.....empty Birthday......!!!

.....My love.......beloved lovely ......ish..... yesterday was my birthday. I was expecting a single gesture from you, but as usual before you kept silence. I don't know the reason behind it, but it was quite panic for me. Yesterday it was proved that I am alone on the planet of love. May be you are puppet of somebody's hand or voluntarily avoiding me. Whatever it is, but quite sad for me. I have never tried to force anybody to be with me. But, you are the only one to whom I always expect to be with me. My family and other friends were with me. But, I was expecting you and you had hit one more hammer on my delicate heart.
         I have loved only one lady and that is you. So, many people was in my life as friend, as co-workers, as classmate, as college mates etc. But you are the one to whom I have devoted all my breaths. That is the different thing, you have never valued my feelings.
         I have always missed you on all the special occasions of my life...... and always burned by each of the moments since you'd gone to US ......Still I am waiting for you ......Still I am only yours .....believe me or not.....ish .....I love you by deep of my heart .....and .....it was one more .....empty Birthday......!!!