......forever by heart.......!!!

all the time

I have thought 

about you by heart

and felt you 

always in life

but time has stolen

those lovely freedom

in which I talked

and felt the heaven

with you in life

you are so good

and loving by heart

that makes you

different from you

you are awesome

when smile and whispers

all your acts

like drops on grass

feeling you always

in my sleepless eyes

like the dream of heaven

watching with open eyes

how to describe?

what do I feel?

just want to tell you

you are always in me

you have become life

and exists in breaths

want to live this life

forever with you

but you are so far

and I am here

stand with my heart

filled with true love

don't know the time

will ever come in life?

want to meet you

and want to be melted

forever in your eyes

want to talk with you

but don't know how?

Want to have you

forever in this life

how will I meet?

let decided by time

loving only you

you know it better

living here without you

feeling lonely by heart

tell me, how to live?

this empty life

without you in world

I am so much alone

can you feel me

and my love in heart

my heart always yells 

"you are only my life"

let me love you

and live in your love

don't want this world

but, want only you

burning from inside

and tolerate the pain

separation has given

pain of love in heart

let's walk with love

in our love in heart

let's make our path

one behalf of two

I have lost myself

forever in your love

please hold me

forever by heart.......!!!

(P.S.: ...... beloved lovely ......ish....!!! ..... Darling, I always write here not for publicity or popularity, but have ever written here to tell you what do I feel for you. I will stop writing here by any compulsion or after death. Tell me, how do I express my love for you except writing here??? Is there any other way to tell you something what I want??? You have all the ways opened to talk with me, but I have no any, rather than this blog. I am not annoying you by any kind of way, but just writing here for you only. There are lot of events hidden in our future life, but we can't reveal when will it happen with us??? Let me love you, please!!! In my whole life, I have loved only one and that is you .....darling....ish......!!!  Life is going on same like a river. It will end with death and that is the biggest truth of life. Till that end........ let me love you.... who have seen tomorrow??? ...... but hopes never die, which create dreams in eyes and make us smile. There is nothing in life except struggle by each moment of time and we do it always for our better future. I live for your love and not able to see anything else except you, but try to balance myself with working on small subjects. I want to talk with you till end of life, but desperate for single word with you. How helpless feeling this is!!! Really..... feeling so bad as the time for journey is coming near. It will be so painful days without you, but will try to be tired by walking a lot at there. So I can sleep for sometime calmly.

       Darling!!! ..... I have seen your new photos, All are awesome and nicley clicked. I have become addicted with non-sleepy nights. I think, the rest of life will go same like this time. But, don't want to think on this kind of negative thoughts. I don't want to be broken again same as before few months. I have to live with good hopes of our future meetings, talks and happy life. I want to see more good dreams about you and our future life.......let it continue loving you ...... I miss you always with each breath ......all the moments of life want to be with you only ...... you have become my life....... I will take care of you .......I love you ......please take care.....!!!)