Wednesday, September 28, 2011

.....Love .........only Love......!!!

    The day began with clear reddish Sun light with soft cool air. The sky was little cloudy. Some times clouds were hiding the Sun. I have started the journey to my work destination, the place which has made a big disaster in my life and broken the spinal cord of my beautiful life. I was looking at people, running to reach at there work place on time. People runs for earning money because of better living, better status, better career of children, better future, traveling to different places etc. So money is always very important for living. Without it we can not sleep well, eat well and live well. This is the lesson world has taught me.
   But I am little different from this running crowd which is called people.  As per my thoughts money is not more important than your knowledge. You must have and intellectual attitude to catch the situation and the subject which the most important part of the life. Knowledge is that wealth which can create lot of money whenever and wherever you need. But do not use your intellectual attitude while thinking about any relationship. Because that attitude would always create doubts and misunderstanding about the person.
     Relationship is the matter of two hearts. Don't ask anything to anybody even your closest friend while  
     We always meet strangers with little doubt in our life. I was the person who have ever doubt on strangers. I never liked to talk with strangers, but sometimes some strangers meet you and can change your life stream to another way. So many people who always talk with him/her self while alone and try to take decisions about matters. I am one of them who talks with himself. I have never liked to ask people about my life's decisions. Because of that I have no any close friend. What is in my mind I have never shared with anybody till this moment. I have always show my sides to the people in which they have ever interested. I have never show the truth of me to anybody as nobody have ever asked me. I was always curious for the person who wants to be my closest friend and want to share his/her feelings or pains. But all the people with whom I have ever met could not passed my exam of friendship. I have found the persons met me were selfish and proud on their achievements. They have ever try to dominate over my brain and heart. I have ever shown them the gate to go out of my life. Sometimes I liked some persons who met me and have tried to know my thoughts about life and the world. I am the person who can not be attached with anybody very quickly in this world. I can enter anybody in my life when he/she can win my trust. I would ever like to walk here to there while thinking about any matter. May be some people matches with my this habit. I am little stubborn to have result of anything which starts once. I don't like the people who ever tried to show the wrong expressions by talking on rubbish matters. I like the people who can live in clear way, because life is not an activity of solving puzzles. Life is the deal which we have to do with the world while facing each moment. People who can not express themselves are really very unlucky as they ever lost some most important things in their life. Whenever the life have tried to show me something I have ever thought positively on that matter. If somebody is taking interest in my activity I can not neglect him/her. Even I would like to try to know them. But I have found people wants to know about you as they want to know about your weak points. Show them those points which were never existed in you.
    Today I would like to share one secret here. If you found me reacting like stupid fallow than believe that I want to please somebody by my that activity. Because so many people like to see others in that manner. Seriously, I am not joking here. If you will see, some people are fully addicted with that attitude in which they ever think, we are the phenomenon persons and we can't make any wrong decision.

    Before taking any big decision, just think, why the person is telling me this? why the person is trying to lead me to the particular matter? What is the truth behind this expressions? Try to read the person's eyes and than talk to him/her. If you found any doubt try to solve it by questions and think on the answer come from the person. Talking is the best policy while clearing your doubts regarding particular thing or matter.
   I have written so many things here which was trying to tell something to the particular person, may be that person is natural stupid or more than enough doubtful person. I am talking about the lady to whom I have loved. She liked the novels and stories, so I had tried to express my love in that way, but she could not understood the openly said three magical words. Which are that words? ........think about it, I know you are not the bottom level's stupid or fool.
   The attitude of thinking is based on your food and environment around you. Just see very carefully around you and think that what is the nature of the environment..e.g. Hot, Cool, Mysterious, happy, sad, lonely etc. I like to be alone while thinking on any matter, but don't like to be lonely when want to share something about any particular thing. So many things I want to share with special persons in  my life. But, they have to pass my friendship exam before know about me and my intuitive.
   One thing I have ever told here, that is my pure 24 carat golden love for my love. I have made her the empress of my life and heart. I have opened my heart only for her. She can enter in my intuitive without any test. That is called true love when you know that the person who wants to know about you and could not knew from the environment which is around you. You may never know anything about the thing without owning it. Whenever I like the thing, I try to know about the thing by question answers. Because I have to know about it and want to own it.
     The most important parts of your existence are, your heart mind. Don't try to mix your heart matters with mind, because both are thinking always in different way. Heart will make you emotional and your mind will make questions. If your mind will not get answers about the questions it will start thinking negatively about it. So, always get your answers facing the things directly. Always try to hear your intuitive before making any guessing regarding anybody. Be positive and think positive regarding any matter. If you believe you are the most intelligent in the world then don't ask for reviews regarding the particular thing.
    I somebody is saying, I have no time then believe he/she has really no time for that. Don't think he/she is telling you lies. Believe yourself and try to call your heart. If you have done anything bad with anybody, then your intuitive will give you the answer ..... who is true? ..... who is false....? The false will annoy you and your mind, whenever  you have try to prove false as true. The truth will give you peace and happiness.
    I can face any truth, if I am telling you this, then I am true. Because I will tell you this whenever I will be ready to face it.
    May be I am stupid or fool who ever talk about heart and love in public. Somebody has asked me that "What is the purpose behind giving big commitments to my love? What should I want to prove by doing this in public?"
    My answer is : " I want to tell her about the situation of my mind, heart and life. I am not proposing her for marriage, but I want to tell her that mentally I am prepared for all the compromises I will have to do while making her my life partner. What is life partner? Life partner is that person with whom you are going to share your life's all matters. I want to share my dreams from life with her. I want to talk with her till long time and hear her talks too. I want to support her and her support when I will be ever nervous in the life. I have done many commitments, which we have to do in the life with anybody in public. I have also done that thing, what is wrong in that thing? I had tried to assure her about me and my thoughts."
   But she could not understood my true love and assurance. She had ever tried to collect information from those who doesn't know 0.01% about me. Life is very big and it is quite hard to spent it alone, that is the biggest truth of the world. But some people have never taken it seriously and feeling lonely while their time has gone. I don't want to be like them so I have expressed my heart situation in public. I have left on her to believe it or not. if she wants to face me with smile I will give her the most memorable moments of our life. But she will ignore me I may not clear her doubt by any of words.One day I will reach at that place where she will meet me and feel that she was wrong and her attitude has lost the sea of LOVE. (If it is a big one then drink a glass of water) I am not worrying about future, Because I know I have told the truth. And why should I have to feel fear? I am not enemy of anybody in this world. If you want to shake hand you are most welcome, you want to go I will never say you bye........because I don't want to make you ashamed for anything.... you are ever welcome to come back........but you feel guilty ..... that is your fault... talk to me if you want to know anything about me.......... before that ... you have to trust me.
     May be she has only betrayal for me ......in her heart...... But I have love for her ..........love.......only LOVE...!!!!!!
 
   

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