......true love forever.....!!!

My Love .....My Life .....My motivation of live .......beloved .....Ish.....!!!

           I had told you in starting of our relationship. Love is not just a word, but it is a religion itself. In love, the lovers have nothing for the world. But everything for each other. It is the relation, in which lovers become God of each other. Same as you are for me since I got love for you in my heart. Do you know what you are for me??? You can't imagine the answer. Each moment is more than century for me without you. My life have become colorless without you. I have always shown you the Red color. Today, I tell you, I don't like the Red color ever in my life. But, I have used it always as a symbol of love. 

        My parents have given me this life. They have grown me and given me a nice platform of living. All the parents have their own dreams about their kids. My parents have also dreams about me in their eyes. They have selected you and still waiting to meet you. But, you have also your own goals to achieve. May be you had never thought that you may get a Mad lover in your life. I have read so many lady writers' books and found that ladies are always need true love in their life and nothing more. Even men also need the same in their lives. I have never thought that I will love somebody like crazy person. Today, I was thinking about my behavior on social media and was reading my old words too. I have seen that I was literally talking with you. I have found love in your words, sometimes as an anger and sometimes as desperation. 

        In all the relationships, person should be meet others and being connected with them by asking news about them. But in our relationship, We are meeting virtually here with each other. We chat, we cry, we smile, we tease, we angry, we laugh, we live together here. I had maximum tried to entertain you when you was in USA. It was my night and your day, though I have given you pure love by deep of my heart. Even you was blocking me from your social media, though I have never stopped loving you. What was the reason behind that??? Love and pure love, totally unconditional and only for you. Today, you are with your family and also those old friends whoever with you before going to USA. But, I am still that who was giving you love while you was alone in that forest of NY. What do I want from you??? nothing else, but love and life together with until death. I don't need your money and also don't want your study reputation too. Even I can promise you or commit with you that I will never disturb your social connections. I will never come with you in any social function in which you will feel shame to introduce me as your husband. But, I will come with you like a gentleman, if you will like to take me with you anywhere. 

       My Lovely ......Ish.....!!! we are so lucky that we have got this pious feelings for each other in our life and heart too. I have never asked any opinion from my friends about you, because I have done all the things whatever my heart and mind have shown. I have always chosen those ways whatever my mind and heart have suggested. I have never changed my living for anybody. But, want to be changed only for you. I had so many dreams in my eyes, but all the dreams have been broken. I have learned to live with hopes and not dreams. I have seen so many good and bad people during the period. I had met so many people, some of them were having sympathy for me and some had greed to grab you from me and some people have bad thoughts to split us from each other forever. I have left all of them. Because those people having sympathy were suggesting me to leave loving you, left those people who had greed to grab you from me as they deserved that and left also those people who are still trying to split our relationship with each other. I don't know which kind of happiness they will get ??? but, can say that they are like wolves in the body of humans. I have left all of them to God and he will punish them. I am true lover and I will get my reward one day in my life. I am having the unbreakable trust in God for that.

           Darling....!!! ......don't be so annoyed that you will forget me and my true love for you. I have never loved any other lady in my life and will also never love anybody in future too except you. 

         .....Missing you by each of my breaths .......want to live this whole life with you ......kissing your forehead ......Ish .....I love you .....come to me .......and get in your life ......true love forever.....!!!