.....please meet me soon......!!!

 ......Beloved darling ......Ish.......!!! ...... I feel so bored today. Today is Sunday and not the working day. Now a days my fasting is going on. Feel so hungry in the evening on Sunday. I can't go anywhere because I feel so lonely everywhere. After our meeting at your place before 2 years, I don't like to go anywhere. Since that time, I haven't got calmness in my life. The fear of  losing you forever, Anger on your some words, Your anger on my words etc. have never let me become calm for a while. How to tell you my pain in words??? this question have always made me so disappointed. But, in all this situations I have remembered your smiling face and become relieved from stress. I have always told you all about me, but still you haven't met me. Though you are in home town from a long time around 8 months, you have not met me. I had sent you invitation on my sister's wedding, but you haven't respond me. I don't know how will we meet and when will we meet??? But, I have hopes in my heart to meet you in future and will be with you forever as life partner.
         Yesterday, I was doing the work whatever I had never done. I am basically a computer programmer, but this new world of 3D graphics have changed my way of thinking. I have created so many 3D models, but still not entered in the open market. Reason is lower working computers. I need high speed computers to render my work and I will do it very soon. I will never let you feel lack of money in our married life. But all is depending on our destiny.
        I am in love with you and will be until my last breath. Missing you so much ......feeling so lonely .....I need you my lovely lady ......please take care ......kissing your forehead .....Ish .......I love you .....please meet me soon......!!!