Thursday, August 16, 2012

............make my life like heaven........!!!


all my prays to God
for blessing to you
always come out from heart
with true love

all my thoughts
lead me to you
though you are so far
 feeling you in me

people called me Mad
or more than insane
but truth is that
ever manic of your love

you have closed 
all the doors for me
but my arms are opened
forever only for you

may be you feel
I am quite strange
and weaker than others
but my heart is pure

I have never cheated
anybody in this world
may God will never cheat me
and save my love

all my blessings from heart
sending only to you
whole month I've prayed
just only for you

but, which sins I have done
which have become the hurdles
annoying me in heart
spoiling also my mind

feeling so much happy 
as I had seen you
by my closed eyes
with the true love

why do I love you ?
so many have asked me
my answer is always this
my soul loves you

 lot of pain I have
 long lasted in heart
when you entered in life
forgot them for some time

but, it was few days
when I felt in heaven
after them I got
the sea of pain in life

I desperate to talk with you
may be forever till life
as you have closed
all the doors of my life

still waiting for you
at your door since year
don't know the time for heaven
when you will open the doors

want to meet you again
but, you are so far
from my world and town
but always in heart

feel my pain in heart
if you can feel that
you will feel my tears
in your loving eyes

crying for your love
cursing my destiny
which has ever shown dreams
but, never let it be completed

want to live with you
till the end of life
that is my only dream
survives still in me

let me talk with you
don't stop your self
come and share my life
let my dream become true

you are only that angel
which have seen to me
by your loving eyes
owned my pure heart

you are only the empress
which loves me by heart
I know you loves me
but hiding from the world

 hug me tight in arms
I need your love
always till the breath
forever by your heart

look in my eyes
you will find the truth
how much I love
why do I love you?

my love is only for you
believe me or not
want to share my life
only with you by heart

feel my love in heart
if you can feel 
watch the dream whatever I have
make my life like heaven........!!!

(P.S.: ......ish........darling Madness.......!!! .......I want to talk with you. I feel so lonely in life. Working and sleeping is not called life, b'coz I am human and want to be happy in life forever. You are my life and can make my life full of happiness and smile. Do you feel annoyed by my smoking? I will leave the cigarettes immediately whenever you will start talking with me......I promise you ..... I will stop smoking immediately till this life, if you will start direct talks with me. It is not emotional blackmailing, but trying to tell you how much I burn from inside. You can't imagine my pain when you stand with deathly silence. I need to talk with you ..........please start talking with me .....and......make my life like heaven........kissing your forehead.......I love you .........please take care.......and .........smile by heart.....!!!)


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