you?
I am not expert
and also not perfect
I am full of bads
nothing good in me
always angry and crying
not with happy moments
tell me what to do?
where to go from here?
all is being worse
feelings have become the worst
happiness is so far
sorrow and tears near me
feeling failed in love
but want to be pass
I know, this is passamism
I must follow my heart
hopes only can save me
and can make me alive
night had gone in thoughts
morning brought you again
in my eyes with smile
felt again recharged
and gone for a walk
it was the glorious starting
golden rays on face
few drops of rain
touched my sad face
smile came on lips
felt you in me
hopes became alive
we will meet again
hold each others' hands
with the smiling face
it was the last day's story
made me sleep at temple
but awakened in morning
with the beautiful day
your love has inspired
and made me alive
living with my dreams
about our love life
hope to meet again
dream to live this life
same like good couple
having love in hearts
always smile on face
fought and compromised
happiness will our friend
life will be like paradise.......!!!
(P.S.: ....... Darling Madness.......ish......!!! ......... yesterday I was near to river. It was a temple near the place. I was feeling so nervous and disappointed by our love life, I had decided to spend some time there. I was in the campus of the temple and got an empty bench there. I was thinking about you. When I got asleep, I couldn't realized and when I opened my eyes, I had seen that too much time I had wasted there. I was very thirsty at that time, but I haven't got drinking water. I came out from there, but some thoughts has made me again too much disappointed. Negative thoughts has filled my mind with sorrow. I couldn't sleep till 4 a.m. in night. I waked up again at 6 o'clock and still not slept. I don't know, what do I need? I am assure about you that you loves me only. But, thoughts about our meeting and talks has ruined my calmness. My all exams has gone very bad and I can guess my results. All has turned into black and gloomy in my world. But, my hopes and dreams has made me ever a fighter. I have to fight with me and this situation of mind. Because I am a man who came back in this city, my native place with only few hopes and have made own well furnished home. I need to fight back to my destiny and try to get balance in this insanic situation. I hope, I will meet you again with the same person to whom you had met in that room at your place. But you will find too many good changes and nice individual with good position. I hope, you will meet me very soon. Our love will win over all our quarrels and anarchy of hearts. We will be together again.........this time forever till this life........ I know this post is not romantic ........but I remind you ......... I am not a writer or poet. But only write to tell you about my heart feelings for you......... I am sorry for all my mistakes .........please forgive me ........ I am not intelligent like you ...........but trying to tell you ....by heart..... I love you......!!!)
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