.......everlasting forever in life......!!!

waiting for you 

with tears in eyes

flowing on face

with burning of heart

want to see you 

always in life

but you are so far

all my days and nights

think about you

and feel the fear

by watching the distance

and your silence

want you always

in heart and life

days begin with you

and end with your dreams

nights are empty

loneliness kills me

can't write in words

pain have mute sayings

you can read in eyes

feeling so sad 

always without you

feeling you in heart always

want you in life

till last breath come in me

and need you till life

you can make me alive

love me by heart

always be with me

want to hold you till life

please make trust on me

I can hold you forever

and make you smile

want to share with you this life

feel me forever in heart

I am only your

and want to give you this life

come and fill your colors

life is like vacant land

build your heaven 

giving you possession

 come and hold me forever

before the death cover me

let this life spend in your arms

all the days and nights

spruce up the sky with your glow

hold me in your arms

everlasting forever in life......!!!

(P.S.: ........ my sweetheart ........ish ......!!! .....I hope you are fine there. I will pray to God for your everlasting happiness in your life. I hope you enjoy life with friends on foreign land with joy and glee. I know it is quite hard to survive alone without parents and so far from home. I will be very happy whenever you will again with your parents in our town. I am working and living the life like machine without you. I have a hope to meet you forever till life and hold you in arms forever. But whatever will be happened which was written in our destiny. We had met to see each other and separated to know each other's likes and dislikes. What could happened if I had proposed you for marriage after few days in that room? But what will happen if I will propose you in this current time? This is the reason destiny has sent you so far from me. The time has come when we both have knew each other very well. Come and join me in life, I promise you will never be sad in your life. Even you will love to say that you have owned home in which you have nice parents-in-laws and loving husband too. I know, environment of our home is quite cultural. But I know you very well, you can enjoy yourself in every kind of environment. Come and hold my hand, I want to marry you. Marriage is not a tie between to person, but is the freedom to share heart feelings with spouse. You can have your man in your way of living, if you will try to make him smile. What does a man need? A loving wife who can hold him and make him happy in his life. You will hear from every men's mouth that he earns for his wife and kids, but will never hear that he earns for him self only. Which freedom we want in our life? we have to decide for that. There is nothing to bind you with any kind of rode or tree, if you will feel free by heart for everything. Loyalty is the thing which makes the relationship everlasting stronger. I am loyal with you and will loyal till my death. I know you are also the same with me. Feel free to talk with me 24X7. I am only your and don't want to leave this heaven created by you in my life........try to talk with me ....... kissing you ........always miss you in life with each breath and each moment of life....... waiting for you here with lot of love in heart ...... I miss you ...... I love you ......!!!)