My loving .....beloved .......Madness .......ish....!!!......I need your love till the end of my life...... I want to meet you not for only one time ..but.....till last breath .... I don't care about your past ........but want to care for your future life under my capacities and abilities ....... I am not silence for a while, but waiting for your words to hear again same like you was talking while here beside me while working in one room....... I want to see you till death and not want to go anywhere except you...... I love you only and want to be with you only till my end of life......... I want to kiss your feet and ask you for forgive me for all those bad moments I had given you in past ...... I want to see you always happy with smile and talking a lot with me ..... but your silence makes me ever nervous about our future love life..... one of my welwisher has told me that.....women always want ....... lover+friend = husband....... I will play both role very well for you, but our relation is more than that ..... I desperate to meet you, but worry about that moments when you will don't like me living in very simple way ...... I am simple man who have normal earnings and want to give you all the luxurious facilities by which you will feel your self fully satisfied life..... I want to hold your hand till my last breath, but ever feeling sad when see you very silent ..... may be your friends will laugh on me, but I want to live in your heart and always to be with you forever ..... all colors are good whenever you choose it, but annoyed by your black and white image ...... I have posted my smiling image on FB, b'coz you had complained for my serious look....... I am working and trying to come out from the status whatever somebody have written in your mind ......I want to reach at that stage where you can see me by the eyes with the feelings of equality...... I want to change my self in that format......whichever always in your mind for your man ...... But somewhere I am helpless when it comes on nature or God....... I can't change my physical status but want to change my self in that format whichever you wan to see me ...... God has not given me the lovely face like any hero, but want to show you the love only for you in my heart ........ believe me or not ..... there was nobody in my life and nobody will come in my life except you ....... all my love is only for you .........my lovely ........ish ....... I have written this life on the name of only you .......and God will never forgive them who will make you separate from me .... my heart is beating only for you and yells only for you ..... I wriggling for your love...... I am burning in the flames of this separation ...... my life has become desert without you.... without you I feel myself is like working machine ..... you are always in my heart, but few words and smile can make me survive in this burning position ......... you talk a lot with all except me..... I know it is the punishment for my past behaviour ......but I want to tell you all the reasons behind that bad words ...... please hear me.......please tell me something ....... Love my by your true loving heart ...... forgive me ...... whenever you will meet me, I will kiss your feet and ask you for forgive me .......ish...... I love you by deep of my heart .......forgive your "Mad" .......kissing you ...... missing you ..... trust me ....I am only your......!!!
(P.S.: .......I had forgotten one thing and will give you in short time....... may be you will enjoy that .... !!!)
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