Today is the last day of holy month Shravan. As per our mythological belief if anybody who will make fasts for the whole month and pray to God for complete his/her desires, something whatever he/she wish in the life. I don’t want anything for me because I don’t wish anything for me. But I want to pray to God for blessings to the lady whom I love a lot in my life first and last time. I have sent some best wishes, blessings and greetings for her while praying to God. Still I am sending her blessings and greetings, which will be sending to her till my last breath of this life. I have no words to write here. But I want that whenever anybody will read this blog will read all the blessings again and again which will remind God to bless her.
I have ever wished to own all happiness from the world in my life. So I wish “Oh God, please give her all the happiness of the world and make her the happiest woman of the world.”
I have ever wished to have all the costly materials and luxuries of the world in my life. So I wish”Oh God, please give her all the costly luxuries and materials of the world and make her the most satisfied woman of the world.”
I have lot of enemies and no any friend. So I wish”Oh God, please each enemy of her turn into her friend and the whole world will find each person as her friend. Please save her from evil eyes of jealous people.”
I have ever wish to settled my life to any beautiful country like UK, USA, France, Germany etc. ,but settled my life in my own country. So I wish”Oh God, please help her to settle her life wherever and whatever the country in which she wants to spend her life.”
Once I had seen the dream to win a grand slam title in tennis. But unfortunately I could not make my dream true. So I wish ”Oh God, please make all the dreams true whatever she had ever seen and give her that position which she ever wish to have in the world.”
I ever wish to work very hard but felt tired and weak at end of the day. So I wish “Oh God, please give her lot of energy and power to complete her projects, works and whatever she starts and end it successfully. All the works done by her will appreciate by the whole world.”
I have ever wish to have a nice friend and loving person as my life partner and I got when I met her, the most beautiful, friendly and lovely lady of the world. I could not propose her as we were both strangers for each other and when I realized that it was too late for me to say her that three magical words to her. I could not talk to her properly as I have some communication phobia. So I wish “Oh God, please give her that person who fulfill all her desires which has ever wished by her. If she ever loves to anybody in the world give her the opportunity to say him that three magical words ‘I Love You’ to that person and provide the positive answer from him to her. Make her communication with him very fluent and easy. ”
I have wished so many things in this life and seen so many dreams and wanted to live like emperor. But all of my dreams became false one by one with streaming of the life. So I wish “Oh God, please complete her all desires with full of satisfaction and give her all the things whatever she wants in her life and keep her away from her whatever she hates and never wants in her life.”
My parents had desire to see me as a successful person in my life. But unfortunately I could not make stable myself in my profession and left it. Now I am in different profession and having progress in my business. So I wish ”Oh God, please give her mega success in her professional life and whenever somebody talk about that profession her name must be recall by them with great respect. She will make her parents proud to own her as their kid. Her friends and relatives will also see her as respected person and feel proud for her. ”
I wish “Oh God, please save her from all natural disaster and its bad effects and provide her a nice environment while whole life. Nice food and all nice living facilities provide her whatever she wish at any time.”
My heart is still wishing so many things for her with each breath and moment. I will be ever her well wisher as I love her. I am going to promise that I will never share my pain on this blog again. Because may be she will again read this blog and feel sad for me. So I will never share my pain with anybody in the world.
In past I was a nice actor as heard by my friends. Now this is the opportunity to acting like the happiest person of the world. I know I will never be awarded for this, but my family will be happy by my acting. I will smile and laugh each of the moment and never cry. I will let the tears come while alone. I will never curse the God and destiny because they have done their duties. I have own whatever I deserved. Oh God, please give me strength to drink this goblet of pain and make me the best actor in the real world. Please never disclose my pain on my face.
I have only one wish, if God will complete it then I will feel the happiest man of the world by heart. I wish “Never married with any other person. Because, I am sure that I would not justice with that person and will have only curse from her till death. I want to love only my love, my “Madness”. She is my believed lovely wife. She is only the person with whom I would like to share my life. But I will never share my pain with her too.
So many best wishes, blessings and greetings come each moment with each breath. Whenever I feel pain of love I send her my blessings.
So many things I want to write here but this is a public place and enemies are also reading this as reading by friends too. So let me finish here. But whenever I will get time I will write here.
Only few days are remaining to leave that place where I had seen the most beautiful woman of the world according to me and fallen in love with her. After left the place what will be happened with me only God and my destiny knows. But I don’t wish to have any disturbance while loving her in this life.
Whenever I feel pain very much I will say "Ishhhhhhhh........!!!"
So all the person who are reading this blog and its post, please send her your best wishes, blessings and greetings as she is in me and running in the whole body with blood. I am talking about my love……my “Madness”……!!!
“May God Bless you ………All…… Who have read this ……. And send blessings to her….!!!
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