I was thinking about my new projects and planning to expand the business. I was tired as just come out from the fever in day time. I was thinking about the future tracks of life stream. After a long time I was with pencil and notepad. I was writing the algorithm for my future planning. But suddenly my mobile phone fallen down from table and broke my concentration. I found my phone’s screen was broken. I felt very bad and closed all the work which I was doing and went on terrace.
I started thinking about my life and my goals. I was thinking all of us are following some rules of life. I remember the great person who deserves great love from me. That person had tried to explain the rules of our life. The rules, which are followed by us daily.
Money can buy luxuries for life but can’t give you relief from your pain. The pain of person who ride the scooter and the person sit in the BMW royal car feels the same pain and their tears’ color are same. But the difference is that the person on scooter, have to bring out his handkerchief and clean the tears from his face by himself. But the person who sits in the luxurious car must not bring out his handkerchief because so many people will ready there to clean his tears. But some people like me never show their tears to public, if he is on scooter or in any royal car. Because they believe that Emperors never hire people for crying on his pain. Pain is pain if it is of king’s or poor’s.
Sometimes we found some people who spoil your work or personality though you have never taken any bad step against anybody. That kind of people can leave only on that reason that Government and society never allow to kill any human being. So leave them on God’s punishments.
Everybody is suffering from their own pains. People, who are saints, are feeling pain due to bad happening in the world. People, who are terrorists, are feeling pain due to police or security people kills their people. People, who watching TV, are also feeling pain due to some bad scenes appears on screen. Like this, all people have their own pain and no any wine or alcoholic drinks can solve the problem or release the pain. People who drink milk daily and found gain in their weight. So the milk can also gives pain and creates heart problems. The solution is think about the root of the problem and try to remove it from there. Just face the problem and the problem will be solved to the half of it.
We all have our enemies with reason or without any reason. By following the kind men’s policy, just forgive them and walk away from them. But at this point, never forgive those people who have become the reason for destroying your personality. Never forgive those who ever try to kill you and your existence. Against that don’t curse them who have ever memorized in your blessings for any reason.
Ever try to become helping hand of needy people. Try to help all who deserves your help in their work. These people will never forget you and ever remember you when they will be again at the position of needing help. So try to earn blessings from people by helping them at any stage of life. Help to the people who have ever neglected you without and make them your friends, if they will not become your friends but escape you from being their enemy.
I was thinking about my current situations. The complexity between me and my love. She is not responding anymore and I am mad about her. I was counting the months and days when I had seen her very last. I was thinking about her nature of dominating over others and rude behavior. I was thinking about her naughtiness and her friendships. She never likes those persons who try to change any word written by her. She always up her eyebrows if anybody tries to escape from her or who not notice her presence. I like to tease her and always write those words on my FB wall which tease her. I always laugh on her answers came via he friends on my wall. But I know her heart is pure and always blessing for me. I am also blessing her each moment. I have left on God what will be happened , is there any magic still available for me ? or I will wait for her lifetime.
Status is the biggest enemy of Love and lovers. Sometimes financial status, Sometimes Academic Status, Sometimes social status, sometimes status of castes, and sometimes religious status etc. kind of status has ever come between two lovers. These matters sometimes split the hearts of lovers and paint Red on the wall of proud and arrogance. This world has been made with stones and bricks, which can’t say anything to any human beings. The artificial things has made human like hungry dogs. Every person wants to eat others food and want to turn other’s business and job to him. This world can gives us tears and soreness but never give you any shoulder on which you can put your head and cry for few moments. Today falling in love is become the most shameful activity of the world. And it is more painful that your love neglects you and felt shame for this about you. People will come to you for explaining you that love is the very bad activity and you can’t do that as you are from good family.
One of my friends was explaining me that you are from good family and this is not your work. I asked him that is it that bad like killing someone? He could not say anything. He has also done love marriage and was trying to explaining me. I have left all this on my God, and thinking about the people who are worry for me and care for me. I am sending my blessings and greetings to ….my love….my Madness. But as per her photos, she is not happy. Why ? I don’t know the reason. Any health problem or study tension may be annoying her. I know she will never share her pain with anybody. So many handkerchiefs are there for her tears. But She has the guts to stop her tears in her eyes. Because Empress never needs hired people for her pain…….!!!
What to say about her. There are no words to describe her beauty and her eyes which ever inspired me to love her like mad. She is so cute which I can’t write here. But loving somebody is not matching her status.
For me, What to say?........... Where to go? ……… Live here………die here….. Where to go besides here……!!!
........Let me love her madly.......by bottom of my heart....... let me live in the heaven of .....pure love..... let me roar in this paradise......where all her memories are.....still there ....in my heart....let her live in her own world of beautiful stones.........But.....please..... Let me love by heart....!!!
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