Marriage season is going on here in my home town. My family was invited in two marriages. My cousins had gone far from our city to another city. They will start their new life with new people. I was thinking that it was the days when they were playing in our streets. I have seen that in whole world Girls have to change their homes after marriage and choose to live in their husbands’ homes. In my country marriage is the most important event of life. We are the Indian people who don’t like to get marry again with another partner. In our social formats, our parents find suitable proposals from society by social links and then bride and groom meet each other. If both get agree to marry with each other, marriage date will be fixed by parents. The person with whom marry will become the life partner of another person. Both will share their happiness and sadness with each other. They will be share everything and possess their everything of each other. When person accepts another person as a husband or wife, both ties each other with their responsibilities. Husband will care for his wife and wife will care for her husband. Wife’s happiness and satisfactions of all needs will be husband’s responsibility. Satisfactions of husband’s desires and take care of him will be responsibility of Wife. Two person will be agreed to walk on their life path with life partner and try to never hurt each other. Husband will try to change himself as per his wife will say and wife will not do the things which her husband will say to her. Sometimes both will have to compromise with each other to save their relationship. In my country, relationship of Husband And Wife is the most important relationship. Development has taken a nice speed in my country. Mobile phones has taken place of wired landline telephones. I-phones, broadband internet, i-pads, social networking websites, matrimonial websites etc. has taken good positions in our country. These things has made the world so small. People are busy with earning money , having Hi-Fi life styles, travelling around the world, purchasing costly materials etc. The society has divided into different social levels, communities and economical classes. But, with all these the country is being developed. People is facing competition at each level. Friends of school and college lives has become competitors in daily routines. There is no place for humanity and love at any level of society. Because Flirt has taken place of love. Today’s youth believes in flirting and relationship with multiple persons.
I am thinking about mylove…… my “Madness” that,
is there any small place in her heart for me?
Will she ever ask me “How are You”?
Will she ever try to listen my heart beats?
Will she ever give me world’s tightest hug?
Will she love me madly like me?
Will she ever come to me and tell me I am only yours?
Will she ever accept my love as a pious thing?
Will she ever open her arms for me?
Will she take my head on her lap and kiss my head?
Will she ever ask me what I want? Will she ever open the door of her heart?
Will she ever share her thoughts with me?
Will she ever think positively about me as wife?
Will she kick off the western life style and accept the Indian life style?
Will she ever enter Saari in her outfits?
Will she ever try to give me the equal level in her thinking?
Answers for all questions may be come negative, but right now leaving them on destiny. Her thinking can be changed about me, if she will try to understand each word of me positively and with long lasting visions. I have never tried to dominate over her or her mind. Because I know her very well, she will quickly say few bad words and get quit from the scene. She is not bad but her companions are spreading negativity in her life and mind. They have ever misguided her with wow of fashion and lifestyle. All her friends can offer her for bad activities, but cannot advice her for any good activity. All the people want to ruin the life of nearest progressive person. Today, People have become full of jealousy and ever try to disturb other people’s lives. In this fast world people has lost humanity. They will never try to create bridge between two hearts but ever try to destroy the love life of lovers. People always finds the event of laughing on emotional persons. But emotional persons have changed the world , history is the witness of that. Jealous people cannot get their destinations as God will never give them his support.
May be My love …….My Empress ….My Madness wants any super hero as life partner. Sorrie…..darling!!! I am not that. Even I am not the “HERO” of any story. I have tried in so many ways but she had not responding and now she has closed all the doors of her FB wall. It is depending on her that who will be in her world? My sister was asking me to find out about construction method used in Foreign countries and which instruments they used? May be from her study place somebody had suggested “Madness”’ name and given her FB Id too. My sister had told me to sent her friend request, but how could I send any FR to her as she had already blocked me? So I told her to send it from her own Id of FB. She did it and it was really amazing when “Madness” had accepted her FR. I was watching all those post by fake IDs of FB. But today she had complained me that she is not getting any answer from “Madness”. I checked her wall and found that “Madness” had blocked her same like me. But I thought it will be sad for her that one architect has insulted another architect. I had told her that may be that lady has stopped messaging on FB. My Sister is very busy person but she has tried to connect with her, but finally she had done her work. She is very champion in spamming and blocking good persons. I have become patient of Insomnia and can’t sleep well in nights. But I enjoy my nights with walking here to there on terrace. I am my own good friend, but my mind is my biggest enemy.
I feel her in my environment. I feel her in my eyes while closed. I feel her every moment in my arms. I am sending her messages in nights by wind. I hope that one day she will remember me, as her unconditional lover. One day we all have to die and leave the world forever, but I will live in her memories. Today she is busy with her friends and enjoying drinks, food, traveling, new boyfriends, Girl friends etc. But everybody becomes alone one day, when she will become lonely someday! She will remember me and feel my tears in her eyes. But it will become too late, because I will not in this world at that time. I will try to protect her by bad people and evil eyes, but she should be allow me to do so.
I am only for her ……but ……she should be mine….only two days are remaining in my final exams, but still can’t balanced myself. I know what will be my result, so I am not thinking about that.
I want to tell her……please save my life …..I want to live……don’t let me die….I am overwhelming for you……Darling…..I miss you……!!!
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