Friday, June 8, 2012

.......please trust me........!!!



          I have investigate everywhere and found the thing which is annoying you. Which has become the main reason of hating all my words. Thank God and you too, both have given me the hint to investigate the reason of your disappointing in our relationship. It was all happened due to your circular connection with me. I have told you more than enough time that, please talk directly with me. But I don't know why, you have always ignore my invitations. This is the time to clear all your doubts regarding me from your mind.
        My lovely darling Madness...... ish....!!! ...... I have caught the thing from your standing style and investigate all on the theme. I think from ending of January 2012, you had doubt that I have connection with the doctor lady from Daman. I had shown this photo to your mediator cum my coach. It was some profiles shown to me as marriage proposals and this lady's info was shown me on FB. But, I had rejected her on the spot. I had shown it to mr. mediator as a friend and he has shown you that profile. I had forgot that I have shown him that profile. After lot of force of my mom I had shown your photos to her and she has given me her permission for bring you as bride in our home. All was being day by day worse and I couldn't know the reason of your doubts and anger on me. But your last hint has made me investigate the reason and I have got this matter in my mind.
        Days were going with your love and memories, but daily I have felt your anger.  Finally, today on the occasion of my father's birthday, I have revealed the reason of your anger. I don't know what will you think? but I wanted to tell the truth. And the truth is I had rejected that lady on the spot when her profile was shown me on FB. Even I have never met her or talked her. Nobody has ever talked with her or met her from my family. Clear all your doubts from your mind for me and this connection with Daman. My elder sister is teacher and she had visited Daman in ending of the year 2011 and she had told me about the paragliding on the beach of Daman. And you know me well, I am quite adventurous by nature and decided at that time to enjoy the paragliding at any hill station. I had seen that lady's photos of paragliding at beach of Daman. Believe me it is just co-incidence that she has also done paragliding. I promise you, I will never go for paragliding without your permission. Even I will not go to Daman. Ufffffff...... these events and the doubts. I am sorry, it was all happened by my chatty nature with friends. I had only doubts that the mediator is your informer, actually I had doubt on a fat girl as your informer. But all was cleared in last month that he is your mediator man who collects my data and send you with little spices. Oh .......God....!!! ....... how do I clear your all this misunderstandings.  It stops my mind to thinking. But, in between all these matters, my heart and my love was ever genuine, true and pure for you. And may be my Love has given me the light to investigate the reason of your anger and found the truth. I had told story to my friend-cum- mediator no.2 regarding "Maggi". I am really big stupid, who have ever axed my on legs. But I am naive and chatty by nature. I am not tricky like other people, if I will not like anything I will tell you immediately.
        Darling......!!!......... after all the words I want to tell you that there is nothing between me and the Daman connection. I had seen a profile by the social worker and then shown it to mr. Mediator cum my coach. And last Sunday, I have heard from the same social worker that her marriage is fixed with any NRI man as my mom has done the inquiry. I don't know what will you do and what will you tell me after reading all this clearance words. Clear all your doubts regarding this matter. I will never say any story  to anybody after this post. One thing I have seen that you also loves me. And still wanted to clear all the matter regarding this event.
         Hey...... I had seen that you had given a very bad approach regarding Love light. may be it was the reason of the photo of Lighthouse on that lady's profile. The circle of terrace of that light house and the square of the stair case was related with your circle and square. .......Thank God...... I had not taken any photo on Dumas or any other beach, otherwise people could get more spices for the news of me. Have you seen the result of the circular communication with me??? ......It was all happened by your stubbornness of not directly talk with me.
          My love....... My Empress...... My "Madness...... it was all my regretting and crying to God and he has made you to show the gesture for light on this matter which was annoying you from may be last 6 months. Don't be mute on any matter which is very important for our both's lives. Now, I am requesting you that please believe my words and trust on me. I have never cheated any person in my life and I will never do with anybody like ......that....!!!...... I want you in my life and nothing more. Please love me by heart and stop me crying. I promise you, whole life I will wear button camera and small crystal microphone to give you video report of my daily activities of each moment. You will daily, check that video with audio of me for being relaxed regarding me that I have no any affair with any other ladies. Do you need more than this? if anything more please tell me. This is not sarcasm but I wish to show you my daily activities, so you will not send any mediator behind me for spying. All will be recorded by me and show it to you before sleeping on the bed. I want to show you my crystal clear picture. I am true and my love is pure for you. I am happy to told you all this matters and clearance of your doubts. Even you will send any person to her and show my photo, she will not identify me as she has never seen me. Love is blind and always create critical situations for lovers...... We have also passed out from the acid test of the doubts and misunderstandings.  This was all the matters which have made you going on wrong track.
         My lovely "Madness" ........ !!! this was the clearance of all your doubts regarding me. Now, believe me or not that is all depends on you. I am ready to give you any kind of proof to clear your doubts about me. I like beaches too much, it doesn't have any connection with that lady. I have passed all my college life's evenings on beach of Tithal. Sometimes I have ever visited Dumas alone in late evenings or in the nights. I am cancerian as moon sign and water is my life. You will ever find me more and more energetic on beaches. As per Sunsign, I am taurian so I like mountains and waterfalls too.  Basically, I am nature lover and always like to live in natural things. That was the reason in starting of our relationship, I had told you to click photos without make up. I don't like artificial things and artificial lights, but I can enjoy myself anywhere as I am quite flexible by nature. From mobile stalls of tea to five star hotels, I have taken cup of coffee and tea. So, I am not choosy or obstinate  for any kind of special food.
       I love you by deep of my heart. Please consider my all clearance words and give me your hand in my hand. I promise you, I will never annoy you by any word like nails........ please come back on our lifepath .......we are made for each other....... I love you....... and tried to clear all your doubts....... from now, I will not use any product named "Maggi"...... Please smile and enjoy the life of USA....... be happy and make me happy because I can feel your all laughs, smile, tears everything. Please read this again and again, if any doubts ask me I will tell you the reality.......without you life is a big burden of alive deadbody...... feeling like mindless person.......and do the work like machines.......no any lady on this universe can take your place in my life...... nobody.......In my life, I have chosen you as lifepartner...... and accept you as my Wife.......I need your love to live this life......I need your hugs for having more and more inspiration and power....... there is no any lady in my life except you ....... We have met to see each other and today we will become only for each other, if you will accept my true words for clearing your all doubts.........please save the candle of our love.....please save the heaven of our hearts..... please believe me........please trust me........!!!

(P.S.:......Darling.....!!! ........ I have made a very big mistake on this blog........ I have used the word "Greedy" behalf of the word "obstinate" ........ So wherever you have read that word please replace it with the current...... I had read it from the Dictionary ...... but today I have read the meaning of "Greedy" ......lol.........it is so ridiculous....... I am sorrie for that........please forgive me for that......... I will correct all my posts in which I have used it......)

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