.........create heaven in life.......!!!

Feeling you in me

like blood in my veins

but the separation 

makes me sad

while feel you so far

missing you in life

like fish out of water

when will we meet?

only god knows that time

hopes are alive

wants to meet you 

see your eyes 

and your smile 

once again in life

lust to have your love

being increased 

same as the moments passed

want to meet you again

to have you in life

this time forever

and never been left till death

love me again

feel me in your heart

don't feel I am gone

trying to meet you

without any hurdles

want to tell you

so many words

but, can't tell you

as you are in circle

if you will come out

I may tell you

all the matters of heart

and share my life

with your lifepath

let the path meet again

 save the bridge being crashed

I am doing my best

your side need the care

let our eyes meet

and our hearts fill again

let the love filled in

let the beats say your name

I am only your

and nobody will have me

want to live with you

and die in your arms

look at me again

feel my love in heart

see me with pure love

same as in past

still loves me

I can feel your love

but can't tell you

as you don't say a words

bridge of faith still stands

just loose from your side

tighten it with love

and come to my heart

I am still here

waiting for you till life

want love you forever

have you forever in life

let me love you

like raining over dried land

which can absorb each drops

fragrance will come out

and the land will fertile

let your heart be filled

with my love by heart

feel my love in life

create heaven in life.......!!!

(P.S.:......Darling Madness........ish....!!! ........ I love you .......by heart and missing you each moment like fish out of water. But, my health and mood is not good now a days. This is the reason I was not writing here. But, now I am alright and ready to talk with you. I know our previous talks has always made you miserable and sad. But, now I knew that my words were always double meaning and made you misguide to think on the other subjects. I will try to take care about your feelings and also try not to have tears in your eyes. In all this misunderstandings, it was only my pure love for you in my heart. You are my life and having my heart which is filled by love for you. So, please take care of it and save it from any crack. The bridge between our hearts is loose from your side. Please tight it up with lot of love and come to my heart. I have seen so many dark nights without you and cried under the open sky. I had recently visited "Nathdwara" and pray to Lord Krishna for our better future love life. I need you my lovely lady. I feel too much alone and burning in the separation. I have stopped writing for some time because I felt that you should have time to think about me and the feel my loneliness in your heart. But, I have found that you have become nervous more than me. So, it is my duty to take care of my believed wife. There is no any moment was passed in which you was not in my thoughts. Don't think, I can live without you. I was near to end of my life, but your love has save me from that bad time. Really, by you I am alive........ish....... I miss you....... each moment of life ......in my each breath ........in my heart beats........ I love you .....still...... same like as on the first moment when I felt love in my heart for you....... I need your hand in my hand while walking on the path of life....... It is monsoon here........the rainy days.........which are sad for me without you........ I feel you in me .......... I love you by heart........ please take care....... I am missing you........!!!)