Thursday, December 1, 2011

......please complete my wish ........!!!

      Now a days, I am feeling happy, why ? I don't know. May be my believed wife is praying for me. I have seen her tattoo and tried to reveal her message from that picture. I am happy that she is on her way and not redirected to any other destination's way. I appreciate her tempo of achieving her goals of life. I pray daily for her success and health. I want to tell her so many things.
      Darling....!!! ......my final exams of MCA's fifth sem. is going to start from 2nd December 2011 to 22nd Dec. So, I will not write anything on my blog during this period. I am very happy while seeing you with Tattoo. But why you had made that pause of face? it was good pause but little different. All knows you are quite different than others. I urge you, please talk to my sister and help her to collect information about construction style used in foreign countries. Don't ruined your spirit of an architect. You are a calm and kind lady, so don't try to spoil your personality by rude behavior. Today is the day when students are become so impatient and I am feeling the same. My nature is quite angry and for that I am watching you daily. Whenever I feel bad, I just open FB and watch your face. I feel extraordinary energy and possitiveness in myself. When you was here and meeting me I felt so much power in me. You have come in my life as God's blessings and not as Curse. I am loving you like a good husband loves his wife. I will never become hurdle in your path of life. I have seen you laughing, dancing, murmuring with yourself, talking naughtily with your friends, walking in lawn of your place and thinking about something, I had seen your hair flying in slowly streaming wind.
      Why have you stopped makeup? I had told you that you looks so beautiful without make up. You should change your make style. But you had taken it in wrong way. You looks fairy in make up. I was become little selfish and thought any other man will grab you from me. So I had made that words. I am sorry for that. Please restart your make with foreign cosmetic products. But don't take too much time behind that. Just enjoy your life with all your hobbies. But don't be a bee of books too much. It will create so many questions in your mind and you will become insomniac like me. Philosophy is a nice subject, but it is not for you. You are an architect and your life is only for architecture. So ever try to learn concepts of modern architecture and its designs. You have not entered me in your life but you have taken the main place in my world and life.
     I am trying to create my own world, a new planet, where everybody will happy and get their love. But that is only the world of dreams. May be I will live or not but that world will never be destroyed. Whenever I see any couple I feel happy and start blessing them. I miss you very much. But it was in my destiny to meet you and cry in the darkness of nights. My love, you can't imagine my pain when I meet ladies whose few signs meet you. I feel the pain in my heart and flame in me whenever I am passing from your place. I can still feel your humid fragrance and voice. I can still feel that you have come in Blue saari and suddenly smiled innocently. Everybody has given negative feedback for you. But I have read your eyes which were finding true love in this world. I had felt your beautiful heart while watching in to your eyes. I love you......darling........and reached at that height.....for which You can't imagine. I have become totally "Mad" in the love of my.......darling ........believed wife......."Madness".......!!!
    Today your love has become my life. So many people have told you cunning, ruthless, selfish, bad, indecent from your place. But I have replied to them that you are my Goddess of love, Angel of God, my loving wife, my innocent lady, my most pious asset, the most beautiful lady of the universe for me. Sometimes I want to take you in my arms very tightly and kiss your cheeks. You are so cute and loveable, but why your people saying bad about you? I don't know. Live all those b*****ds on their way. You are the most kind person in my life. Please pray for me and family as we are facing to much bad events. I am not so intelligent like you and can't compare my mind with your clever mind. But sometimes any fools advice works good for us. So please don't show to people that you are bad. Show the people how good you are!
     There are so many things I want to tell you but right now I have to go on work. If I will not earn then how will I stand on my feet again? I have to work and earn money for our better future. It is good for me because no body will come to me and give me food without money. Good for you as in future if you will need my help then I may able to help you.
    I am loving you my Love ........My Empress...........My "Madness" like people loves their life. I want to kiss you on your forehead and give you the world's tightest hug.I can't see your photos on FB.Please allow me to watch you ......till my death........please complete my wish ........!!!

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