......you are my life .......!!!

watching to your face

so lovely and calm

your eyes still inspire me

those words on your lips

you have never told

read from your eyes

giving you pure love

whatever you need

the togetherness in life

always given you

we have never touched

and never hugged

but hug you daily

in my world of thoughts

you are always in me

and care for me

though, we are not together

but, we are always together

in each other's heart

and fill it with pure love

I haven't anybody

who have love for me

all are just closed

only for their reasons

but, you are with me

not physically but virtually

inspire me to survive

take the all breaths

and continue to live

you are my true love

you are my life .......!!!

(P.S.: .......my beloved lovely ......ish.....!!! ......it is so beautiful way of living, if we will together with each other. The life will become so lovely like a beauty of heaven. But, it will so bad if we will not with each other and the life will become uglier than the worst crap forever. 

       I was watching your photos of your earlier life. You was so lovely and innocent in your past life too. Your beauty is natural and never needed any kind of cosmetics for sprucing your look. Those big eyes of you have always inspired me to live the life. The love in your heart have always rained over me by your eyes. I have never learned, how to admire any lady's beauty??? So, please forgive me if I have written anything bad about you. There is no reason to love you like mad, but true love never needs reason for love. I am crazy about you.....ish.....because I have got pure love in my heart only for you. May be I will live with you this life or may be not, but I will love you by heart. Each of my breaths have always missed you, but became satisfied by remembering your lovely innocent smile. My life have no meaning, if you are not in my life. It will be so empty without you and will be felt like the worst crap on earth, if you will not be paired with me.

        .....Ish.....I miss you and feeling so lonely without you......I still miss your unstoppable talks ....... I still feel the fear of losing you more than before ......Virtually hugging you .....kissing your forehead .....Please make smile and be happy .....Pleas take care .....Ish .......I love you......!!!)