.....want to have you in life......!!!

Always with you

forever in your heart

feel me in your breath

with your love

I am living here

when will we meet?

only God and you know

but for me you are in heart

want to be always with you

and you are always in eyes

where will I go?

don't know the place

left all on God and you

whenever feel alone

feel me in heart

close your eyes 

and smile with love

I will be always

there with you

call me with the closed eyes

you will smile and feel me

with love in heart

hearts are only

talks with each other

realize that when I smile

you are in my heart

loves me by heart

you are still here

with me and in my world

but feeling so lonely

whenever opened eyes

why we are so far?

don't know the reason

still alone in life

dreaming for paradise

but we will get

very soon in life

heart have the hopes

hopes never die

you have become my life

your love is in heart

but, feeling so empty

without your words and talks

want to be with you

always in this life

but we are still quiet

with the mute mouth

may be we will

cross the limit of love

we will meet again

with pure love in hearts

we will become one

behalf of two by heart

pray to God by heart

make me again alive

love is my life

it is only my religion 

want to follow my heart

want to have you in life......!!!

(P.S:  ......Beloved my Love .....ish.....!!! ...... I feel in heart that you want to talk with me. But can't understand that why have you not still started? I have tried to talk with you so many times, but you have always closed the door for me. Even you have protected your words. I am not feeling well now a days, because nervousness is killing me. Your silence kills me each of the moment. Feeling so lonely and broken from inside. Bad thoughts and negative guessings are leading me to death. I don't know what will be happened with me in this life? But living with the hope to have you forever in this life. I have started again the animation work and also VFX. But feeling all are useless, if you will not with me in this life. You are on the persistence for not forgive my bad words written here in past and I am living with the hopes to have your pure love in this life. All are hidden in the future and nobody knows the future. In the nights, praying to God and reciting rosary for peace of mind. Want to tell you loudly, I need your love in this empty life...... My love.... you are only the one, with whom I want to live till death. ......darling...... nobody else can take your place in this life. Your love is my my breath and you are only my life same like all we have only one life. I stand here with love in my heart and want to be with you till the end of my life..... whenever feel bad or angry, just watch to the sky and close your eyes...... you will feel me in your heart and with you, if you love me by deep heart. I know it is like fool's thoughts, but I can feel you in eyes and heart while doing the same thing. Hey.....I love you ....ish....!!! .......feel my love by heart........you will smile and kiss me ........ kissing you.......please take care .......I am always with you..........if possible, I will try to meet you ..... when river can't comes to sea......let the sea comes to river......and you know what could be happened when sea will come to river ....... yes darling....... I am going to do the same .......for you .......and only for you.....I love you...!!!)