.......want to live in your arms......!!!

clouds in the sky

missing you by heart

feeling so lonely

everything is bitter without you

you are only one

to whom I have loved

and missing so hard

in my life my love

we are still far

though in same place

waiting for your call

ready to run to you

feeling so sad

all are so bad

nothing in my life

feeling to cry without you

 let me love you, love

let me meet you, please

thinking about you

smile came on face

feeling suffocation

when will I see the sky???

cloudless and clean

attired with stars

your love is my life

want to be with you

always with each breaths

want to live in your arms......!!!

(P.S.: .......my lovely darling.......Ish......!!! ....today is Sunday and another day without you. Our love life is so strange and abnormal. We had met around 2 and half years ago. It was few days together and you went to abroad for studies. I identified the special feelings as love after more than half month since you had left the office and reached to foreign country. I had written so many words here for you whatever I felt by heart. I made you smile, laugh and also cry too. Today, I was reminding all this during whole day. As you know, I don't like Sundays. Because loneliness covers my mind and heart on this day. I want to meet you and want to feel the joy of Sundays same as the other people enjoy. I want to spend each of my breaths only with you. I have never talked with anybody about myself. Not even with my family. But, I have written here so many personal things and tried to aware you about my life. I was watching my earlier pictures taken by my film camera. Still I have kept it safely in nice leather cover. I had never thought that I will ever love any lady who will be glad to work with film camera. I don't know, what is lomography??? but knew by you that it's all about film photography. Last night, I was talking with my family about God. Those talks have increased my trust in God. I have trust in your love and words. I don't care, what do your friends or family members think. I care only about your thoughts, your feelings and your love for me. Let the world do their work against us, but we will be together again and forever. This is my faith in God who had brought us together and let us felt the true love for each other. I tell you again.....Ish....please meet me as soon as possible. I will wait for your call or mail. 

       I miss you by heart ......feeling so empty without you ......kissing your forehead ......please take care ..... try to email me ......I am only for you .....Ish ......I love you......!!!)