..........you are the only my life......!!!

life is streaming

flowing with some force

not so fast

and not slow

some thoughts in mind

some moments energized

your love is my life

makes me alive

we are just walking

holding each other

sometimes we fought

some whispers 

some shouts

some love in words

gestures by eyes

some moments speak well

some moments smile

whenever we thought

we got paradise

our hearts says well

what we are for us

we can't leave each other

we are living with love

wherever you are

my heaven is there

I want live with you

you just can't, but I take care

want to have you

always in my life

all tests has gone

we have to face the life

love is our power

heart brings in life

let's live together

some kisses and some fights

what will be happened

we really don't know

all was happened for good

and will happened for wise

don't worry for the future

our future is so bright

some wish  will be completed

we will be satisfied

lived some painful moments

it was in our life

we are now again 

together till this life

seen your crave for love

felt by me twice

your heart was calling me

I was trying to survive

love me my "madness"

love me by heart

nothing more than love

in this precious life

missing you all the time

trying to be alive

but some words were there

push me for dying 

need your love in life

want to have you forever

please come back to me

you are the only my life......!!!

(P.S.:......Darling......!!! ......this is life.....you have seen several places in the world. You have enjoyed so many good moments there with different people. When you had entered there, you had never thought about the sad moments of leaving the place. But you had left those places with some sad moments. So, it was the fixed with you, if you had entered there for studies someday you would leave that place after completion of studies. I had written earlier here about your sad moments of leaving the current place. I know, the whole year you was there and you had enjoyed the moments with friends. But, now you have to leave that place. Because new place is waiting for you. New friends will be with you. If nobody will there,  I am here always with you. If you will not find my new post, read my old posts. This blog is for you and only you my believed wife, my "Madness". I had got some fever, so in my morning I could not write here. But, now I am fine and better than morning. Feel my love in your heart. Don't feel alone, I am always with you. I can virtually feel you in me. My love is pure and only for you. One day you will realize it. On that day you will only "you". Not being compared with poet or writer like Ayn, not with any actor like "Metlin Monroe" or "Natalie Portman", not with the character of "Rifka" of the film "New York I love you" ........ you will only you ........the pure, one and only my "Madness" ..........ish....who is having her own personality. You are my everything and never compared by me with anybody. The day will come when you will say about yourself and will not use any other's life style for living. That day my love you will not compare me with anybody else and run to me like river to sea. Till that day, you will not understand my heart and its love for you. Complete all your work , when feel the need of live with me that day you will understand me from toe to head. And it is very necessary to know your life partner. I am working on all my  works. My works will not make me famous like spillberg, but it will make me financially strong. Your father will not ask me about my business or financial strength, because he will find me already strong whenever you will bring me to him. Darling......!!!........ I am having my consultancy business and working with papers. Business is very important for any relationship, because without money nobody will respect us. Enjoy yourself and visit more new places. If you will be tired by traveling, enjoy the moments behalf of me. Feel my tears in your eyes, you will find me in your life same like blood in your veins. Whenever you will feel like that, we will become one behalf of two persons......... missing you a lot......... feeling you in my heart ........ sending you lot of love...... kissing you on lips ......if you can listen ....... hear my heart beats .......calling you for living together ........ you are in me ....here there everywhere in my world...... I need you .......I am always with you .......call me whenever you need. I am telling you this because you have never talked with me after left our hometown ....... talk with me once again in this life.......I am here for you......I love you.....!!!)