Today it was the last injection of her daily dose prescribed by doctor. When we were leaving the clinic I heard one lady patient's voice. She was requesting to the person who was with her for some spicy food from restaurant and the person was telling her no as the doctor has prescribed for not taking spice in food. I was thinking while driving that how the women are crazy for tasty food from hotels and restaurants. My sisters and mother are also too crazy for the restaurant and hotel food. I like it but not so crazy for that. We take so many risks for just taste to our tongue, when the food become poison for us as it might be less hygienic and made carelessly.
I met my friend Vivart today. We were just started talking and suddenly he got phone call from his wife. His wife told him about some matter about his mother's health. Please, readers pray for his mother as she is fighting with bone cancer. I have not so bravery to see her so I am praying for her at my work place and home. There are so many pains besides "LOVE".
I think my Love ..... my Empress..... my "MADNESS"...... has taken a pledge to kill me very slowly with full of pain. I am really feeling that I will lost my life very soon as always anxious about her health. There is nobody who wants to stop her by having Alcoholic drinks. Her list of friends have more than thousand name but no one wants to stop her for that. As per I knew from her place her father is doctor. I have doubt, is he 'doctor' ? really? which kind of person he is who doesn't stop his daughter for this kind of activities. As he learned in Medical College that alcohol can damage our Kidney, platelets of blood, Hemoglobin level, increases chance of brain tumor, stones, Tuberculosis, Heart disease, leukemia, Diabetes, skin rash and other skin desease. It also damage Ovaries of Woman who takes the drink. It is fully harmful for your memory power.
I would like to thank my "MADNESS" for not included me in that friends list. Is it friends' list or enemies' list ? who always make laugh on her drunk status.
I want to tell her- darling! celebrities in the movies are always showed with fake drinks. They always drink soft drinks or colored water in the movies. So, please follow them by that way. I know you have dreams to become a well known celebrity in the world. But I think you have not concentration on their fitness, which can be maintained by drinking alcohol. You are a lady and you have to play so many roles in your life. Lady's body is so soft and delicate. It has so many inner body parts which produces healthy children. Would you like to be mother of any handicapped child? I know your answer. So, please stop drinking alcohol. I have so many reasons for taking the alcoholic drink, but I know it will create a new bad story for me and increase my tension. I have lot of pain about lost you. My love .... loving to you has become the biggest pain for me as I have found that I am not be matched in your prince charming criteria. Do you know what is my biggest pain? My biggest pain is my unconditional LOVE with you. Each moment and each breath is killing me because you are streaming in my blood. Have you ever seen tears in your mom's eyes while talking about you? Have you ever seen your father thinking about your silence till late midnight? have you ever seen any of your family member desperating for next breath? Have you ever seen your closest friend's dead body? Have you ever neglected by the person to whom you love more than yourself just for age difference and ugly looks? Have you ever removed from the players' list of tennis by any partiality or politics? Have anybody has laughed on your feelings of Love? Have you ever clapped your nearest good friend?
I am an Indian man and I know what are my limits but today I could not stop myself to write this. You have achieved everything whatever you wanted. In future you will get all whichever you have dreamed that is my pray to God for you. Which pain makes you to have that Alcoholic drink? I know you are Empress and it is your pain. I also agreed with that the pain of Empress never needed hired tears. My Love.....kill me but with your sweet love. Your one smile can give me a fond of heal on my big wounds given by life. From last 35 years I have fought with my life alone. Even I have tolerated your farewell from my life on 1st June, 2011. Do you know why I am writing all this here? Not to tell you or anybody but just for my relief. I can take some nice breaths for sometimes. Now a days I am facing a new problem which I would like to mention here. I have a bad dream came always in my asleep, in which I am calling you and running behind you. You are calling for 'help' and running before me. Suddenly some white men come and you order them 'fire'. I would get one bullet in my stomach and fell down. You are not so far from me so I can see your smile. I am bringing out the diamond necklace and telling you that "darling! your wedding gift from your 'MAD'". You came to me with your friend (Mango related person) and another is CT. Your friend is laughing on my moaning and you are looking at me with anger. But strange your another friend CT was telling me " what have you done brother?" My blood is spreading on the floor and you had taken the necklace from my hand and kicked on my mouth. Suddenly your friend is telling you that all are the true diamonds in the necklace and your anger turned in pain.You come to me and crying. But it is to late for both of us. finally rain washed the floor and your friend shoot you for the costly necklace. Suddenly I awakened and watched 5 o'clock in my small watch.
Life is too small, which moment will end our lives? we don't know. I am sorry darling, but you are killing me by all of your bad activities. Just remember your goal which was decided by you when you had left your home. Nothing is important rather than you. Remember our culture, remember our religious believes, remember God, if you gives important, remember me whenever you drink.
There are lot of Assumes for having Alcoholic drink. Do you know what is Assume? it means Ass + U+ Me. You will tell me - darling!
- it is so cold environment here, so I have to drink.
- I feel tired after working for so long time, so just for refreshment I have to drink.
- I am feeling lonely, so I have to drink.
- I am worry about my bla bla bla friend, so I have to drink.
- I am trying to erase memories of my college days, so I have to drink.
- I was dreaming for my charming prince and you ugly fallow come in my life and writing anything about me on your blog which ever makes me angry, so I have to drink.
I know girls are ever dreamed for tall and handsome persons as their life long partners. I am not living in any dream so telling you, wake up, darling! you will feel lot of pain while your dreams will be broken or not achieved in your life. So, My Empress be strong and don't take support of alcohol.
Why I am telling you all this in public? The people who are called your friends must know that you are not for this bad thing. I wanted to remind them their duty. I want to tell you all this direct to you but you had thrown me out of your and mine reaching area. I have drunk so many brands of alcoholic drinks. My style was 'on the rocks' while having drinks in my college time. I had reasons for that. I had lost my position of Tennis Player, I had lost my nearest good friends Mallika and Tushar, I was laughed by so many people while I was removed from my cricket team. I had got damage in my liver and suffered 30 days in hospital and taken bed rest for more than 40 days. Thanks to that doctor who had hide this matter by telling my parents that I had got Jaundice. 60 glucose bottles, more than 40 injections, 60 days without tasty food, it was my situation. So, take my request seriously. I know you feel fun while taking it, but on next day you found your head and body very loose. You feel drowsiness and laziness. You can't concentrate on your works and want to go to bed.
I know this will increase your hatred for me in your mind, but I am doing my job for you. Because I don't know about others, but I care for you. I am anxious because I love you. I am angry because I want to see you healthy and happy. I want to see you mother of healthy children. I want to see you healthy and enjoying life.
I know today's post is boring for you...... But I want to tell you .....I love you.....I miss you every moment.....I pray for you.....I worship you......Darling!....I care for you.....!!!
I met my friend Vivart today. We were just started talking and suddenly he got phone call from his wife. His wife told him about some matter about his mother's health. Please, readers pray for his mother as she is fighting with bone cancer. I have not so bravery to see her so I am praying for her at my work place and home. There are so many pains besides "LOVE".
I think my Love ..... my Empress..... my "MADNESS"...... has taken a pledge to kill me very slowly with full of pain. I am really feeling that I will lost my life very soon as always anxious about her health. There is nobody who wants to stop her by having Alcoholic drinks. Her list of friends have more than thousand name but no one wants to stop her for that. As per I knew from her place her father is doctor. I have doubt, is he 'doctor' ? really? which kind of person he is who doesn't stop his daughter for this kind of activities. As he learned in Medical College that alcohol can damage our Kidney, platelets of blood, Hemoglobin level, increases chance of brain tumor, stones, Tuberculosis, Heart disease, leukemia, Diabetes, skin rash and other skin desease. It also damage Ovaries of Woman who takes the drink. It is fully harmful for your memory power.
I would like to thank my "MADNESS" for not included me in that friends list. Is it friends' list or enemies' list ? who always make laugh on her drunk status.
I want to tell her- darling! celebrities in the movies are always showed with fake drinks. They always drink soft drinks or colored water in the movies. So, please follow them by that way. I know you have dreams to become a well known celebrity in the world. But I think you have not concentration on their fitness, which can be maintained by drinking alcohol. You are a lady and you have to play so many roles in your life. Lady's body is so soft and delicate. It has so many inner body parts which produces healthy children. Would you like to be mother of any handicapped child? I know your answer. So, please stop drinking alcohol. I have so many reasons for taking the alcoholic drink, but I know it will create a new bad story for me and increase my tension. I have lot of pain about lost you. My love .... loving to you has become the biggest pain for me as I have found that I am not be matched in your prince charming criteria. Do you know what is my biggest pain? My biggest pain is my unconditional LOVE with you. Each moment and each breath is killing me because you are streaming in my blood. Have you ever seen tears in your mom's eyes while talking about you? Have you ever seen your father thinking about your silence till late midnight? have you ever seen any of your family member desperating for next breath? Have you ever seen your closest friend's dead body? Have you ever neglected by the person to whom you love more than yourself just for age difference and ugly looks? Have you ever removed from the players' list of tennis by any partiality or politics? Have anybody has laughed on your feelings of Love? Have you ever clapped your nearest good friend?
I am an Indian man and I know what are my limits but today I could not stop myself to write this. You have achieved everything whatever you wanted. In future you will get all whichever you have dreamed that is my pray to God for you. Which pain makes you to have that Alcoholic drink? I know you are Empress and it is your pain. I also agreed with that the pain of Empress never needed hired tears. My Love.....kill me but with your sweet love. Your one smile can give me a fond of heal on my big wounds given by life. From last 35 years I have fought with my life alone. Even I have tolerated your farewell from my life on 1st June, 2011. Do you know why I am writing all this here? Not to tell you or anybody but just for my relief. I can take some nice breaths for sometimes. Now a days I am facing a new problem which I would like to mention here. I have a bad dream came always in my asleep, in which I am calling you and running behind you. You are calling for 'help' and running before me. Suddenly some white men come and you order them 'fire'. I would get one bullet in my stomach and fell down. You are not so far from me so I can see your smile. I am bringing out the diamond necklace and telling you that "darling! your wedding gift from your 'MAD'". You came to me with your friend (Mango related person) and another is CT. Your friend is laughing on my moaning and you are looking at me with anger. But strange your another friend CT was telling me " what have you done brother?" My blood is spreading on the floor and you had taken the necklace from my hand and kicked on my mouth. Suddenly your friend is telling you that all are the true diamonds in the necklace and your anger turned in pain.You come to me and crying. But it is to late for both of us. finally rain washed the floor and your friend shoot you for the costly necklace. Suddenly I awakened and watched 5 o'clock in my small watch.
Life is too small, which moment will end our lives? we don't know. I am sorry darling, but you are killing me by all of your bad activities. Just remember your goal which was decided by you when you had left your home. Nothing is important rather than you. Remember our culture, remember our religious believes, remember God, if you gives important, remember me whenever you drink.
There are lot of Assumes for having Alcoholic drink. Do you know what is Assume? it means Ass + U+ Me. You will tell me - darling!
- it is so cold environment here, so I have to drink.
- I feel tired after working for so long time, so just for refreshment I have to drink.
- I am feeling lonely, so I have to drink.
- I am worry about my bla bla bla friend, so I have to drink.
- I am trying to erase memories of my college days, so I have to drink.
- I was dreaming for my charming prince and you ugly fallow come in my life and writing anything about me on your blog which ever makes me angry, so I have to drink.
I know girls are ever dreamed for tall and handsome persons as their life long partners. I am not living in any dream so telling you, wake up, darling! you will feel lot of pain while your dreams will be broken or not achieved in your life. So, My Empress be strong and don't take support of alcohol.
Why I am telling you all this in public? The people who are called your friends must know that you are not for this bad thing. I wanted to remind them their duty. I want to tell you all this direct to you but you had thrown me out of your and mine reaching area. I have drunk so many brands of alcoholic drinks. My style was 'on the rocks' while having drinks in my college time. I had reasons for that. I had lost my position of Tennis Player, I had lost my nearest good friends Mallika and Tushar, I was laughed by so many people while I was removed from my cricket team. I had got damage in my liver and suffered 30 days in hospital and taken bed rest for more than 40 days. Thanks to that doctor who had hide this matter by telling my parents that I had got Jaundice. 60 glucose bottles, more than 40 injections, 60 days without tasty food, it was my situation. So, take my request seriously. I know you feel fun while taking it, but on next day you found your head and body very loose. You feel drowsiness and laziness. You can't concentrate on your works and want to go to bed.
I know this will increase your hatred for me in your mind, but I am doing my job for you. Because I don't know about others, but I care for you. I am anxious because I love you. I am angry because I want to see you healthy and happy. I want to see you mother of healthy children. I want to see you healthy and enjoying life.
I know today's post is boring for you...... But I want to tell you .....I love you.....I miss you every moment.....I pray for you.....I worship you......Darling!....I care for you.....!!!
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