..........Gift of Valentine's day.......!!!

           

           Nobody knows what is there in future? but we are living with dreams of better tomorrow. We work for our better future and give the awesome world to our beloved people. I have seen few dreams for us and I am trying to make them true. You have always walk on the way which was made by you. It is not your nature to follow anybody's rules. I am also that kind of person who wants to walk on his own path. But, I have lost my decided path and walking on the path made by you. May be it is my destiny to walk on your path. Don't worry ! I will never hurt you or try to chase you. I have given you my heart and it is depend on you what to do with it. You can take care of it or throw it in dust bin or squeeze it under your sandal's heel. I don't know why the people take too much interest in others' matters. Here, I would like to declare to you that I have so many enemies who have always hit me from behind and run away. So, don't ask anything about me from any other than me. I have become a subject of gossip now a days in known and unknown people.

          I am fine here and let them always gone to hell. I don't care if they will be successful to misguide you from my way, because nobody can do anything when your partner lost faith in you. I know I am telling you a big thing, but it is truth and we both have to accept it. We both have weak ears and loose understandings. I am not saying you are wrong, but you have never tried to listen my voice. Whenever I had written any word, you have blocked me. You can erase it or sending message " don't write anything" to me, but you have chosen the way of creating walls. I know it is your profession to make walls, but my profession is to decorate the walls. Whenever you will break the wall, you will find a beautiful world of my heart, a new planet itself. It is not your fault as you don't want to talk me directly, because it is not our culture to talk directly with any unknown person. I know one day you will come back in our home town and we will meet at any occasion. You will identify me as unknown and insult me if I will try to tell you something.  I don't want to destroy your image of "Goddess of Love", so I will wait to be declared as known by you silently. I know it is so painful to do so, but you have made me to do that. Lot of love I can give you. I want to give you shine of love and you are finding some glittering stones. Life is too short, what will happen next nobody knows. I have got little accident today and felt that time I am going to die. But on last moment I had got the space and saved myself from the heavy wheels of truck. I had remembered you behalf of God. I love you and living for you. I know you have created my image as psycho in your friend circle, but I am not that. I can see you with other guy as his wife, as his girl friend. Why? Because I love you unconditionally and want to see you happy. All your love and betrayal is my destiny. 

         I have ever seen Valentine's days lonely and I am going to face it again lonely as you are my valentine, a special lady lives in my heart. Love is not depend on sexuality or physical relation, but depends on hearts which beat for each other. You are the only one to whom I have ever loved and continue loving you till death. I have ever told you my  feelings, but never asked you about your feelings. You are quite diplomatic and know how to make ways in which situations. But, I am straight forward man who wants to face the world if it is good or bad. The world has to be know me and my needs. otherwise I will never care for it. I will care only for you and me. Let me love you  dipper and dipper. Let me kiss you tightly. Let me hold you in my arms. Let me sink in your deep black smoky eyes. Let me melt my self in you. let me show you what you are for me.

       Darling.....!!! ...... Valentine's day is near and I want to give you a gift. Tell me the way to send you that. A nice mobile which have facility of "whatsapp" for chatting with international friends. I have found one nice model and chosen for you. Seriously, I want to give you the"gift". I expect bit of "LOVE" and not beetle. Please, make our relation simple and sober. I don't want costly gifts from you, because your love is the most costly thing in this universe. Just love me........and that will be your Valentine gift for me. Your love is the most important and priceless thing for me and my world. I don't need paradise, if I will be in your arms. I don't need to see the shine of diamonds, if I am watching your eyes. I don't need fragrance of roses, if I am smelling your fragrance. I don't need the crowd, if you are with me. I don't need fairies, if you are with me.  I need only you and your love. I need your claps on my face, if I will do anything wrong. I don't need food from heaven, if I will get food made by you. I want to burn in your smooth and soft fire of love. I want to tell you, " You are the most "Awesome" lady in my life, don't go away from me and my world. you are my angel who have made me Man from Demon. You are the Architect who have created me, the architecture from wastage. The best thing in my world. You have inspired me to become the person who loves by people. I can love myself and admire me while watching the mirror. You have made me the person who attract others' concentration while visiting different places. Thanking you ! for living in my heart. You are the person who have taken interest in me and tried to know me. I am good or bad for you, I know as you have told me before some days on others' FB wall. I've got your gift, don't waste your money behind that, which  you have chosen for me. I have seen nice pink colored dress for you. But, you are not here and your presence need for buying that."

       Don't be angry, if I will not write anything here for few days or hours. Because I am little busy with clients and their projects. I don't need beetle but need just beats of love from your heart. I need that in my life and it is my dream .......My Love .........My Empress ......... My "Madness".........Can you give me that.........behalf of other things.........as a ..........Gift of Valentine's day.......!!!