I have reached at that point where the area of hard professional life is started. This is the height from I can see all the things very small. I have reached to that height, from where the clouds are appear down. Now the life has begin with new goals and achievement points. The roads which lead me to it are so long and narrow. The way is very dangerous to walk because a single mistake made and fallen to that hell which I can't imagine. But I have to walk, may be run on that way. Because my love.....my Madness...... have a negative thoughts regarding me that I love her for her money, her status, her achievements, her assets, her foreign connections etc. I have never imagined that somebody will lead me to that point, from where there is no "U" turn or any choice for other ways. On this point I have to prove that I have loved her very honestly by bottom of my heart and I give her guarantee for me to be a loyal with her life time.
First of all, I have never tried to bring her in my life as she react very negative and told me She don't know me. I love her unconditionally in past, in present and will love her in future too. I have ever sending her Blessings and Greetings. I will send it to her till my last breath on this earth. It is not necessary for me to see her photos daily to remember her. She is in my heart and mind. If anybody want to remove her from me they have to remove my heart and my mind from my body. Destroy my body and erase her fro my life I can say that to all of them who wants to erase her from my life. She tried to make me hurt by chatting rubbish with her friends. But she can't creates betrayal in my heart for her. Because she can't imagine what is she for me and worth in my heart.
I feel, we both have lay down on bed, her head on my chest and I am just massaging her scalp politely while chatting on any romantic subject. She lay on me and looking in my eyes and saying something, and I am listening with little smile. We both living together with high level of love and romance. She is happy with me and caring for me like the best wife. Her little and beautiful heart is beating only for me. In evening daily call me "hey please don't come late.. I will wait for you.... Don't run behind money.... I am fully satisfied with your earnings...... don't be overburden ..... I want you not money ........ we are happy family ". How do I explain her that I don't want the pieces of papers from you which are called money, degree, certificates, etc. That worth may be worth for those scoundrels who cheat women with flirting. My love is pure and unconditional. And I don't think to prove it daily. To understand the feelings of pure and unconditional love it is necessary to love me by heart which is not possible for her. May be she feels hesitate to accept my love because of my looks or her timidness or her ever doubtful mind. Now this is the question of me to prove my self loyal and honest, I can say that when I will prove my self we both will be crossed our age limits, may be in my 70s and her 60s. What will be happened at that time when she will told me I trust you, you are loyal to me with mouth without teeth.
I ignore all her bad habits and bad language only for my pure love to her, but who will explain her how much I love her. There is no any machine which measure my love for her otherwise she might jump in air and asked me "Why you love me a lot like mad.?" And I would reply " I don't know why I love you?"
But now I want to ask to lord Krishna (God)............"Why have you send her in my life..... I have worship you by heart and with divine feelings........ why you played with my life..........???"
Still I am feeling that I am over whelming for her ........ but still the questions are there in my mind that......." Why I met her....? Why Do I Love her like this.....?...... Why All these happened with me ..?..... Is this the punishment for me........ but why I was punished.....? Why .... she believe me that..... I am any thief or scounrel...? ....Why my love has become my suicide point..? Why I could not got loyal partner in my life......? why I got the intolerable pain in my life for lifetime.....? "
Before blame on me ........my Darling..... my sweetheart........my love....... my "Madness" ..... find the answers for these questions....... one thing just write in your mind that ...... I will never Hate you..... Somebody has given me new name "Mad Hatter" ......... This is for your kind information........
I have lot of enemies and no any friend so if you will ask about me to anybody only negative information will be given to you.
I am binding my self with this commitment to you, " I will never hate you and ever accept you whenever you will come to me in any condition at any stage of life. I promise you to be loyal with you lifetime and and never say you lie at any cost. I will never touch other woman in my life without your permission. I promise you that never say a single word when you will heat me while meet me. I want to be heat by you till you get satisfied by heart. You can smash my face if I have told you any bad words in this life...!!!"
I can't give you more surety than this. Please believe me I am loyal and love you honestly............ I am sorry I can't say more than this......
But......Let me say........ Never Say Good Bye to Me...... I will wait not for three years but ....... Forever and ever........I can commit for that....... Think About It.........
Very loudly saying...........I LoveYou.......!!!
First of all, I have never tried to bring her in my life as she react very negative and told me She don't know me. I love her unconditionally in past, in present and will love her in future too. I have ever sending her Blessings and Greetings. I will send it to her till my last breath on this earth. It is not necessary for me to see her photos daily to remember her. She is in my heart and mind. If anybody want to remove her from me they have to remove my heart and my mind from my body. Destroy my body and erase her fro my life I can say that to all of them who wants to erase her from my life. She tried to make me hurt by chatting rubbish with her friends. But she can't creates betrayal in my heart for her. Because she can't imagine what is she for me and worth in my heart.
I feel, we both have lay down on bed, her head on my chest and I am just massaging her scalp politely while chatting on any romantic subject. She lay on me and looking in my eyes and saying something, and I am listening with little smile. We both living together with high level of love and romance. She is happy with me and caring for me like the best wife. Her little and beautiful heart is beating only for me. In evening daily call me "hey please don't come late.. I will wait for you.... Don't run behind money.... I am fully satisfied with your earnings...... don't be overburden ..... I want you not money ........ we are happy family ". How do I explain her that I don't want the pieces of papers from you which are called money, degree, certificates, etc. That worth may be worth for those scoundrels who cheat women with flirting. My love is pure and unconditional. And I don't think to prove it daily. To understand the feelings of pure and unconditional love it is necessary to love me by heart which is not possible for her. May be she feels hesitate to accept my love because of my looks or her timidness or her ever doubtful mind. Now this is the question of me to prove my self loyal and honest, I can say that when I will prove my self we both will be crossed our age limits, may be in my 70s and her 60s. What will be happened at that time when she will told me I trust you, you are loyal to me with mouth without teeth.
I ignore all her bad habits and bad language only for my pure love to her, but who will explain her how much I love her. There is no any machine which measure my love for her otherwise she might jump in air and asked me "Why you love me a lot like mad.?" And I would reply " I don't know why I love you?"
But now I want to ask to lord Krishna (God)............"Why have you send her in my life..... I have worship you by heart and with divine feelings........ why you played with my life..........???"
Still I am feeling that I am over whelming for her ........ but still the questions are there in my mind that......." Why I met her....? Why Do I Love her like this.....?...... Why All these happened with me ..?..... Is this the punishment for me........ but why I was punished.....? Why .... she believe me that..... I am any thief or scounrel...? ....Why my love has become my suicide point..? Why I could not got loyal partner in my life......? why I got the intolerable pain in my life for lifetime.....? "
Before blame on me ........my Darling..... my sweetheart........my love....... my "Madness" ..... find the answers for these questions....... one thing just write in your mind that ...... I will never Hate you..... Somebody has given me new name "Mad Hatter" ......... This is for your kind information........
I have lot of enemies and no any friend so if you will ask about me to anybody only negative information will be given to you.
I am binding my self with this commitment to you, " I will never hate you and ever accept you whenever you will come to me in any condition at any stage of life. I promise you to be loyal with you lifetime and and never say you lie at any cost. I will never touch other woman in my life without your permission. I promise you that never say a single word when you will heat me while meet me. I want to be heat by you till you get satisfied by heart. You can smash my face if I have told you any bad words in this life...!!!"
I can't give you more surety than this. Please believe me I am loyal and love you honestly............ I am sorry I can't say more than this......
But......Let me say........ Never Say Good Bye to Me...... I will wait not for three years but ....... Forever and ever........I can commit for that....... Think About It.........
Very loudly saying...........I LoveYou.......!!!
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