...... I want to hear you......!!!

       Yesterday I was watching your photos. I have seen that you was under a burning hot Sunshine. I know you are crazy about your photo sessions with film based photography. Actually, my nature is also same as you. May be at same time I was watering the plants in my garden. I was also under Burning Sunshine. It is all depends on ourselves, what to do at which time??? I feel so bored and lonely without you. I feel so much ignored by you since December, 2013. What is the reason behind that ??? I really don't know. But, it hurts me a lot and I become angry with myself.
        I have devoted my life to you, my first love......ish..... Don't refuse me so rudely, darling. I have always told you to trust me, because I am only yours. It is quite difficult to write my feelings in words here. My wriggling heart yells only for you. I want to live my whole life with you and want to see you always happy in my arms. I don't know where are you??? but can guess, you are in our home town. Love in my heart is only for you and not for anybody else. I don't know how to convince or impress a lady, but believe me all my words are from deep of my heart. I want to assure you about me and my heart too. But, all my words have worked against me.
       My lovely.....Ish.....all my days and nights are empty without you. I don't complain, but want to let you know that since December you have not talked with me as before. Our conversation was better than present time when you was in US. I was crazy to read your twits and you was also writing nicely there. But, it was all happened for what I was scared. You have started hiding yourself from me. I don't know it was suggested by one of your friends or you are doing this by yourself. I have not doubt on you and your love for me. But this deadly silence from your side is making trouble to breath for me.......I always miss you all the days and nights .....please stop all this and come in my arms forever .....kissing your forehead......please take care......Ish......I love you..... desperate to see you .....living here like alive dead body ......please say something...... I want to hear you......!!!