Tuesday, December 11, 2012

......I feel burning......!!!


how to tell you?
what is here in me
annoys me each moment
just can say in words
I feel burning 

whenever I miss you
and feel you so far
not responding to me
and talking with others
I feel burning

wherever you are
in home or outside
watching any show
here I am alone
I feel burning

sometimes I think
you are around me
and seeing me
I haven't seen you
I feel burning

working and roaming
just with a lust
always in my heart
but still not seen you
I feel burning

O' my darling! ish......
just want to tell you 
o'my Love I miss you
and here stand alone
I feel burning......!!!

(P.S.: ....... my super beloved ...... lovely ......ish......!!! ...... I am working and roaming during the day and burning in nights, whenever I become alone. I want to talk with you, but you are still not responding in that way. What is there in your mind ......??? ..... I can't guess anything, but whenever think about that, negative thoughts cover my mind. All those negative thoughts make me more and more nervous and lead me to the dark future of our Love life. I don't know, what is your plan??? and don't want to think about that. But, negative thoughts are breaking from inside. My mom has always told me that earned money by lot of hard work teaches the true value of money and the lady who will meet you after a long waiting will become more and more valued person of your Life...... but, I have always thought that when will my waiting time end??? If I will not get good result of my long waiting for your love in life??? ....... this kind of thoughts have ever covered my mind which has made me more annoyed and tensed ...... what to do??? ...... I can't force you, because you have your own thoughts and plans about Life. You are mature and self depended lady who can take her own decision with lot of thinking about the thing....... any ways ...... you have your own likes and dislikes. But, I love you and will love you till death, sometimes I will yell, sometimes I will silent. I have lot of love for you in my heart...... trust me ...... I am only your.....!!! ..... I miss you a lot .... day and night by each of the moments ...... I am burning from inside ...... just for you ....waiting for the time, when we will meet again ......!!!)

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