These are the ending days of Deewali Festival. So many forecasting was became false as the people has celebrated the festival. People has celebrated the festival with lot of purchasing of Sweets, Crackers, dresses, home decoration materials, colored lights etc. Due to financial slump, the shopping of Deewali would be very less - it was the forecasting for Deewali. But everything has completed very nicely and with joy. But I have seen that people was busy in show business and trying to show their purchase of costly things to the people around them. It was the bad odor of proud and ego. If we have purchased something it is for us and not for the status symbol. I am sorry, but this is my thinking after fallen in love with somebody. Otherwise I was also one of them and very aggressive to show my things to the people. But now I am laughing on my self for all those childish ego for my things. I was thinking that what was myself before few months? The answer is not so good and very egoistic. You can say I was the most arrogant person in my home. My neck was ever tight and my eyes were always throwing fire to others. But from last few months I have got mercy in my eyes for the people who suffers a lot from different pains, like, financial, physical, social etc. Now tears come in my eyes when I am watching the people who are suffering from any kind of pain. Now a days I am praying to God for the people who are victim of time and poverty. I am feeling the pain of lovers who loves each other but can't meet because of their financial or academic or social or community status.
Status are the partition made by human society. Today we have developed our minds, personality, social relations, living style, our traveling areas etc. But we have also created the walls of different status. Whenever we got the proposal of my sister's marriage, we are facing this problem. The proposals for my sister have ever come from the persons who are lesser than our financial status. I was thinking last night that I have also become victim of this status walls, not as financial but as academic status. The lady to whom I am in love has also neglected me as I have not studied abroad. But I want to confess that I had left the opportunity to Study for MBA in USA when my father has offered me. I had chosen India for studies and abroad land for earning. But days had gone and now I have settled my life here. I can visit the whole world but I would like to live in India. There are reasons behind my this decision. I have owned the degree in Commerce faculty. So I am quite attached with economics and financial up and downs of market. As per my knowledge, India has strong economy and big market. In 2009, when US companies has reduced the employment ratio and a big number of Indian employees had come back to India and got a nice life style here. The European countries are still facing the recession in their market. All the countries are looking at India. You can see the most costly cars on Indian roads. The country is being changed and getting the new heights of development and globalization. The international sports events are hosting by India, like, Common wealth Games, Formula one car racing etc. All the international brands are available in Indian markets. The mall culture is taking the place of individual shopping centers. People wants to convert their living style into international standards. The fusion era of the Indian culture and international living is taking place in the whole country. But still we have not reached at the height of developed countries.
In all of the development matters, human have lost their own identity and culture. We can see the partitions between different area of the city. We have created levels in our society. The upper level, middle level and lower level.
The upper level have also partitions of academic achievements, financial achievements, social achievements etc. This level is divided by the usage of Mobile phones, cars, living areas, home interior decorations, shoes, Goggles, laptops, listening the music of various artists, talking language, eating international dishes etc.
The Middle level have their own academic achievements, financial achievements, social achievements etc.
This level is divided by the usage of electronics gadgets and home appliances, Friends and relatives visits, shopping from particular Malls, the most popular car, the Gold ornaments in hand and necks, the shoes. imported perfumes, etc.
The lower level is not found in our country now. Because the most poor men has mobile phone and standard companies' shoes in their legs. I am not talking about beggars. Because beggars are the people who are not wiling to work and don't want to do any economical activities rather than begging on holy place points and roads.
Among all of the development procedure, the style of loving is also changed. It was the time when boys were proposing girls, but now girls are proposing boys. Living with relationship has taken the place of marriages in the whole society of India. The contract marriages has taken the place of traditional marriages. The matrimonial websites are getting the new heights of the business of marriages. Marriages are become so easy and so hard. Easy for the people who are showing their smartness to the society. Hard for the people who are busy with their work and living in simple way.
I have fallen in love with a lady, who have the both sense of living - the simple way and the fashionable way. When I met her, I had no any clue about her and her nature. She was behaving with me very calm and polite. She was the lady to whom I was always excited to meet and see her. I have lost my self in her eyes as I had seen that she has very beautiful heart and full of love for everybody. But in few days she had left the country and reached to the land where India is called third world's country. The country of beggars and poors. They cure Indians in their country but ever hates my country as I had seen the behavior of the government with our countryman there. But beggars have no right to choose anything. Some people had come back and some are still there.
I can't reach to the land where she is living right now. But thanks to IT who has connected people with Internet around the world. Thanks to the creators of the social networking websites, like, Facebook, Google+, orkut etc. I had left watching her, but how many days the thirsty can live away from the river. I have started again watching her. I know my age has passed the stage of marriage. I am 35 now and my age for the marriage has gone. I have no right to propose any dynamic lady of 24 yrs for the same. So I have decided to pass my remaining life just watching her photos and her updates on Facebook. She is my first love and it is not possible for me to remove her from my heart, mind, pray and world. I want to see her all activities, achievements, marriage, kids, her gray hair, the wrinkles on her face, her change of age and her reactions for them, her friendships, her recipes photos, her dressing colors etc. I want to see her till my last breath. Her updates are my life as I have found the flames in me while not watching her. I will die if I will not watch her any day. Her presence is necessary for me to survive, physically or virtually it doesn't matter. Who don't want to have his love as his wife, as his life partner.But It is not in my destiny to have a wife and physical relation with my love. I want to feel her mentally and fully satisfy my self virtually. She is my world, where no any status problem will held between me and her. She is my angel who have seen in my eyes and destroyed all bad characteristics from my personality. Today I have become calm and peace loving person who loves humanity in the world. I was nothing before met her. I have become the pure human after met her. She has taken the place which is coming after my mother. She is the lady who have shown me the direction of thinking and living. From tomorrow I am going to start a new life with her virtual presence. I know I have social responsibilities and I have to face so many problems in my future life. But I have learned from her that earning is not everything but living with joy is important. I can't smile or laugh but I can stop my tears. I have decided to travel around the world with my wife, but the destiny has made me alone. I will work hard 11 months in the whole year and travel to different countries in one month. My days will pass in work in nights will pass in writing blog and visit facebook, orkut, google+ etc. social networking sites. I have the hobby to live like a stylish person. I will continue to live in new styles and eating habits.
She is more intelligent than me so I don't have to explain her about love and its situations. She knows more than me what is love. She is aware from all the situation of lover and his pains. She is an expert to find the new way of left when only two options up and down is remaining. I am not so intelligent so I can't understand her higher level language. I can say I am the biggest stupid on the earth who had fallen in love at the age of 35 yrs. I have axed on my own leg by fallen in love with the most beautiful and popular lady. More than 1000 hearts are beating for her so how will she listen my heart beat amongst them. Even sometimes I can't hear my own heart beat in the nuisance of the loud sound by people around the city. I want to say her ..... I love you...... my love..... My Empress ......my "Madness"....!!! ...... but it is not necessary to love me ....... love that person who will fit in your criteria. You will be ever remembered by me while praying to God. I will pray for your health, happiness and bright future to God. God Bless you. Angels of God will protect you from evil eyes. God will give your parents good health and nice person as their Son-in-law. You are always in my heart. I have passed the Festival on bed this year but I will celebrate my festival on your birthday. I will eat chocolate cake and Ice cream on that day. I know nobody will with me but I will close my eyes and you will be there in BLUE SAARI with big decorated eyes and laughing smile on your lips. God will ever make you smile and give you all those things whatever you want in your life. I can't give you more than blessings. But I would like to request you that don't tease anybody and neglect anybody. Because everybody is a human and all have their own stamina to tolerate your teasing deeds and comments.
But I want to live with her presence in my life so I have continued watching her. Please somebody tell her that I am missing her with each breath ........ I have continue loving her ......... To satisfy myself ...... I am ..............watching her......again.....!!!
Status are the partition made by human society. Today we have developed our minds, personality, social relations, living style, our traveling areas etc. But we have also created the walls of different status. Whenever we got the proposal of my sister's marriage, we are facing this problem. The proposals for my sister have ever come from the persons who are lesser than our financial status. I was thinking last night that I have also become victim of this status walls, not as financial but as academic status. The lady to whom I am in love has also neglected me as I have not studied abroad. But I want to confess that I had left the opportunity to Study for MBA in USA when my father has offered me. I had chosen India for studies and abroad land for earning. But days had gone and now I have settled my life here. I can visit the whole world but I would like to live in India. There are reasons behind my this decision. I have owned the degree in Commerce faculty. So I am quite attached with economics and financial up and downs of market. As per my knowledge, India has strong economy and big market. In 2009, when US companies has reduced the employment ratio and a big number of Indian employees had come back to India and got a nice life style here. The European countries are still facing the recession in their market. All the countries are looking at India. You can see the most costly cars on Indian roads. The country is being changed and getting the new heights of development and globalization. The international sports events are hosting by India, like, Common wealth Games, Formula one car racing etc. All the international brands are available in Indian markets. The mall culture is taking the place of individual shopping centers. People wants to convert their living style into international standards. The fusion era of the Indian culture and international living is taking place in the whole country. But still we have not reached at the height of developed countries.
In all of the development matters, human have lost their own identity and culture. We can see the partitions between different area of the city. We have created levels in our society. The upper level, middle level and lower level.
The upper level have also partitions of academic achievements, financial achievements, social achievements etc. This level is divided by the usage of Mobile phones, cars, living areas, home interior decorations, shoes, Goggles, laptops, listening the music of various artists, talking language, eating international dishes etc.
The Middle level have their own academic achievements, financial achievements, social achievements etc.
This level is divided by the usage of electronics gadgets and home appliances, Friends and relatives visits, shopping from particular Malls, the most popular car, the Gold ornaments in hand and necks, the shoes. imported perfumes, etc.
The lower level is not found in our country now. Because the most poor men has mobile phone and standard companies' shoes in their legs. I am not talking about beggars. Because beggars are the people who are not wiling to work and don't want to do any economical activities rather than begging on holy place points and roads.
Among all of the development procedure, the style of loving is also changed. It was the time when boys were proposing girls, but now girls are proposing boys. Living with relationship has taken the place of marriages in the whole society of India. The contract marriages has taken the place of traditional marriages. The matrimonial websites are getting the new heights of the business of marriages. Marriages are become so easy and so hard. Easy for the people who are showing their smartness to the society. Hard for the people who are busy with their work and living in simple way.
I have fallen in love with a lady, who have the both sense of living - the simple way and the fashionable way. When I met her, I had no any clue about her and her nature. She was behaving with me very calm and polite. She was the lady to whom I was always excited to meet and see her. I have lost my self in her eyes as I had seen that she has very beautiful heart and full of love for everybody. But in few days she had left the country and reached to the land where India is called third world's country. The country of beggars and poors. They cure Indians in their country but ever hates my country as I had seen the behavior of the government with our countryman there. But beggars have no right to choose anything. Some people had come back and some are still there.
I can't reach to the land where she is living right now. But thanks to IT who has connected people with Internet around the world. Thanks to the creators of the social networking websites, like, Facebook, Google+, orkut etc. I had left watching her, but how many days the thirsty can live away from the river. I have started again watching her. I know my age has passed the stage of marriage. I am 35 now and my age for the marriage has gone. I have no right to propose any dynamic lady of 24 yrs for the same. So I have decided to pass my remaining life just watching her photos and her updates on Facebook. She is my first love and it is not possible for me to remove her from my heart, mind, pray and world. I want to see her all activities, achievements, marriage, kids, her gray hair, the wrinkles on her face, her change of age and her reactions for them, her friendships, her recipes photos, her dressing colors etc. I want to see her till my last breath. Her updates are my life as I have found the flames in me while not watching her. I will die if I will not watch her any day. Her presence is necessary for me to survive, physically or virtually it doesn't matter. Who don't want to have his love as his wife, as his life partner.But It is not in my destiny to have a wife and physical relation with my love. I want to feel her mentally and fully satisfy my self virtually. She is my world, where no any status problem will held between me and her. She is my angel who have seen in my eyes and destroyed all bad characteristics from my personality. Today I have become calm and peace loving person who loves humanity in the world. I was nothing before met her. I have become the pure human after met her. She has taken the place which is coming after my mother. She is the lady who have shown me the direction of thinking and living. From tomorrow I am going to start a new life with her virtual presence. I know I have social responsibilities and I have to face so many problems in my future life. But I have learned from her that earning is not everything but living with joy is important. I can't smile or laugh but I can stop my tears. I have decided to travel around the world with my wife, but the destiny has made me alone. I will work hard 11 months in the whole year and travel to different countries in one month. My days will pass in work in nights will pass in writing blog and visit facebook, orkut, google+ etc. social networking sites. I have the hobby to live like a stylish person. I will continue to live in new styles and eating habits.
She is more intelligent than me so I don't have to explain her about love and its situations. She knows more than me what is love. She is aware from all the situation of lover and his pains. She is an expert to find the new way of left when only two options up and down is remaining. I am not so intelligent so I can't understand her higher level language. I can say I am the biggest stupid on the earth who had fallen in love at the age of 35 yrs. I have axed on my own leg by fallen in love with the most beautiful and popular lady. More than 1000 hearts are beating for her so how will she listen my heart beat amongst them. Even sometimes I can't hear my own heart beat in the nuisance of the loud sound by people around the city. I want to say her ..... I love you...... my love..... My Empress ......my "Madness"....!!! ...... but it is not necessary to love me ....... love that person who will fit in your criteria. You will be ever remembered by me while praying to God. I will pray for your health, happiness and bright future to God. God Bless you. Angels of God will protect you from evil eyes. God will give your parents good health and nice person as their Son-in-law. You are always in my heart. I have passed the Festival on bed this year but I will celebrate my festival on your birthday. I will eat chocolate cake and Ice cream on that day. I know nobody will with me but I will close my eyes and you will be there in BLUE SAARI with big decorated eyes and laughing smile on your lips. God will ever make you smile and give you all those things whatever you want in your life. I can't give you more than blessings. But I would like to request you that don't tease anybody and neglect anybody. Because everybody is a human and all have their own stamina to tolerate your teasing deeds and comments.
But I want to live with her presence in my life so I have continued watching her. Please somebody tell her that I am missing her with each breath ........ I have continue loving her ......... To satisfy myself ...... I am ..............watching her......again.....!!!
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