...... I haven't cursed you.......!!!

            .......Darling lovely....... ish.....!!! ..... I am sorrie for last post. Believe me, I have not cursed you. But I accept that few drops from my eyes was down on the desk while reading the words you are going to date somebody else in future. I couldn't stop my stars of eyes and they came out. People around me in that Cyber Cafe was all looking at me. But, as you know me I have never care for the world while expressing my feelings. When I read your words about your spoilt day, I felt need to confess that I have not cursed you last night, but pain was increased in heart by reading those words by you. I am not good enough with you as per your belief, but want tell you I have only LOVE for you in my heart. I am genuine person with true heart and my love is pure and pious for you only. How can I destroy my own love for you??? In this life, I can't curse you. I have hopes to have you forever in life. But I can't force you to do that. Only God knows, how much love is here in this heart for you only!!! May be we are chosen by destiny to unite with each other and for creation of new world of our love. But  as per my thoughts you need more time to understand this. I don't know how much time will go for that. Let it be decided by the destiny which had brought us together and separated us to know each other very well. May be it is my orthodoxness or blind belief on destiny and God, but I have seen something in your eyes and I think it is still hidden in your heart. I have true love in my heart for you and you know that, but ignoring it by unknown reason. Let's drop this topic here and see what will be happened with our love and life.
          I am praying to God for your happiness and ask him for an awesome day for you. May the God will make you so much happy today and your all moments will become golden on that land. Be careful while working with liquids, if it is water or coffe or tea. Don't worry about stars fo my eyes, it always comes whenever read words which push you away from me. See forward and do whatever your heart will say. If you are happy with loneliness, be alone and feel to be happy. If you need true love from me, I am always here with lot of pure love in my heart. I stand here for you with love in heart. I can't force you, but can ask you to see me with love. If you have any doubt about me, I like to tell you...... I am only your .... please believe me. I am sorrie, if my words had spoilt your day. Please trust me!! ...... I haven't cursed you.......!!!