Wednesday, October 12, 2011

....... not with any Celebrity......!!!

      After a small vacation out of my hometown, I am back. It was really nice and pleasant journey. We had decided for the journey of Haridwar (holy shrine) and Nainital (hill station). But after reached there we had missed the bus for Nainital after taken the ganga snan. We had decide to go on next day to there. But I had asked some traveling agents about another hill station whichever near from there. After all the inquiries, I had planned our tour for Shimla and around area. It was night journey and whole night we had to travel by sitting. It was little painful for my parents, but we were all ok with the decision. Early morning, We reached to our destination, Shimla - the summer capital of India while Ruled by Britain.
     When we were  being ready for outing after taken bath, there was one stranger came to our room and asked to us for hire of car or SUV. We had let him come in and asked about his schemes and rent of SUV. We were six person so small car was not enough for us to travel of long route. It was the festival of  "Dashera" at the temple of lord Hanumanji , which is located at "Jakhu". It was on hill and we had to go there by walking on road. We enjoyed the festival by heart and we all were happy there.
    We had got the package of roaming Shimla, Kullu , Manali and Rohtang. It was little costly for us, not only for money but also by health. There is no objection for it as we had all agreed to visit the places situated on the mountains of Himalaya.
    We started the journey on next day. First we were visit the scenes around Shimla and enjoyed the Horse riding, too. The special place of shimla was, Indian Institute of Advance Study. It is the place, where the Shimla agreement of the Partition of India and Paklistan was signed, in the witness of Lord Mountbatten, who was the last Viceroy of India. It is an ancient building, which was used as a Viceroy's residence and office while summer season while British rule. Now it has been converted into the Institute for the post Ph.D. Study based on the subject of Sociology. But all the furniture and fixtures are there in very good condition. All the chairs, tables doors, racks, Viceroy's ruling chair etc. are fully maitained by the government. When I reached at the place, I felt I was on foreign land. Because all the building and its Architecture was same as British type. The ceiling of all rooms was decorated by Walnut wood and never polished, but it was looked  like the interior work has completed yesterday. The around area of the building was maintained as nice Garden. After visit the place, We had started our journey to Rohtang.
    The environment was very cold while journeying to Rohtang. We reached to Manali at around 11:30 in the night. We got night stay at Manali, where our rooms were booked by the travel agent. We got dinner and gone to our rooms. It was very cold environment so the available blankets were not enough for us. We got extra blankets from hotel. At early morning of 6:00 am we started again our journey to Rohtang Pass. We had hired special dresses for the place from Manali market. The dress was made by the material in which we can maintain our body temperature.
   Our SUV was running on very narrow road and whenever we overtake any other vehicle we felt the hazard of accident. We had seen some cars destroyed in the valley and its parts were still there. But where is the beauty there is the dangerous hazard around it. We were enjoying the beauty of mountains and its greenery. Small water streams were falling from the heights and some stones were glittering like diamonds. When we had decided to visit Shimla, we had no any idea about this pleasant journey. I was thinking that how the God cures me and my family. He has the value of our money, earned by hard working. I was feeling his blessings on my head. It was really an amazing tour.
   When we reached at our destination Rohtang Pass, the snow fall was started and we had seen our first snow fall on us. It was very cold environment and we felt some lack of Oxygen  there. We were around at the height of 9,500 ft from sea surface. We had visit the starting point of river Biyas. The point where the great seer shri Ved Vyas has written some chapters of the Mahabharat - the holy book of Hindu mythology. When we had seen the  maountains with snow on it. It was the most wonderful journey, like paradise on earth. I can say that it is the part of our country, the incredible India. As we have some shortage of time we had stopped our journey at Rohtang pass, otherwise we could visit some more wonderful places - Leh and Ladakh. If it will all well,we will definitely visit them next time.
     I have ever felt recharged of my energy while visiting mountains and natural beautiful places. All of my family members and even our driver was feeling some fear while seeing some accidents on the narrow road. Because it was the danger valley of Himalaya, where any mistake can make a big accident. My driver had asked me about not feeling fear about the risk of an accident. I replied no to him and explained him about the secret of it. My nature is an adventurous and I don't feel fear very quickly. I am always challenged by myself about any risk. I believe that God is always with me and he will save us by any way and cure us from hazard of death or accidents.
   I was in romantic mood as I was feeling that my love is with me and we are travelling to gather. The cold wind was touching my face and my hair was little wet in snow fall. I had touched the little water streams and drunk its pure water. I was feeling the theme of Heaven on earth and feeling herself with me. It was so romantic environment. I had closed my my eyes and she was there with me, with her big wonderful and magical eyes. It was the most romantic place when I was standing on a rock and closed my eyes. I felt myself in her arms. I had got a nice plot of the new story and I had started to write it.
   My love for her is like a worship of God. I don't care if she is ignoring me. I know one day she will care for love. Today she is telling "Love is my Foot" but tomorrow when she will need it she will care for it. She doesn't love me that is the another matter but she will love anybody else that will be matter for her. The "Mad" and "Madness" will never be split, as they are the both sides of a coin. I am not proud, but I have little self respect, so I have canceled all my fake Id on FB. If there is power in my love and my faith in her heart, She will open the block and send me friend request on FB , on my account of "harrysmadness". Otherwise I will believe that there is no love in this world of stones. I had loved a beautiful statue. Because everything has a limit, you can't live like thieves at anywhere. I am her lover and not the servant. She must respect my love. I know I am saying the Sun will rise in west.
     Let's come in reality, I am in love with the lady called "Madness". May be all of her friends know this. She had played a little drama with CT on FB and tried to neglect me. She is little proud and never allowed me to talk to her directly. She is my cutie babe and all her anger will be on my head and eyes. I love her till my death. I am hindu and I will be burnt not be buried in grave. I have to tell her "I love you .... darling ...... Still waiting for you friend request....... come on , open the block and remove me from your spam list....."
    I had taken the "Ganga Snan" behalf of her and pray to the Goddess Ganga to remove all our bad deeds and make both of us pious. Give us the right direction of life. I had prayed that if we are not made for each other then give her tall and handsome husband , but if we are made for each other then please remove all the misunderstandings from both of our minds. Remove our doubts about each other.
    She is the most beautiful girl in the universe for me. I can't see anybody behalf of her.But she is not looking at me. I have accept the truth and tried to erase her memories from my mind, but it has given me bad experience of tension and depression. I am happy with her memories, but I will not become her subscriber or viewer. I am human and I have my own feelings, I am not dog who will ever come to you as you will hit it or gives it bread and biscuits. She has never thought about my feelings and ever made me miserable with her bad talks with her friends.
   My love is pure LOVE for her and not the FLU (Fallen in Love with Unknown) Nobody can kick off it as I am using my heart and mind for taking any decision for the life. I knew one thing that anybody can wash her brain by his/her sweet talks. She is so weak in regard of counseling by other persons, I can't believe that.
I will stand with my love like strong mountain in my life. She will come to me or not that will be matter with her. Because my nature is not to follow anybody. She has to be changed her self while making any relationship with me. This is overflowing, but I have also likes and dislikes. I don't like that my lady will embrace with unknown persons, especially males. She has to follow the limitations of  woman. No body is there in the universe who will allow that his wife will flirt with other men and just take him in her arms.
    When it was started I was fallen in love with the simple and calm Indian lady. I have the picture in my mind that she has the beautiful heart which is full of love and humanity. I don't like anybody's flippancy behavior with anybody. It will be simple deal with me Love against Love.
    She is not any celebrity and I am also not that. But if she will tell me to become that, then I will definitely try to become that. Relationship can be created by calm nature and polite behavior with your partner. You have to give your partner some space to explain himself to you. Try to read everything in ascending order not in descending order. e.g. read the alphabet in ascending order then you will find "H" then "I", this will create the word "HI" ..... the most important word to start any new connection, but if you will dominate over reading and read this in descending order it will create the word "Ih" (eh) which describes shits on something and show your betrayal for anything. So learn Good things not bad things. Create some good things don't create bad things. Think positive about any matter. Negativity will never give you pleasure as it is itself not positive.
    I know I am overwhelming for my love. But what to do She is my life. Good and Bad will come and go by its time. I don't care for Negative events because I believe in positiveness. I don't like arguments with anybody. I will say "OK" or "SORRY" to end the argument. I am calm person who don't like nagging people. I like talkative ladies who talk a lot. So, I can feel that I am not lonely in my home. As per my belief a talkative lady has clean and open heart. They are little jealous from other but never make any bad circumstances for anybody.
    She is behaving with me like celebrity. I had fallen in love with my lovely lady who was from my home town. She was with her beautiful expressions and calm heart but she was not celebrity.
     I can love that girl and die for that girl but never follow or subscribe with any celebrity. I can compromise with my LOVE ......my Empress ........My "MADNESS" .......but ........nt with any Celebrity.........!!!


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