.....in my life forever.....!!!

your smiles and words

take me away from world

and make me feel

your love for me

streams to my heart

like rain of love

makes me wet

but always feel far

whenever can't find

your words and smile

want to live with love

just like in heaven

and feel you forever

in my heart and life

where are you?

always asked my heart

and I make it  calm

by just saying that

you will come to me

forever for the life

it feels so happy 

and let me sleep

for few hours

your hair says something 

I have ignore that stats

want to stop imagining

let the time come

let me smile with love

always for you by heart

tears come in eyes

with the smile on lips

and makes me happy 

by your loving words

nothing can break

anybody's heart

but one word can do

work of million bows

I have told in past

still regrets for that

can't sleepwell

whenever remind those days

let me close my eyes

and see you with love

feel you in arms

virtual hug by heart

oh my darling ! ish !!!

need you always

in my life forever.....!!!

(P.S.: ..... darling ....ish.....!!! ..... my hobbies are part of my profession. It was the time when I was Mad behind programming and web designing, still enthusiastic for that. But it has not given me financial comfort in life. So, I had changed my subject of earning. New subject of earning has pushed me in Architecture field. I have found myself very much interested in creating models with CAD 3D, but as you know it was quite hard to create 3D models in CAD. With stream of time, I have got interest in Walkthrough and animation. I started learning that. Between that period you met me and my knowledge was increased. I have no any speciality, but one thing I would like to tell you. If I have started working on anything, I forget myself and surrounding things too. If you will be with me for lifetime, please don't mind if I will not respond your words while working. My hobby is my profession and my hobby is to give existence of imaginations. I love photography and movie editing too. But, that profession is like waiting for berries from tree with open mouth. If your hobby gives you money, you can accept it as profession otherwise I can't advise you to take your hobby as profession. You are an Architect and also worked as lecturer in institutes. I think you can practice as an Architect in our town. If you are thinking about photography as profession, you must have knowledge of human photograhy. But this is not advisable. Let it be hobby only and work with me on the subject of 3D models and walkthroughs. I have dream to make Animation TV serial, but the cost of that is very high. I have to work a lot for that. Learning Maya and trying to fit all the learned lessons for my scenes. Hey .... we will talk on this topic while meet here in town..... ok ....??? .... Don't think too much about anything ...... We will find ways for our professional lives ..... nothing will be separate ...... your hobbies will also be helpful in our professions ...... let the time come ...... enjoy there your lovely life....... smile and let me smile with you ...... Missing you .......telling you by heart ........ I love you .......!!!)