..........hold my hand till life.......!!!

want to live in your heart

thinking only about you

need to meet you again

this time for lifetime

always living in you

feel you in my heart

all the days and nights

miss you a lot in life

where have you gone?

mind asks me ever

but heart has never

as it's hold you in it

running with the time

want to give you all

whatever you may need

all may be I'll give

you are my life

your love makes me alive

always in your heart

flowing by your eyes

feeling your love

always in heart

it is my world

exists in eyes 

given you my heart

filled by pure love

it beats for you

always loving you

give me your love

thatz the crave of life

let me live with you

make my life alive

I have become yours

told you always mine

make me sure for that

 hold my hand till life.......!!!

(P.S.:......Darling Madness.........ish.....!!! ........ now a days, I am at your place for the final submission of our project report. I miss you each moment of the day spending there on the same seat. Watching to the door, from where you was entered once with smile. It was not only in that room, but you had entered in my heart on that day. Wherever you are and whatever doing there, but you are always in my heart same like before with laughing, singing and dancing. Your glowing eyes will ever make me smile and inspire me to survive. Otherwise there is nothing in this cruel world where everybody is your competitor. After meeting you, I have realized the true meaning of life. I have ever tried to talk with you in your style and language, but I couldn't impress you by words. Reason is I can't speak sweet words which can impress you. My mouth have ever opened with bitter true words which were ever neglected by world and also by you. I can't say wise words without following them. I can say only that whatever I have felt and followed by heart. I am not stylish, but trying to accept the flow of people going on there way. I am different because I have ever tried to change the flow of thinking of people. If all the people is choosing yellow color, I will try read. In the starting time, people will not accept it, but after few days you will see only Red around you. This is my way of thinking, not directed by people but ever directed by me. I know it has ever separated me from people around me, but I always like to follow my mind and heart. I had drunk so many brands of drinks, but now ! I have left all alcoholic drinks. Because it was the time with friends always lived in fun loving way. Today, I am alone in the crowd with your thoughts and love in mind and heart. My eyes are opened to see the next coming life, but whenever closed it you are in it with smiling face. I am working for money, which will give you all whatever you will need in our future life. But, in present, I need your love to be energized for work. I am really missing you too much in my life.......Feel my heart beats........ feel my warm tears on your cheeks.....!!! 

         In past I have read somewhere about woman's nature. I had read that women loves tasty food, music, being part of crowd, shopping, cooking, watching movies etc. and they have no emotions for anybody in this world. If women will get all this from anybody, they like to spend life with that person. They have no feelings of love in their life, they like only fun.They don't like to think for long time of life, but always think about near future life. 

         In all this lines, I have become disagree with this philosophy. I have seen you very nearly.....darling..!!! ....... I can say confidently that only lady can truly love with her man. If you love her with true heart, she will forget her position and place while watching into her man's eyes. I have felt it when you are watching me. I can feel your love in my heart. I know you still loves me, but my past bad words are making you hesitated to talk with me. I know your heart very well and know that you will forget all our past fights and try to make new staring of our lifetime love life. I have learned that your feelings are so delicate which hurt by me in past.........please forgive me for all those nonsense words....... By heart saying you ......I am sorrie for that.......... I will try to make you smile ever in our life. I will never try to make you miserable by any of my words. I know, I have given you this kind of promises in past. But this time I am promising you with regretting about my bad behavior with you...........if possible forgive me for all those evil words.......which have made you cry in past....... the truth of today is.......... I love you by heart and........missing you in my empty life......... crying a lot in rain ........ roaming here to there without any purpose ......... hating myself for all was happened between you and me............ the truth is ........I am "broken" from inside, but surviving by watching you only .........kissing your forehead ....... I love you .........take care.........!!!

         I am praying for your good career. May be you'll get nice job and smile again with extra glow...... don't worry ......you are very talented lady and you will get nice job soon....I don't want to see you in the form of any celebrity like Rihanna or Natalie Portman etc., but want to see you in your own identity.......And I am sure that you will do that very soon.......  I am praying for that.....!!!)