.....Happie Friendships day.....!!!

     

      It was not good day for me. I felt so annoyed and broken yesterday. I read your words and became so angry. Though I know it from around one year, I have never let you know about the reason of your behavior with me. Let it be gone and let me stop complain to you today. Because today is Friendships day and I can't see you sad. I can feel your sadness in me. I have no intention to ever make you sad or disappointed. I don't know what is my importance in your life, but you are my everything. If you are not with me, everything in my world starts cursing me. All my breaths start bringing sadness and anger in m me. Whatever you do, but you are the most important person of my life. Even I tell you I live for you only. I am not in me and will never be in myself again same as before two years. That man who was living before two years has been destroyed. My heart, my breaths, my eyes, my everything is you now. But, it doesn't mean that you are being force to love me. You are free from me  to love anybody in this world.   Whatever the reality is, but I will love you by deep of my heart. The time is going so fast from my hands and I have no choice to let it be wasted, because you have chosen the distance between you and me. oh I am sorrie.....ish.....I have started again complaining.
       The could become super day full of love and joy, but unfortunately I have to celebrate today with my loneliness. I can't tell you anything about my feelings, because I have no words which can make my situation alive  to you. leave all this painful words  and smile, I need your happiness and  nothing more. I have given you all moments of my life since seen you first time. What is there in future??? I don't know, but let me love you by deep of my heart today. Because today is mine and tomorrow is still unknown as I can't reveal if it will be mine or not. God have given me life and I have devoted it to you. There are lot of things in the world I haven't  seen, never eaten, never felt. I want to see them, eat them and feel them. I want to see all the land of the earth. I have thought to see them with you, but I don't know the secret of future. I have seen so many dreams about our love life and future too. I have hopes to have them as a reality in life.
       Now-a-days I feel so impatient about everything. I feel so teased and angry on small things. But, I also feel calm whenever see your photos and remember those days when you was with me on my neighbor seat. I can see your lovely and calm smile when close my eyes. I had hope to meet you when you came back to our home town, but still the hope is hope. I felt so broken when knew that you have joined the job at that place where my enemies are having their places. But, I had ignored that matter when you've told that you don't know them. I trust you and will trust till my death. These persons are those people who were on top in my friend list. I must not talk here about them on this lovely friendships day.
       My love......my friend ........my believed wife .....my everything ......ish.....!!! .....there is no breath on which I haven't missed you .....There is no any place where I haven't remembered you ..... you are my life and filled with love by each of breaths ......kissing your forehead ......please take care ...... ish .....I love you .....Happie Friendships day.....!!!