...... so much empty without you.....!!!

        
      My love.....darling...Ish....!!! ......since early morning I suffer by the problem with some features of my camera. I tried to reveal the complexity, but I am not so much known with the camera. You are the photographer and you have used so many cameras, so I thought to ask you. But since so many hours, you are silent on tweeter. I thought to ask my old European friend, but I haven't any kind of contact. I don't know what will I do with those things. I feel suffered by the veins burning of my left arm. By all this things, I feel so much teased and need some asleep now. But, work load doesn't allow me to sleep for a moment in day time.
      I have thought to get any job out of country for sometime. Because of to change in daily routine environment. But, I am not so lucky like you who can go anywhere without any resistant. I would like to go to any hill station or somewhere else which place must be quiet and give me peace for some days. I feel so much annoyed and sad without you. I feel burning in rains and the cold wind. I feel the fire in all the touches of wind to me. I am so unlucky person on the earth who is so far from you though you are in same town and near of my place. I can't understand ......ish...... do you really not feeling the need of meeting with me??? ......I feel so lonely here and can't feel myself alive. I feel myself like a machine which runs the scooter from home to office and office to home.
       If anybody will ask me, what have I eaten in lunch??? ......I honestly tell you .......ish.....I will answer with the words "I don't know". I have become so much lonely and sad from last night. I don't know which fear have grabbed my quietness of life. But, God is great and I have trust in him. God will give me whatever people will try to grab from me. I will get your love in my life and I will be with you one day. Let me see, what will be happened next in life??? ......I miss you so much .......I feel so sad from last few hours .....Please talk with me ......kissing your forehead ......please take care .......Ish......I love you ......and ......feeling...... so much empty without you.....!!!