......I desperate for you......!!!

     My Beloved .....darling Ish.......!!! ....I don't know why have you become so angry??? Which word have made you so sad??? I really can't reveal the reason of your anger and sadness. I have never told you that you are showing off or pretending to me. I can feel your love in your eyes. I thought to meet you after holy "Shravan" month. But, you are pushing me high to meet you soon. Have you ever thought??? whenever I have sent you invitation for meeting to you and you have ignored them. You loves me by deep of heart and waiting for my words here always. But, my darling believed wife ......ish.... Why don't you talk with me directly??? you wait for me on social links and not on any direct contact number. I want to meet you from last more than 2 years. I have sent you so many invitations, but never got reply. Love in my heart is only for you ......my love.......ish....!!!

         I am not intelligent like you, but always thought about your wellness and calmness. Don't be so angry on any kind of small matters. I will send you another invitation soon. Let me love you by true heart. Don't feel so sad or so angry by any misguiding word. Let me meet you and talk with you. If you was fake, I had left you so earlier. We are still talking with each other, because we are both genuine. Why are so short temper??? Think about our relationship and future. If any kind of thing you want to remember from our past, remember those days when we were waiting for each others' words till late night. Can you remember those days when we were both new for each other. I was so mad and written so much funny kinds of posts here. Ish......there was no any in my life before you. I have loved only one lady and that is you. My love is not fake and not any kind of show off. And your love for me is also not fake or show off. Then why are we fighting in public??? Let's meet up and smile together. May be I am so silly or fool, but my love is true and pure for you. 

        Please, forgive me !!! I have hurt you unknownly. Don't be so angry on me, please. I don't remember what have I told you bad??? But, as per your anger and silence with me, I beg your forgiveness. Please forgive me......Ish.....I will never tell you anything bad. Even I will ask for your forgiveness whenever you will be angry or sad with me. Please say something and forgive me. You are the reason for what I still alive. Don't push me again in the darkness of gloomy nights. I am nothing without you same as eyes are useless without light. Come and give me your hug. I am so lonely without you. Check your mail please. I am with you and will be with you until my death. Don't push me to death........ish.......I want to live with you. Please don't go anywhere ......I desperate for you......!!!