...... need your love to live.....!!!

    

     Beloved my lovely ......ish...!!! .....why are you so angry??? misunderstandings must be for few moments only. Don't be so angry with any of my actions. I haven't done anything bad. I am sad by your anger with me. Darling!!! I feel so lonely now-a-days and always think about you. Your absent in my life is killing more than the time. I have felt so special feelings for you and understood the meaning of "love". You have given me the most important feelings in my heart. I have always told you and still telling you .....ish.... there is nobody in my life except you to whom I have devoted my life. How to explain you about my feelings for you in words??? You are the most awesome person for me in the whole universe. Please!!! don't be so angry on me. I am really burning by each of the moments without you.
         I have made 22 options for my current project and still not confirmed any of them by client for final image. I feel so much annoyed by that only. Headache have become common in the evenings. Feeling so lonely have become the part of living. I want to smile and laugh whatever you had taught me before went to NY. Still I can hear your laughing voice whatever you had done during the days with me. I have kept all your memories like Golden ornaments. Because they are more than pure Gold for me. Fasting of "Shravan" is near to end may be on Friday I think. I wait for you till more than last 2 years. All the time I have given sympathy to my heart and cured it. But, time is streaming with its own speed. Come to me and tell me whatever is there in your heart.
        My family and friends have always seen me as a happyman. I have never cried for anything in my whole life. They feel so bad whenever I come out from there talks to another lonely place. They have always reminded me for my serious face and the sadness of my life. They want to see me happy and enjoying the life. I have loved only you .....ish......!!! Please don't be so angry or silent that I feel suffocation. I know, my nature is not good, but I have become so much changed from before. I have learned to control my anger. I don't want to do bad with anybody. It was the time when I was thinking about doing bad with my enemies. But, today I don't think about them. Because Life is so short and I must not waste a moment for hate to anybody in the universe. If somebody have played with our relationship, let them do it. God will punish them. Why must we waste our time behind thinking bad for anybody??? I am only yours and want to give you pure love until last breath.

       missing you with each of my breath and moment of the time.......I want to meet you .....please meet me soon .......Burning with this distance whatever between us......kissing your forehead.....please take care of you and my heart .....Ish.....I love you .....and ...... need your love to live.....!!!