My day started with little accident and injury. I was driving my scooter and a young lady was driving the car. She tried to overtake me and before I give her side, I got little touch by her car. Thank God! To saved me. I was looking to that car and thought I should buy another car for me. But I remember my plan of business. I started the scooter and went back to home for new dress.
Actually I was working till late night yesterday and waked up early in the morning, so I was feeling some drowsiness. In my business you must have courage to get the final rendered result. Because heavy lighting effects need a long rendering time for any view of the created 3D scene.
It was rendering the scene and I became little romantic. I went on terrace and started the radio with low volume. All the romantic bollywood songs was played one- by- one. I was imagine that how old the feelings of love? And when it was felt by somebody for someone special? I was feeling little enthusiastic and started dreaming to having the world’s tightest hug and smell of her humidity. I was imagining that she was in my arms and my hands were tightly gripping her and rubbing on her back. I was trying to feeling the softness of woman’s body. Suddenly slow rain was started and I opened my eyes. I felt that God was crying for me as I was whelming for her at that time.
When I was at her place, somebody had made comment that, if somebody will not admire her body, then what will anybody love in her. I had not told him, but it was in my mind that the talking about woman body’s UP,DP or MP or any “P” is the matter of bedroom talk of couple. At public place how can I say anything about the “P” of her body? Even she is so far and thinking about her regarding that subject can make any man Psycho and lady perverted. I thought, does the level of my love has down to that chip position when I will write about her at public place (Blog)?
But I can say that I will make long poetries of each part of my love’s body, which I will read in our bedroom only and make ourselves crazier for each other. But here!..... no way. I always want to chat with her but she has not tried to contact me. She said somewhere that she liked to online flirting with fake profile on FB, but I have no idea that by which profile she is doing this with me ….. and why she will do that? as she know that I will never tease her by making bad comments.
At somewhere she has mentioned that “it is over….” But I would like to say that remember the famous dialogue of Shakespeare “ The life is like a stage of theatre ……and we are all actors…..We have to play our roles ………etc” So it is not ended but it is the beginning of making our relationship more strong and full of pure love and romance. Feel the new morning with good mood and look into the sky in the night with feeling of our virtual presence in each other’s arms. We may not meet each other again in our life or meet ever in this life, we should be feel as familiar with each other as we meet daily and embracing each other.
It was not my intense to come to her place and fallen in love with any lady like mad. But it was destiny written by God, who made me to come there and met her. I have accepted the farewell from your place when she has gone. She is happy with her residential status, studies and job, it worth me like paradise on this earth. Because I want to see her happy and progressive.
I have got a nice project from my friend and client. This time he has offered me to design the brochure and all it’s designs. My sister is too busy with other project work and interior projects. I am thinking for my love may be she could work with me? But how would I offer her for this business partnership. I have bound with my commitment of no any comment will be made on her web links. Let me say no to the client or try to think about new creations. I don’t know why but my this friend has a big trust on my creativity and he believes that I have got magical changes in my art and creations since last few months. But I don’t want to mixed up my emotions with professional life.
How can I say him I have met “Madness” before few months ago and she is streaming in my whole body melted with my blood?
But It is the beginning of my free romantic life …….which never end ………the flow of love has melted into the stream of my life…….!!!
I am not lonely, because my family is with me. But I am alone and broken from inside, my intuition does not supports my heart. I feel deep Emptiness and nervousness of never meet the lady to whom I love more than me, again in this life. She will never understand my feelings and I will roam in the crowd alone lifetime.
All my powers and strengths are broken, when I realize the reality that she is so far from me and my heart. These feelings are killing me from inside……. Who will tell her……..my desire ….my passion …..for her……….who will make the bridge …….between our hearts….. Leaving on Lord Krishna (God) …..!!!
May God bless her and protect her from all bad happenings………. Kissing on her forehead virtually……!!!
“It is not over……..but started….!!!”
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